Days after Joe's death, I'm still in depression. He is my life and soul. I can't really breathe properly. I still can remember the day where we were sitting in our respective houses and he sent me a message taking a picture of moon and saying me that my face is more beautiful than moon when I smile. 🥺I'm suffering from insomnia and the pills given by psychiatrists doesn't seem to work with me even though they are increasing the doses. Each day, I'm becoming more weaker and frail. I became vulnerable. Neither I am able to eat properly nor I'm able to concentrate on my studies. Every second reminds me of him. His voice, hug, cuddles smell of his perfume and that first kiss still go round and round in my mind. I'm pissed off with my life cauze I'm unable to keep up with my family's expectations. My mum is sick and I am in depression. My dad has to take care of us both and make sure that my sister doesn't get affected with these dreadful circumstances of the family. I can't live like this anymore putting a lot of pressure on my dad. I've to change everything in me. Since he(Joe) is the only person for making me like this, I want to know more about him cauze he is my only treatment. For this we first need to know who is Joe? Why is he soo famous? Was it just an accident which happens naturally or is it a murder? To find answers for these questions I've to go to his house 🏠. But how?