Her words struck deep into Shawn's heart, tearing him apart into million pieces. He scrunched up in his seat and continued. "It is not over and over if you don't understand. I admit I was so clueless of the woman in bed was you and at that time, I didn't expect to know since I was just sobering up."
"Okay, go on..."
"And then, you knew all along, and kept it a secret from me. I got married and even had to divorce after I knew about it. You should have told me before going for an abortion, you never know if I was going to accept that child."
"Well, I wasn't going to accept the child either. I was naive and stupid, drunk and held up all night, fuck I would keep a child when I am not ready to have it." Her voice loudened, making it clearer to him.
But truly, if he had come early enough, would she have kept the child? No! Her parents will skin her alive. She wasn't even done with medical school....the stress, the anxiety everything!
