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Chapter 4 - Mommy?

Yet, just as he began to straighten, a hesitant figure approached from the shadows, the uncertainty in his demeanor a stark contrast to the bravado of his companions. With an outstretched hand and a voice laced with genuine concern, he spoke, his words a tentative offering of compassion in a world overrun by cruelty.

"A-Are you okay?" The boy's voice wavered slightly, his eyes flickering between Kazuki's bruised form and the ground beneath his feet, unsure of how to proceed.

Caught off guard by the unexpected display of empathy, Kazuki's smile softened, his eyes reflecting a mixture of gratitude and surprise. And as he reached out to accept the offered hand, a glimmer of hope flickered within him, a reminder that even amidst the darkness, there remained those willing to extend a helping hand to those in need.

As Kazuki extended his hand in gratitude towards the hesitant figure and asked for his name, his attempt at conversation was abruptly cut short by the insistent call of one of the other boys, urging the boy, now known as Arashi, to abandon his moment of compassion and rejoin their ranks. With a sheepish nod, Arashi reluctantly tore himself away, his steps quickening as he hastened to catch up with his companions.

Watching Arashi's retreating form with a sense of mingled disappointment and understanding, Kazuki couldn't help but feel a flicker of warmth in his heart at the memory of the brief connection they had shared. "He's nice... I hope we can be friends," he murmured softly to himself, the faintest hint of a smile playing upon his lips as he resumed his journey through the bustling streets of Rinera.

With each step, Kazuki's anticipation grew, his heart pounding with the fervent hope of reuniting with his parents at last. Yet, as he finally reached the familiar threshold of his childhood home, his excitement was tempered by a sudden sense of foreboding.

From within the confines of the modest dwelling, the muffled sounds of raised voices and shuffling footsteps echoed through the stillness of the air, the discordant symphony of conflict and chaos cutting through the quiet facade of normalcy. With a sinking feeling in the pit of his stomach, Kazuki hesitated at the threshold, uncertainty gnawing at his resolve.

As he stood frozen in place, the cacophony of commotion within the walls of his home reached a fever pitch, the unmistakable sound of bodies colliding and furniture splintering sending a shiver down his spine. With a trembling hand, he reached out to push open the door, his heart pounding with a mixture of fear and dread as he prepared to confront whatever awaited him on the other side.

As Kazuki pushed open the creaking door to his family home, he was met with a scene straight from the darkest recesses of his nightmares. A masked figure, shrouded in shadow and malice, stood over his father, a gleaming dagger poised to strike. With a sickening lurch of his heart, Kazuki watched in horror as the blade descended, slicing through the air with deadly intent before burying itself deep into his father's flesh.

A strangled cry tore from Kazuki's throat as his father crumpled to the ground, the agony etched upon his features a stark testament to the brutality of the attack. The masked assailant wasted no time, snatching up valuables in a frantic bid for escape, callously shoving Kazuki aside as he fled into the night, leaving chaos and devastation in his wake.

With tears streaming down his face, Kazuki scrambled to his father's side, his hands trembling as he reached out to cradle the limp form in his arms. "Daddy, I've got you! I'm here for you!" he cried out, his voice thick with emotion as he pleaded for help, his desperate shouts echoing through the empty corridors of his home.

But even as he sought aid from the indifferent world outside, Kazuki's attention remained firmly fixed on his father, his heart breaking at the sight of the man who had once been his rock now reduced to a mere shell of his former self. With a valiant effort to comfort his father in his final moments, Kazuki forced a smile upon his trembling lips, the gesture a feeble attempt to ease the pain that wracked his father's body.

Yet, as he watched in horror, his father's trembling hand reached for the dagger embedded in his side, a crimson blossom staining the fabric of his clothes. "Daddy? Won't you bleed out?!" Kazuki's voice wavered with fear and uncertainty, his eyes wide with disbelief as he beheld the grim reality unfolding before him.

And then, in a final, chilling whisper, his father uttered a single word, a damning indictment of the son he could never understand. "Demon... demon child," he muttered, his voice a raspy echo of despair as he turned the blade upon himself, plunging it into his own neck with a savage ferocity.

As blood spattered across Kazuki's face, painting him in macabre shades of red, an uncanny smile twisted his features into a grotesque parody of innocence. Tear-streaked cheeks and traumatized eyes bore witness to the horrors that had unfolded before him, leaving Kazuki amidst the wreckage of his shattered world, a living embodiment of the darkness that had long haunted his existence.

Amidst the chaos and horror, Kazuki clung desperately to his fragile facade of innocence, his lips drawn into an eerie semblance of a smile even as tears streaked down his cheeks. With trembling hands, he cradled his father's lifeless form against his chest, his heartrending sobs mingling with desperate pleas for forgiveness that fell upon deaf ears.

In the stillness of that grim tableau, a sudden sound shattered the oppressive silence—a soft rustling of footsteps drawing near. With a sense of dread knotting in the pit of his stomach, Kazuki turned slowly, his gaze locking with the wide-eyed stare of his mother, her features contorted with shock and horror.

"Mommy?" His voice quivered with emotion, the word a desperate plea for comfort and understanding in the face of unspeakable tragedy. "Daddy's... dead," he whispered, his voice trembling with grief and disbelief as he struggled to comprehend the magnitude of the loss that had befallen them.

Yet, as he met his mother's gaze, he was met not with the solace he sought, but with a chilling realization—a flicker of suspicion and accusation lurking within the depths of her haunted eyes. In that moment, Kazuki understood with a sickening certainty that his mother saw not a grieving son, but a harbinger of death, a creature stained with the blood of his own kin.

And as her gaze lingered upon him, lingering upon the crimson stains that marred his once-innocent features, Kazuki felt a cold dread settle over him like a shroud. In the eyes of his own mother, he saw not love or compassion, but fear and accusation—a damning judgment that threatened to condemn him to a fate worse than death itself.

As Kazuki's quivering voice stuttered out the word "M-Mommy?" a palpable tension hung heavy in the air, his heart pounding with a mixture of fear and confusion. Before he could utter another word, a searing pain tore through him as his mother's hand lashed out with shocking swiftness, the sharp edge of a blade slicing through the air with deadly precision.

With a strangled cry, Kazuki recoiled, his hand flying to his wounded mouth as he stumbled backward, his vision swimming with tears as he sought refuge in the dim recesses of the room. Curling into himself, he huddled in a corner, his body shaking with sobs of anguish and despair as he grappled with the overwhelming onslaught of emotions that threatened to consume him.

Amidst the chaos of his shattered world, Kazuki's gaze fell upon the gleaming blade discarded upon the ground, its cold steel glinting ominously in the dim light. For a fleeting moment, a surge of rage and bitterness coursed through him, mingling with the raw agony of his wounds to form a potent cocktail of despair.

In that moment of profound reckoning, Kazuki felt something shift within him—a fundamental fracture in the very essence of his being. For the first time in his young life, he no longer felt the sting of remorse or the burden of guilt. Instead, there was only a cold, numbing emptiness—a hollow void where once there had been hope and longing.

With a slow, deliberate movement, Kazuki rose to his feet, his features contorted into a twisted parody of a smile as he approached the discarded weapon. In that moment, he knew with a chilling certainty that he was no longer bound by the constraints of humanity. He was something else entirely—a creature of darkness, a demon born from the ashes of his own despair.

And as he reached out to grasp the dagger, his fingers closing around its hilt with a steely resolve, Kazuki embraced the darkness that had long lurked within him, his uncanny smile widening into a feral grin as he embraced his newfound identity with a sense of grim acceptance.

As Kazuki navigated the tumultuous landscape of his own tortured psyche, a maelstrom of conflicting emotions raged within him, each thought and impulse pulling him in a different direction. With a sickeningly tight grip on the hilt of the knife, he stumbled forward, his steps faltering as he grappled with the demons that clawed at the fringes of his sanity.

Voices, harsh and accusatory, echoed within the cavernous depths of his mind, each one a damning indictment of his very existence. "Everyone thinks you're some kind of demon," they taunted, their words like poison seeping into his consciousness, corroding his sense of self-worth with each passing moment. "Prove them absolutely right," they urged, their insidious whispers fueling the flames of his inner turmoil.

Through tear-blurred vision, Kazuki's gaze fell upon his mother, her form hunched over in grief as she mourned the loss of her husband. Yet, instead of eliciting sympathy or compassion, her presence filled him with a seething hatred, a visceral loathing that burned like a wildfire in the depths of his soul.

"I hate you... I hate you mother..." Kazuki's voice was but a hollow whisper, barely audible amidst the cacophony of his own inner torment. Yet, with each word, the venomous intensity of his hatred grew, his eyes blazing with an infernal fire as he beheld the woman who had borne him into a world that had never truly accepted him.

In that moment of profound darkness, Kazuki stood at the precipice of a decision that would forever alter the course of his destiny. With a trembling hand, he raised the knife high above his head, its blade gleaming malevolently in the dim light as he prepared to unleash the full force of his rage upon the woman who had betrayed him in the cruelest of ways.

As Kazuki's mind spiraled into the depths of darkness, his eyes became twin vortexes of chaos, swirling with a kaleidoscope of conflicting emotions and desires. The voice in his head, relentless and insistent, echoed through the corridors of his fractured psyche, each repetition of "Kill her..." driving him further and further towards the brink of madness.

Twitches wracked Kazuki's trembling form as he grappled with the weight of his decision, the tumult of emotions waging war within him like a tempest raging in the depths of his soul. Yet, amidst the storm of his own turmoil, a singular resolve began to take shape—a resolve born not of righteousness or justice, but of raw, unbridled vengeance.

With a chilling certainty that sent shivers coursing down his spine, Kazuki made up his mind. He would kill this woman, this embodiment of all the cruelty and hatred that had plagued his existence since birth. No matter the cost, no matter the consequences, he would exact his revenge upon the one who had brought him nothing but pain and suffering.

His smile, once a mere facade to mask the anguish within, now stretched impossibly wide across his face, a grotesque caricature of innocence twisted into something altogether more sinister. With a decisive motion, he plunged the knife into his own mother's neck, the metallic tang of blood mingling with the acrid scent of fear as life ebbed from her veins.

As he cradled her limp form in his arms, watching as the light faded from her eyes, Kazuki's voice was filled with a perverse satisfaction. "Aren't you happy, mom?" he whispered, his words dripping with bitter irony. "Aren't I the demon you said I was after all this time?"

And as his mother's final breath escaped her lips, her last memories forever seared with the image of her son's twisted smile, Kazuki knew with a chilling certainty that he had become the very thing she had always feared—a demon born from the depths of her own despair.

As the weight of his actions bore down upon him with crushing force, Kazuki's laughter erupted from deep within him, a manic cacophony that echoed through the silent confines of the room. His smile, once a mask of malevolence, now twisted into a grotesque rictus of madness, danced upon his blood-stained features as he teetered on the precipice of hysteria.

But as quickly as the laughter came, it was swallowed by the choking grip of despair, and Kazuki's mirthful facade crumbled into wracking sobs. Tears mingled with the crimson stains upon his cheeks as he clung to his mother's lifeless form, his heartrending cries a lament for the innocence lost, for the love that had been twisted into something dark and unrecognizable.

"Why would you make me do this. I loved you!" Kazuki's voice cracked with anguish, his words a desperate plea for understanding in a world gone mad. But there was no solace to be found in the silence that followed, only the haunting echo of his own grief reverberating through the empty chambers of his shattered soul.

With trembling hands, Kazuki wiped away the tears that blurred his vision, his mind spinning with a maelstrom of conflicting emotions. Why had it come to this? What twisted fate had led him down this path of destruction and despair?

Suddenly, the sound of approaching footsteps shattered the stillness of the room, jolting Kazuki from his anguished reverie. Panic surged through him like a tidal wave as he realized that neighbors must have heard the commotion and come to investigate.

With a frantic desperation born of survival instinct, Kazuki sprang into action, his movements frenzied as he grabbed the knife, a makeshift cover, and a bag, his mind racing with thoughts of escape. With one final glance at the scene of devastation that had once been his home, he fled into the night, his footsteps echoing in the darkness as he vanished into the shadows, leaving behind nothing but a trail of blood and shattered dreams.