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Chapter 7 - New Start

As Kazuki stirred from his slumber, the remnants of his dreams fading into the morning light, he felt a familiar tingling sensation coursing through his body. Opening his eyes, he watched in awe as the mysterious purple aura once again enveloped him, swirling and dancing around his form before gradually dissipating into the ether.

Sitting up against the sturdy trunk of a tree, Kazuki inspected his hands with a mixture of curiosity and bewilderment. "What is this stuff?" he wondered aloud, his voice barely above a whisper in the tranquil stillness of the forest.

With a furrowed brow, Kazuki attempted to summon the aura once more, his fingers trembling with anticipation. But despite his efforts, the energy remained elusive, slipping through his grasp like a wisp of smoke. Frustration gnawed at the edges of his mind as he grappled with the enigma of his newfound abilities.

As he pondered the nature of the mysterious aura, Kazuki couldn't help but notice the absence of the usual bug bites that had plagued him in the past. A dawning realization flickered in his mind as he connected the dots, his thoughts racing with the implications of his discovery. "This aura stuff, it protected me?" he mused aloud, the words hanging in the air like a question mark.

The memory of his encounter with the Justice Wardens resurfaced in his mind, prompting Kazuki to recall the burst of flames that had erupted from his body in a desperate bid for survival. "Oh yeah, that!" he exclaimed, the pieces of the puzzle slowly falling into place. "How did I do that?"

With a newfound determination, Kazuki rose to his feet and began to experiment, performing a series of intricate hand gestures in an attempt to conjure up the flames once more. But despite his best efforts, all that greeted him was disappointment, the flames remaining stubbornly out of reach.

As Kazuki gazed out at the lush green surroundings of the forest, a sense of profound realization washed over him like a wave crashing against the shore. The tranquility of his surroundings belied the tumultuous storm raging within him, as he grappled with the harsh reality of his situation.

With each rustle of the leaves and chirp of the birds, Kazuki felt the weight of his newfound isolation pressing down upon him like a heavy cloak. Rinera, the only home he had ever known, was no longer a sanctuary but a prison from which he must flee if he wished to survive. The knowledge that a bounty had likely been placed on his head hung heavy in the air, a stark reminder of the dangers that awaited him should he dare to linger.

And yet, as he surveyed the vast expanse of the forest stretching out before him, Kazuki knew that he had no choice but to embrace this new reality. The nearest town or city lay thousands of miles away, an insurmountable distance for a fugitive on the run. For better or worse, this forest would be his home, perhaps for the rest of his days.

As he took in the sights and sounds of his surroundings, a sense of determination settled over him like a second skin. Though the path ahead was fraught with uncertainty and peril, Kazuki knew that he could not afford to falter. With every step he took, he would be one step closer to freedom, one step closer to a future where he could carve out his own destiny on his own terms.

With a resolute nod, Kazuki steeled himself for the challenges that lay ahead, knowing that he would face them head-on with unwavering resolve. 

As nightfall draped its somber veil over the forest, Kazuki found himself huddled in the shelter of a cave, the cold stone walls offering little solace against the gnawing hunger and bone-deep exhaustion that plagued him. With each passing moment, the weight of his isolation pressed down upon him like a suffocating blanket, suffusing the air with a palpable sense of despair.

Desperation drove Kazuki to attempt to hunt for sustenance, but his efforts were met with frustration at every turn. The elusive rabbit he had chased seemed to possess an uncanny ability to slip through his fingers, leaving him panting and weary as it vanished into the shadows. The nearby river, once a source of potential refreshment, now loomed before him like an ominous specter, its waters tainted by the presence of a prowling bear in search of its own evening meal.

As Kazuki wrestled with the harsh realities of survival, a mysterious figure emerged from the mouth of the cave, casting a long shadow against the dim light of the moon. Kazuki's heart quickened with apprehension as the stranger approached, his mind racing with a thousand unspoken fears.

For a tense moment, silence hung heavy in the air, broken only by the faint rustle of leaves and the distant call of a nocturnal creature. Kazuki dared not breathe, scarcely daring to hope that the stranger would pass him by unnoticed.

But then, to his surprise, the figure spoke, his voice gruff and rough-hewn like the bark of an ancient tree. "You smell like shit, you know that? What is your name, kid?"

Kazuki's heart skipped a beat as he stammered out his name, his voice barely above a whisper in the cavernous space of the cave. "K-Kazuki..."

"Huh, I know you..." the man mused, his gaze piercing as he regarded Kazuki with a mixture of curiosity and suspicion. "You hungry? I've got some leftover food I was going to eat, but you can have it."

With trembling hands, Kazuki accepted the offering, his stomach growling in anticipation as he took a tentative bite of the mystery meat. The taste was rough and unrefined, but in that moment, it was the most delicious thing he had ever tasted.

"Thank you," Kazuki murmured, his voice tinged with gratitude as he savored the meager sustenance.

The man chuckled at Kazuki's response, a gruff sound that echoed off the cave walls. "Tastes like shit, doesn't it? I can't cook for the life of me, but it's enough to survive. Plus, that bear must've been eating its own shit or something."

"Bear?" Kazuki's eyes widened in alarm, his mind racing with the implications of the man's words.

"Yeah, I hunted it myself. You're eating bear meat right now," the man replied nonchalantly, as if discussing the weather.

As Kazuki processed this revelation, a newfound sense of camaraderie blossomed between them, forged in the crucible of their shared struggle for survival. And as they sat together in the dim glow of the cave, surrounded by the quiet solitude of the forest, Kazuki found himself daring to hope that perhaps, just perhaps, he was not as alone as he had once believed.

In the tranquil embrace of the cave, the only illumination came from the soft glow of the moon filtering through the mouth of the cave and the steady rhythm of rainfall echoed throughout the cavern, its gentle cadence providing a soothing backdrop to the conversation unfolding within.

As the man questioned Kazuki's reasoning for being out in this forest, Kazuki hesitated, grappling with the weight of his confession. Should he reveal the truth, lay bare the darkest corners of his fractured psyche? Or should he bury his sins beneath layers of deceit and half-truths, shielding himself from the judgment of a stranger?

But in the end, honesty prevailed, as Kazuki found himself unable to mask the raw anguish that gnawed at his heart. "My mother… I killed her…" he began, his voice barely above a whisper, as if the words themselves were too heavy to bear.

The silence that followed was deafening, broken only by the sounds of raindrops and the distant murmur of the forest beyond. The man's gaze remained fixed upon Kazuki, his expression unreadable as he absorbed the weight of Kazuki's revelation.

"That's not entirely unexpected..." the man finally replied, his tone tinged with a hint of solemn understanding. "Why did you do it?"

Kazuki's breath caught in his throat as he struggled to articulate the maelstrom of emotions that churned within him. "I-I don't know..." he confessed, his voice trembling with uncertainty. "After my father killed himself in front of me, because of me, it's like I was hanging on by a single thread. My sanity was hanging on by a thread..."

His words trailed off, lost in the vast expanse of his own torment. But as he continued, the floodgates of his anguish opened, pouring forth the anguish and despair that had consumed him. "Then my mother came in and... the way she looked at me... it was so... dehumanizing. God, the way she stared at me, it's engraved in my mind."

With each word, Kazuki's voice grew stronger, fueled by a potent mixture of sorrow and rage. "Afterwards, she grabbed a knife and gave me another scar across my mouth, and I guess that was the last straw. Something snapped, something inside of me. I felt a surge of hatred towards her... and I started hearing voices telling me to show them a real demon. I complied. I stabbed her in the neck and watched the life fade from her eyes as I... I smiled."

The admission hung in the air like a heavy shroud, the weight of Kazuki's guilt pressing down upon him like a crushing burden.

In the cavern's dimly lit confines, Kazuki's words hung heavy in the air, their weight mingling with the soft patter of raindrops outside. The man's gaze bore into Kazuki, his expression inscrutable as he pondered the gravity of Kazuki's admission.

"Well, what do you think? Did she deserve it? Do you regret it?" the man finally inquired, his voice a low murmur against the backdrop of the cave's embrace.

Kazuki's response was swift, his words laced with a fierce determination that belied the turmoil within. "If I could go back to that moment and change my choices... I'd also cut her across her mouth like she did to me so many times, then I'd spit on her corpse. So to answer your question, she absolutely deserved it. I have no regrets and would do it again given the chance."

The man's lips curled into a faint smirk, a barely perceptible gesture that spoke volumes. "Can't say you haven't earned that nickname, 'Demon,'" he muttered, his tone a curious blend of amusement and approval. "Listen up, you can stay here for the night, but tomorrow, find somewhere else. I don't wanna see your face anymore."

Dread coiled in the pit of Kazuki's stomach at the man's words, his heart sinking at the prospect of facing the unknown once more. "W-What? Is it because of what I said?" he ventured, his voice tinged with uncertainty.

"No, not in the slightest," the man replied, his tone matter-of-fact. "To be honest, I'm in a weird way kinda proud of you for what you did. Truth is, I don't particularly feel like babysitting anyone."

Relief flooded through Kazuki at the man's clarification, his spirits lifting at the prospect of earning the man's grudging respect. "Oh, is that all? I promise I won't hold you back in any way. I'll hunt for my own food and be silent!" he exclaimed, his face lighting up with hope.

But the man's response was blunt, his words cutting through Kazuki's newfound optimism with brutal efficiency. "Kid, you couldn't even catch that rabbit. You thought I didn't see that? And that's one more thing, you couldn't even tell that I was there the whole time. I wasn't even trying to be quiet; you just have incredibly dull senses."

A sense of deflation washed over Kazuki as he absorbed the man's assessment, his hopes dashed against the harsh reality of his own limitations. "No matter how I look at it, this just wouldn't work. No use trying to negotiate, kid. Go to sleep and try to stay away from me from this point on, yeah?"

With a heavy heart, Kazuki nodded in reluctant acceptance, his dreams of camaraderie and companionship fading into the darkness of the cave's depths. And as he settled in for the night, the cavern's embrace offered little solace, its silent expanse a stark reminder of the solitude that awaited him on the morrow.