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Chapter 2 - Alone

As Kazuki gingerly touched the tender wound etched across his mouth, a sharp pang of pain shot through him, a visceral reminder of his father's brutal reprimand. With a sense of confusion and betrayal gnawing at his insides, he whispered to the empty room, his voice barely more than a fragile echo of his former self, "Why did he do that...? Should I have kept the knife?"

The weight of his parents' disappointment bore down upon him, a suffocating burden that threatened to crush his fragile spirit. With a heavy heart and tear-streaked cheeks, Kazuki uttered a solemn vow into the void, "I'm sorry, mommy and daddy. I'll try to be nicer..."

With nowhere else to turn, Kazuki stepped out into the cool embrace of the night, the darkness enveloping him like a shroud. His footsteps echoed softly against the hard-packed earth as he wandered aimlessly along the dusty road, his gaze fixed on the distant horizon.

Each passing moment stretched into eternity as Kazuki searched for a sanctuary amidst the unforgiving landscape. Yet, with each faltering step, the weight of his solitude grew heavier, pressing down upon him with a crushing force.

As he trudged along the lonely road, his heart heavy with sorrow and regret, Kazuki's thoughts turned inward, his mind a whirlwind of confusion and despair. With each passing moment, the world around him faded into a blur of indistinct shapes and shadowy figures, his own existence reduced to little more than a fleeting whisper in the darkness.

And so, with weary limbs and a heavy heart, Kazuki continued his solitary journey into the unknown, his path illuminated only by the pale glow of the moon overhead. In the silence of the night, he sought solace amidst the vast expanse of the world, a lost soul adrift in a sea of uncertainty.

As the night wore on and exhaustion weighed heavy upon his weary frame, Kazuki stumbled upon a narrow alleyway, its walls looming ominously in the dim light of the moon. With no other refuge in sight, he sought shelter amidst the shadows, the cold concrete offering scant protection against the biting chill of the night air.

Scavenging for whatever meager comforts he could find, Kazuki gathered discarded refuse from the alley, fashioning a makeshift cocoon of rags and detritus in a desperate attempt to ward off the biting cold. Yet, even as he huddled amidst the refuse, the relentless chill of the night seeped through his makeshift shelter, its icy fingers probing at his skin with relentless persistence.

In moments of hunger, when the gnawing emptiness in his belly became too much to bear, Kazuki turned to the only sustenance available to him—tiny insects scuttling across his skin in search of refuge. With a grim determination born of necessity, he swallowed his revulsion and feasted upon the meager bounty, each crunch a grim reminder of his precarious existence.

Despite the harshness of his surroundings, Kazuki's thoughts drifted to the one constant in his tumultuous life—his parents. In the quiet moments before sleep claimed him, he clung to the fragile hope of reconciliation, his dreams filled with visions of a future where he could finally find a way to please them, to earn their love and acceptance.

And so, beneath the cold embrace of the night sky, Kazuki surrendered himself to sleep, his body curled into a tight ball amidst the refuse-strewn alley. In his dreams, he saw a world where love conquered fear, where acceptance replaced rejection, and where the warmth of his parents' embrace banished the darkness that had long haunted his waking hours. And with that fleeting vision of hope to sustain him, Kazuki drifted into the realm of dreams, ready to face whatever challenges the new day would bring.