falling apart
I never thought I'd still fall
when I've been trying so hard to crawl
I've learned to push myself to the edge
because of the promise and wish I made to myself to end this cycle, my biggest pledge
I reached my limit, trying to be strong
in the end, I'm still stuck in this tough storyline for so long
they said going up on the mountains to make dreams come true is meant to be this hard
but it feels like these struggles and sufferings are going nowhere; the world seems to disregard
this feeling is so old, yet it doesn't fade away
from waking up to falling asleep, it just repeats day by day
if I still break a lot and cannot be flexible,
then is there still a chance for me to go up and recover from this deep fall?