unnoticed
as cold as ice
as huge as the universe's size
i treat myself as my biggest enemy
and the self-hatred grows like it could reach eternity
i am a rotten grape in a jar
no one notices that i'm losing my life like a dying star
i rotate, round and round until i make a sound
but even the transparent glass doesn't want me to be found
as invisible as air
my hard work and struggles are just thrown into the flare
i let myself be hurled like trash, powerless
i am, after all, my greatest enemy, a never-ending mess