Countless questions passed through my head, all centring around one person. He was undoubtedly the person whom I loved the most. The person who had been the light of my life, my happiness, my everything!
Words cannot describe the intensity of my feelings for him. I can guarantee, If my feelings ever manifest into a real-world object, it will most definitely turn into a black hole.
'What the hell happened there?!?!' Everything was progressing so well, Sora-kun was getting comfortable with me..... and suddenly everything got crushed with this. That shitty ghost and his cheap tactics.....
I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL FUCKING KILL THAT FUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!
I could feel my blood boiling from the rage, but no, I must calm down, I shouldn't think about this stuff yet. First of all, I need to have Sora-kun checked up with the doctor, his health takes priority. Whatever happened there, I can only hope, it doesn't affect him too much.
I glanced at Sora-kun, he was trembling even after passing out, so I started caressing his head, which seemed to have worked. He started breathing normally and stopped trembling, so I continued to caress gently his head.
Currently, we are in my car. I had asked the fucker that had been responsible for this situation to call for help, but that was just in moments of panic. After calming down, I realized the theme park staff would take too long, so I called my personnel to bring the car which had been outside the park.
We were on our way towards the hospital, I even called the doctor to make sure he could see Sora-kun as soon as we got there. He is known as Dr. Sato. He has seen him in the past but both of them might not remember each other, it has been over a decade, and Sora-kun does have "Dissociative Amnesia"
Wait..... Did that scare trigger Sora-kun's memories? That seems plausible considering the intensity of his breakdown. Dr. Sato will mostly definitely ask about details of the situation, so I should be prepared to describe everything.
Like that, I continued to run my hands through Sora-kun's silky brown hair, recalling the events piece by piece and preparing my wording. The car being a Rolls Royce Ghost, was spacious. So I had Sora-kun laid down comfortably. I still felt suffocated with all my worries but like always, my love's scent managed to calm me down.
If he does remember his past, would that be for the better? Would he remember me? Though I was not connected with his parents' death, the severity of the trauma left him losing his memory of it and everything before it.
In the situation where Sora-kun does come to remember his past, the consequences could be dire, that's mostly the reason I have been hesitant to reveal our past together.
These weren't even scratching the surface of all my worries, but whatever happens, one thing was for sure, I would never give up, I would be by his side no matter what, even if he never recalls our past, starting from scratch will be the path I take.
I had been distancing myself from his for too long. He needs me... Yes, he needs me. Only me.
I suppose, I might be using this to my advantage and making him depend on me more, inevitably he won't be able to live with me. That is undoubtedly the truth, but I cannot stop those desires, I want to be his lifeline. But this was for his own good too!
I mean, by being my only lifeline, shouldn't he take responsibility and let me be his? Yes! That's it! This is only fair, right?
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Ayame calmed down after justifying her twisted love. To her, everyone has their own way of loving, and this was hers. In love, every action could be justified, even if it was considered manipulative by others.
Sora was sleeping peacefully with Ayame's gentle caresses, but how long would this peace last? Will he ever be able to recover his memories? If he does, what will his reaction be when he finds out the horrific lies about his parents? What will he do when he finds out about the lies his uncle has fed him?
All these questions will take time to answer, but one thing is for certain, the secrets that are about to be unveiled, will forever change Sora's world.
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