THE LYCAN KING; ALPHA SHANE
The sun was very hot but we were in the glass garden shed, enjoying the quiet privacy and cold interior, I haven't been able to sleep for two days due to the insatiable rage in my head.
"If this didn't happen I wouldn't have known how much I love Tessa, I mean when I set my eyes on her for the first time, I thought it was only a deep attraction, that maybe if I had her to my fill, I would be able to let her be,"
Sometimes like today, we have intimate discussions and we always make sure to be free and open minded about the things bothering us.
I'm the Lycan and every one fear me, even Omer. But when it's time to be a good and loyal friend he tongue lash me when needed, he's been by my side for many years now and I trust him with my life and secrets.
"She's not comfortable with the whole punishment thing and looking at you right now, you aren't satisfied with what Doreen is getting, even though she's at the brink of death,"
The retribution and scolding tune he used on me when he responded made me fully aware of his concerns about what's happening to Doreen.
"Don't be an hypocrite now, you hate Doreen!. What exactly is making you worried? Spit it out, let ne see if I can relate with you and maybe let her off the hook tomorrow,"
SINCERLY, I love hearing Omers' opinion, he's one person I seek advice from aside from the elder council or my mother.
"It's not about Doreen, your mistress had it coming!, how would she be so blind as not to see how much you want Tessa? She's blind. That's not the point Shane,"
"They are scared and want to leave us!, isn't that annoying enough. Just last night Cecilia was shivering in my arms, she told me to my face that we are too bloody and she's scared to tell me stuffs!"
When Omer started showing his Concern about the punishment, I thought he felt sorry for Doreen but now that it's about his own relationship, it made me remember that we haven't discussed it at all.
"That's so true buddy, I have been so immersed with my flower and her stubbornness that I forgot to ask you what's going on with your little miss," a smile curled on my face, and that's because of the deep blush that instantly settled on Omers' face.
"I should thank you Shane, bringing them here made me meet her early, I wouldn't have thought my angel soon enough!, but we should be careful not to scare them Away," he added almost at once, his blush waning away.
Almost like it wasn't there in the same place, I also don't want Tessa to hate me or fear me but the situation warrant that.
"If she's truly yours she would learn to adapt and accept you fully, it will sync altogether and be whole, just relax. You know how we are and you are not as threatening as I am," I tried calming him down.
Omer looked away from his almost empty alcoholic cup and tut his teeth at me, I could see the immense love he has for candy dancing in his eyes, I saw how much he wants her to stay with him.
"You think towing Doreen there in the public eye and Whipping her at interval will make Tessa accept that she's in love with you? Isn't that scary enough, the same reason why she's fighting the feeling!"
His voice increased a little and I blocked that off from my mind, my wild isn't so used to anyone screaming at us but Omer can do that, especially when we are relaxed and in the friendship mode.
"You should t question me about what I think and what I don't Omer, Tessa isn't leaving me. She can think all she want and even faint like she did on the day Doreen started her punishment, I don't care."
"If she's my cure according to what the priest are saying, She will have to be tougher because one way or the other she will battle with all my demons one by one,"
"I have to teach her now, show her how I and and stop pretending to be a soft and sweet men!" My eyes burnt deep into Omers', pleading with him to stop talking about Tessa.
My wolf hate it whenever anyone speak about Tessa leaving us or being too scared of us, and now I don't want to lose cord tell or fight with my best friend.
"You know how I feel for her, it's deep and unbelievable, you are aware that I can't sleep for the last two days and that's all because of what Doreen did to her, there's no single scratch on Tessa body anymore, she's all healed and yet I'm still not at peace"
Omer sighed inwardly and threw me a genuine apologetic glance, touching my right ankle softly, I know he meant to hold my hand in a comforting manner but I don't like people touching me apart from Tessa, I moved my hand quickly, which cause him to touch my ankle instead.
"Doreen would be gone as well, she's healing almost after every whip, she will learn her lesson but she will always be a pest, why do you still want to keep her in the estate and your life?"
Omer would surely ask questions and I had been dreading this one in particular, it's a very simple answer and I'm very sure he must have figured it out, he just want to tease me.
"I know you can't be satisfied by a woman and even if you try it, that woman will be dead by the end of the day, but you have other mistresses, a truck load of them, if you are considering keeping the woman you love alive,"
"So why keep Doreen with you even after the punishment, because if you ask me I will advice that you let her go, Tessa doesn't like seeing her around you!"
I shut out if my relaxing chair immediately heard the part where Omer mentioned about how Tessa feel toward my relationship with Doreen.
"Did she tell you that or she told Cecilia, I will give you my answer once you respond to mine, I promise you," the sudden excitement on my face should have given Omer the answer.
But when Omer stood up to face me and started giggling I knew at once that Tessa life would be the end of me, she would drive me crazy.
"Is Tessa going to be your cure or nemesis?, let's ask ourselves that question first, have you seen the look on your face right now, you look like a little boy who's been gifted a lollipop sweet!, I have never seen you smile like this in my entire life Shane!"