Nagising ako na nasa hospital na. Pag mulat ko ng mata ko ay agad naman na bumungad sakin si Lexi na nasa tabihan ko.
"Oh are you okay?". Tanong agad ni Lexi ng mapansin nito ang pag bangon ko.
Tinulungan ako nito para maka upo ng ayos.
"I'm okay just a little bit dizzy". I answered.
"Are you sure? Should I call a doctor?". Tumayo na ito at akmang tatawag ng doktor pero pinigilan ko ito at hinawakan ang kamay nya.
"I'm okay, just stay beside me". I said napa upo ito sa tabi ko at bahagya ko namang isinandal ang ulo ko dito.
"This feels great, I'm glad I'm alive". I murmured because honestly I was so scared back then.
"Me too, I'm glad you're alive". Sambit ni Lexi at naramdaman ko ang pag himas nito sa aking mga kamay na hawak-hawak niya.
AFTER FEW HOURS
Pinayagan na din akong maka uwi ng doktor makalipas ang ilang oras, binigyan lang nila ako ng gamot and advised that I should go have a therapy kase maaring magkaroon daw ako ng trauma dahil sa nangyari.
When we arrived at home I was shocked to see mom, dad, and Lexi's mother.
"Oh my! Are you okay? Is everything okay? Let me see you". Si ma naman napaka oa halos lamukusin na kase nito mukha ko at katawan ko kaka tingin at kaka ikot sa akin.
"Mom, I'm fine". Wika ko.
"How can say you were fine after that huh? Didn't you know that I was worried? I just find out on the news that you were going to something like that". She burst into tears and I hug her, I can feel that she was worried.
"Thank to your lover I was able to get here, kung hindi ko pa tinawagan yung cellphone mo na naiwan mo hindi ko pa din malalaman na lumipat ka na ng condo ha". Bumitaw sakin si mama saka muling sinermonan ako.
"Mom, I won't do it again...please don't be mad?". Umidap nalang naman ito, HAHA may pinag manahan nga talaga ako eh.
"Anyway we already cook dinner for you two, we also stock your refrigerator...so just stay safe and we won't be staying any longer". Sambit ni mama ymakap ito sa akin saka si papa bago umalis. Samantalang si tita naman, which is yung ina ni Lexi ay inabutan din ako ng ilang mga gamot at nag iwan ng mga prutas bago umalis.
"Your mother nag so much". Sambit ni Lexi at bahagyang tumawa.
"It's your fault". Wika ko dito at inidapan.
"Aba napaka sungit mo ha yare ka sakin". Tumakbo ako palabas ng bahay sa bakuran ng bigla akong habulin nito.
"Hey stop". Sigaw ko.
"I won't". Sambit naman nito at patuloy akong hinabol hanggang mahuli ako ng mga bisig nito.
"I got you, and I won't let go of you now". Wika pa nito.
It feels safe when I'm with her and I just felt happy because I'm in my safe place now.
6:30 p. m
Habang inihahanda ni Lexi yung mga pagkain ay naisipan ko na buksan yung tv para manuod ng balita.
The headline was about the incident that had just happened, usap usapan na naman yung aksidente kanina yes yung ingkwentro na kasama ako. The title was pathetic because it says " Cheating which leads to death". Oh wait?
Pinanuod ko pa ang balita at duon ko napag tanto, nanginig ang katawan ko ng malaman na patay na si Marcus.
"My lady? Hey darling, what's wrong?". Napalingon ako kay Lexi at nag umpisang mangilid ang mga luha ko.
Napa ubob ako sa dibdib nito at duon binuhos lahat ng nadarama kong kalungkutan, galit ako kay Marcus oo galit ako sobra pero hindi ko akalain na dadating sa ganito ang lahat, hindi ko naman sya ginusto na mamatay eh?
"Shhhhhh, it's okay, it's okay". Pilit na pag papakalma sa akin ni Lexi.
Bahagya naman itong lumayo sakin at hinawakan ang tig kabila kong pisngi.
"Love, look at me will you?". I look up at her and stare right into her eyes.
"I know how hard it is for you, especially you were something to each other before, but don't blame yourself for what happened, it isn't your fault cause you just did what you think is right and I'm proud of you for doing that and for being brave". Another tear fall into my eyes.
She's right it's not my fault so I shouldn't blame myself right?
Muli akong niyakap ng mga bisig nito at isinandal sa kaniyang dibdib. Hinayaan akong umiyak ng umiyak nito, nanatili lang itong nakayakap sa akin at pinapa kingan lahat ng hagulgol ko hanggang sa kumalma ako.
At maka ilang minuto pa nga ay tuluyan ng humupa ang bigat na nararamdaman ko.
"Feeling better?". Unang tanong sa akin nito ng mag angat ako ng tingin. Tumango ako bilang sagot dito.
"Shall we eat? You need to take your medicine". Pumunta kami sa kusina at inalalayan ako nito. Sabay kaming kumain at kahit papano ay nakuha ko na uli na makipag biruan at makipag kwetuhan sa kaniya.
"Smiling suits you well". Wika pa ni Lexi ng makita nito ang pag ngiti ko sa mga corny nitong banat.
"Really? Looks like someone is falling inlove again". Pabirong sambit ko at bahagyang napa ngiti.
"Well, I feel inlove with you every day so it's not new". Nagpa tuloy ito sa pag kain.
Few minutes have passed and after we finish our dinner Lexi prepare my medicine and she then go on and wash the plates.
After that we snuggle in our bed. Lexi wrap me around her body, touching my hair while she kisses my forehead.
"I know you were tired my lady, go get some rest". She said.
"Can I get a kiss first? On lips?". I asked. She then give me a long kiss, it was amazing, I felt amazing being with her, she calm the storm inside me and I was thankful.
"I love you my darling". Wika pa nito.
"Oh, how I love you more Lex". I said and tightly hug her before closing my eyes.
This day was tiring but yet amazing cause despite all of the tragedy, I at least survive and now was with the person I can call HOME.