I was so nervous that my heart was beating so fast, she then came closer and closer to me as she daringly hold my chin and kissed my lips.
"Don't you remember when you kiss me when I was drunk?". A flashback started to come through my mind.
"But I was just drunk and I thought you were my husband I'm sorry". I pulled out myself from her and was about to go out but suddenly stopped when I heard her say.
"That's not an accident for me, because I like you and I'm going to snatch you from your trash husband". After hearing all those words I walk away.
What did just happened? I didn't remember this happening at my past life, for real what's going on?
After my schedule at work I decided to just go to my house and take some rest or so I thought I could rest cause the moment I got in I was shock when I saw my husband in my past life, yeah I forgot how stupid I was when I was with him because obviously he has an access at my condo.
"Ahhh pervert!". I shout as he started undressing.
I remember this thing, this exact scene this was supposed to be our first romantic night but after knowing what happened its disgusting!
"Why are you shouting?" He asked.
Halos nag echo sa buong condo ang sigaw ko.
"Get out! Get out you pervert before I call a police". Sambit ko at agad naman itong nag bihis at umalis na din.
I was relieved when he walked away. I did just drink some water and change my clothes, ready to sleep but the problem is I can't even get my eyes to shut.
I was thinking about everything that happened today and if I didn't get back in this time what would happen to me?
6:00 a. m
I woke up early and planned to at least get some fresh air and sunlight, naisipan ko na mag jogging para kahit papano naman ay maka limot ako.
I started running and running until I almost run out of breath.
Saglit akong naupo sa bench na malapit sa may sea wall, I can feel the water breeze and I love it...it's relaxing.
"Hi?". A sound of unfamiliar voice whisper in my ears.
Napa lingon ako sa pinang gagalingan ng boses at duon ay nakita ko ang isang matiponong lalaki sa aking tabi.
"Hello". I just said and just ignore him.
"You seem to be thinking a lot of things". Sambit nito.
"Mr. please don't bother me". Iritado kong wika.
"I'm not a pervert don't worry, I just want to tell you something, that no matter what you were thinking right now, I know that you can do it". Biglang nawala ang lalaki sa kinauupuan nito pag lingon ko.
"Where the hell did he go?". Wika ko at naisipang ipag sa walang bahala nalang ito, hindi nag tagal ay umalis na din ako at nag lakad papunta sa condo ko.
7:00 a. m
I was walking on the corridor of the condo that I was staying in...I saw Lexi.
"Hi". She said ng maka lapit ako sa kanya, saglit akong natigilan sa harapan nito.
"Are you free today?" Tanong pa nito.
"I just wanted to treat you and apologize for what I acted yesterday". Wala naman sigurong masamang mangyayari kung sasama ako sa kanya, dahil sa loob ng ilang taon naming magka sama sa trabaho ay wala naman itong ginawang masama sa akin.
"I'll just take a bath, come in". Pumasok na din kami sa loob ng condo ko at ng maupo si Lexi ay pumasok na din ako sa kwarto para maka ligo.
As I finish taking a bath I immediately fix myself, I am wearing a casual attire, a pant and a blue shirt and a black shoulder bag with a barret on my head.
Lumabas na din ako sa kwarto ko matapos ko mag ayos at dun nga ay nakita ko na naka idlip na si Lexi.
I just stood at my door and actually I remember her from my past life she's actually a good person, we became close before I got wed and she became my maid of honor but I didn't know that as I turn back in time I will discover something new about her. I didn't remember having a conversation with her because all I know was that I became close to her 3 months before my wedding and as of now it was so early for that.
Does that mean changing and taking revenge on my husband will also change something about whom I will be close to? or whom I will fall for? neither of the two I guess.
I then come closer to Lexi and tap her shoulder trying to wake her up.
"Did I just fall asleep? I'm sorry". Sambit naman nito at pag hingi ng paumanhin.
Tumango lang ako bilang pag sang ayon dito.
We ride her car and go to one of restaurants near at my place, hindi pa ako nakakapag almusal so I order some rice with coffee.
"Valeria, I'm sorry, I know you were shock when I told you that thing yesterday". Naka yukong pag hingi ng paumanhin ni Lexi.
Saglit akong tumigil sa pag subo sa aking pagkain at nag angat ng tingin. Duon nga ay nagka titigan kami.
"I just don't want you to marry someone else again then die after that, I don't want to go to your funeral anymore-". Naputol ang pag sasalita nito at nanlaki naman ang aking mga mata sa sinabi nito.
"Wh-what do you mean?". Tanong ko na tila hindi ako maka paniwala sa na rinig ko. Wala pa naman akong napapag sabihan ng tungkol sa nangyari sakin so bakit alam nya?
Panong nalaman nya na namatay ako? Panong? Anong sinasabi nya na pumunta sya sa lamay ko? Galing din ba sya sa nakaraan?
10:00 a. m
We plan to go to Lexi's house to talk more about the subject.
"So what was that about Lexi?". Tanong ko at tila hindi mapakali.
Lumuhod si Lexi sa harapan ko at tila nag mamaka awa nagulantang naman ako sa ginawa nito.
"I'm also from the past like you I died at the car accident after going to your funeral, Valeria I'm sorry I should have told you this before but I like you I really do". Unti-unting pumapatak ang mga luha nito sa mata.
"I really like you, that's why when you kiss me when you're drunk I thought I had a chance, but if I don't just please, please don't marry your boyfriend". Nag mamaka awang sabi nito.
"When I was hit by a truck and wake up and realize that I came back im the past I told myself that I won't miss a chance again that's why I'm doing this and I know, I know that you also came back from the dead because you were moving differently this past week, I'm always watching you Valeria even from a far...but seems like you are still close to him and I hate it". May digin at tila sakit sa bawat pag bukas nito ng salita.
I was deeply moved by the way she admire me and wanted to see me escape from that horrible thing that could ever happen to me.
"Stand up will you". Sambit ko naman at agad nga ay tumayo ito at pinunasan ang nanginginid na mga luha nito sa kanyang mga mata.
"I won't marry him, I'm just waiting for the right moment to cut him off". Naka ngiti kong sabi.
"Thank you, just please be happy...please". I just smiled as she said those words.
She's indeed a caring and a good person, and I hope one day my heart can find a reason to give her a chance and love her back.