The last few months have been fairly relaxing. Kacchan's doctor appointments have honestly been the most stressful but when he reached six months things took a drastic turn.
"Shut up and just let me smell the damn things. I'm not going to eat it," Kacchan snapped when someone tried to quickly shove fish into their mouth so that Kacchan wouldn't be tempted. Sadly instead they just made it worse.
"Deku!" He called out and I let out a sigh before turning to face him with a smile. He only wanted to complain and have me hold him but even I am getting annoyed.
"Yes Kacchan?" I forced the smile and I saw him shiver as if he were cold. "Are you cold?" I asked, actually getting concerned and he just nodded instead of answering. I grabbed his hand and gently led him back upstairs. Looks like we're not going to classes today either.
"Want to talk about it?" I asked and he shook his head no then nodded but then shook his head no again getting more and more frustrated. "Whatever you want to do, I'm here for you," I tried to soothe him but that only seemed to frustrate him more.
"Get angry at me, damn it!" He snapped and I looked at him confused, as annoyed as he has gotten me he hasn't made me angry.
"Kacchan," I started but he didn't let me finish and instead buried his face in my neck while we lay under the covers.
"I'm a fucking mess I know. I just can't figure out what I want, how or why," he grumbled, tickling me a little but I held him close, loving how his body relaxed against mine.
"I love you more than the world. Even if it made Mom angry I would still try my best to make you happy," I whispered and I felt him flinch as if he felt guilty about something.
"I guess I should tell you now," he hesitated but I didn't push him. He has been wanting to say a few things for a while now, even I could see that clearly.
*But I need to tell you in a way that no one else could ever know,* he switched languages to one that we created together, one we only use to talk about the future with. *Can you focus enough to have sex first? It involves suicide,* He warned me and I took a deep breath and steadied my nerves. It was something we would do with extra sensitive subjects but usually we didn't go as far as sex so that is probably because of his pregnancy. No, usually we make out instead but it would make it much easier on me if I had something so wonderful to distract me with such a serious subject...
*Yes,* I answered and pulled him in for a kiss.
***
He is amazing and wonderful in absolutely everything. The sex was amazing too. He ended up telling me the details as if he were whispering pillow talk after we finished. We are still cuddled up and thanks to Kacchan playing with my hair and kissing me, he was quickly working me up again so I warned him only to see him smirk in response. Cheeky little-. If that's what he wants then I just might give it to him.
I returned his kiss and this time I gently pushed him over so I was over him, the blankets moving with us as I kissed down his neck until I bit him in his favorite place, he moaned out, long and low which was even faster in getting me excited.
"Dude? I heard that- OH MY- I'M SO SORRY!" The door slammed shut and I let out a groan. Sero just had to be so loud didn't he? I mean come on!
"Oh no you don't, Tape Dispenser is already gone and I'm not done with you yet," Kacchan pulled me back for another kiss. "I need so much more, please," he whispered against my skin and how can I say no to that?
I readjusted myself and this time when I was ready to push in Kacchan was moaning his desires in my ear, asking for certain things, things I very much wanted to do to him. I pushed in and moaned out. My mind going foggy at the familiar feeling of him completely surrounding me. The way his nails scratched down my back and he called out my name.
"Want on-," Kacchan started but my tongue interrupted him, filling his mouth. He let me have my way until I pulled away from his kisses making him pout at me. I pulled out of him, much to his horror, but I quickly laid on my back and helped him on top of me. His rage of mere moments ago disappeared while he rode me, my hands on his hips helping him to do anything he wanted at all.
"Yes! There, faster!" He cried out breathless. Fuck, I can't hold back. I flipped us over and thrusted with everything I had just for him to beg for more. The pounding of my heart, the sound of our breathing and the taste of him on my lips, I couldn't stop. I slammed in and I came, crying out his name.
I froze, I couldn't move at all. The way he held me left me wanting more but what if I hurt him? Or the baby? I can't do that, I need to calm down. Deep breaths now.
"This has to be the first time in a week that I don't feel sick to my stomach. Holy fuck we need to have more sex," Kacchan panted from below me and I felt myself twitch at the thought. Wait, I'm helping him? And the baby? I am making them not only happy but healthier?
"Kacchan?" I hesitated but he pulled me down for another kiss.
"Just once more tonight? I just know I'll sleep well if we do," he smirked at me, he knows my weakness far too well but I grinned anyway. If he wants or needs more, then who am I to say no? Heartless? Nope.
"As much as you want," I whispered before kissing him and he giggled playfully.
"I want a lot more than just once," he snickered and I pushed in making him grunt from the force.
"Then that's what I'll give you," I kissed him, pulling his tongue into my mouth. I kept each thrust slow but hard and we couldn't break apart until we needed air and then we were diving back in again.
My world.