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Chapter 44 - Not about drinking.

I called her up

 But she won't listen.

I called her up

 She's coming over soon.

I looked to her

 Her skin did glisten

From the light streaming through my window.

 Her sweat shines and dries under the blue light of the full moon. 

I loved her up

 But my spirit is still down.

All of those smiles

 No longer come around. 

All of those calls

 Don't give off a sound.

All of my dreams

 Are planted in the ground.

Waiting to manifest into realities. 

But all of the darkness is keeping them down.

Pour one up!

No...pour another...

Pour two up!?

No...pour another...

Pour three up!?

No, pour them all up!

Pour 'em up...

Looking as the days

No one sees the shadows in my face.

No one knows of my darkest place.

No one knows.

Stop looking for love.

Stop looking for hers.

Day by day.

Day by day.

No love.

No love.

Day by day...

Stop looking for love,

It is hidden above 

 The grey.

Ah,

Fuck it.

I don't care...

And now she turns and says:

 "I'm leaving soon..."

Ah,

Fuck It.

I don't care...

I think I've got another over there.

She found her clothes and said:

 "I'll call you soon..."

Purposely left her underwear. 

I gave her what she wanted,

 It was overdue.

My mind's a wreak,

But her's is much worse.

Stand aside

Let it run its course.

And she knows what I'm looking for...

Pour me another. 

Oh?

Pour another!

Just leave the covers.

Pour more up?

Just leave the whole thing.

I'll pour 'em up.

Just don't walk away.

All of the pain will stay.

Let's just play our little games.

Let's just play.

Stop looking for love,

It'll come when it does.

Day by day.

Day by day.

No love.

No love.

Day by day...

Stop looking for love,

It'll come when it...

Fuck it.

I don't care.

Fuck it I don't...