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Why do I have to be such a dick? Why couldn't I just tell her that I thought of her nonstop while I was away, why couldn't I say I hated leaving her Friday morning, while she lay there naked in my bed looking like a goddess? That I thought about our night together over and over in my head, wanting more, wanting her beautiful lips wrapped around my cock again while I come in her mouth, wanting to get lost in her all over again, to be buried deep inside of her like the air I need to live? But I didn't, because I'm a fucking idiot.
It's been an hour since I left Millie on the beach and she still hasn't come up. Why did I have to be so harsh to that sweet, beautiful girl? I'm feeling like shit now. I decide to text her
Babe come up now
It was a long few days in Colombia, I barely even had time to sleep and now that I'm back home, I'm even more stressed out because Adria loves to stir the pot.
I didn't hook up with her or Aspen while I was there, but I did have to go out to a club with them one night to keep Aspen's daddy happy. The farthest we went together was them sitting on my lap while they made out with each other on top of me.
Aspen's father, Hugo, suggested I take his daughter Aspen out for a good time and I really can't afford to deny his requests right now.
I've known Aspen for a couple of years, yes I've engaged in sexual activity with her on more than one occasion and although she wanted it this past weekend I made up an excuse not to. Aspen is a beautiful girl, she's got long dark hair and light brown eyes, and a body with an ass to make any man fall to their knees, but to me, she's no Millie.
Aspen is the daughter to a very rich man, she doesn't have to work a day in her life and it shows, she's a partier and killed way too many brain cells with her daddy's drugs. She flaunts her money with expensive clothing and jewelry. Honestly, I think she's a spoiled little brat but I'd never say that out loud.
Millie still hasn't responded to me so I text her again.
Baby, please
I don't know why I felt the need to be so defensive and harsh with her earlier, she didn't deserve that. I wasn't lying when I said I don't do relationships, but I probably could've been nicer about it instead of making her feel inadequate. It's not that I don't want something more with her, I do, but I know it'd get messy fast for both of us, especially her, and I want to protect her from all of that.
I'm starting to get frustrated that she's not replying back to me so I text her again
I know I fucked up, please come up here.
She still doesn't respond so I have no other choice other than to just give her the space she needs.