He made me lie on bed and sat beside me covering me in a comforter..... He gently put my head in his lap and started creasing it softly.... I literally was feeling butterflies in my stomach.... My legs were clenching.... Uff this feeling..... Why he is so sweet Krishna jii??? That was so comforting that even I don't know when I was asleep...
In the morning..... As he said he was still with me.... Creasing my head...After a long time I slept so soundly... I was feeling fine now..... But wait!!! He was like this for whole night????.....
Krishna ji..... I didn't want to trouble him this much... But deep down
I felt so good with him.... I never felt like this.... His care... His concern... His protectiveness...
He always assures that he is always there for me... And when he is with me everything is different..... I finally can say I too have someone who cares about me.... Hmmm just as friend may be... And one day he too will get someone..... The thought of loosing him make me feel like.... Like..... Am drowning in water.... I can't breathe.....
And suddenly my heart started aching and I hold his hand tightly......
He rubbed my hand and looked at me.... " You fine butterfly?? Hmm??? Had good sleep???"
I slowly hummed....
I don't want to wake up... I like being like this.... With him.....
Shivi!!! What are you thinking.... You can't think in such way... What he will think of you if he get to know??? I scolded my self in mind... And sat up on the bed.....
He looked at me... He was looking frustrated... Krishna ji!! Had he listened??? Had I thought about those things too loudly?????
And I looked down... Started playing with my fingers...
He sighed and touched my cheeks softly.....He was looking confused " What happened princess?? What are you thinking???Are you still feeling like fever??? Or something hmmm"
I replied quickly "N...No nothing...Am.....Am fine"
He thinned his brows and asked "Your sure shivi???"
I replied "Ji "
It seems like he was scanning into me and finding something but after a while he hummed slowly...and asked again...
"Want to go college today??"
Oh shit college???? I remembered that bully incident and that scared me like hell... I don't want to face them again but neither I can stay at home.... Bhai would scold me again... Ahhh Krishna jiii..... What would I do now....
"Shivanya??" I came out of my thoughts with his sudden voice.... May be he had noticed my face getting frightened.....
He cupped my face and asked "What happened???? Hmm?? Where you were lost???"
I didn't want to tell him what would he think of me???? I looked down....
He made me look at him and asked again " Shivi bacha tell me what's bothering you??? Are you not feeling well???"
I can't lie to him neither I can tell him the reason... God.....!!!!!
He softly creased my cheeks and asked softly... " Are you thinking of Yuvraj?? Hmm??"
I slowly nodded .....
He looked down and sighed....
"Don't worry.... Don't... Don't stress this much baby..... Am with you na... He won't say you anything....."
"But... But .... You'll go after some time...." I said in almost inaudible voice.....
"Hmmmm.... You get ready and tell your bhabhi you are leaving for college.... I'll be waiting for you outside in car okk??" He said
Will he drop me to college???? No... No... No I can't go there... Shit........
I looked at him and he said again.... Like he is able to listen my inner voice... " Don't worry I'll not drop you at college..... You can take leave for today Hmmm.... And we can spend some time as I don't have much work today......."
I smiled excitedly... "Sachiiii????"
I love to spend time with him Ohh am so happy.....
He patted my head and said "Muchiii... But just for today okkk you are not going to take leave often...."
"Ok okkk Thanku so much" I said happily and he chuckled looking at me....
"Now go fast and get ready little kiddo...." He said and I pouted.....
He smiled looking at me and I hurried to the washroom.....
I took bath and when I came I saw there's no one in the room.... he had gone.... he must be waiting outside.....
I searched for something good in my wardrobe..... I was tol excited to go but the moment I saw that I don't even have a single preety dress to wear.....I felt sad..... after some time I wore a white kurti and jeans.... He said me once that white colour suits me.... I left my hair loose...
I went downstairs and Luckily Bhai was not there.... I hurriedly went to door and while walking I said to bhabhi am going for college and don't worry am fine......
She smiled and waved at me.....
When I went outside.... I saw him sitting in the car.... He gazed at me from top to bottom.... And was looking stunned.... I moved my hairs behind the ear and looked at myself and adjusted my clothes again.... Had I wore something wrong???? Didn't he liked it????
Why would he anyway..... He must have many beautiful and pretty girls..... Who must have many preety clothes.....
And I shaked my head and walked forward slowly..... Looking down..... I was little sad... My heart sinked in bottom.....