I loved the way Shivi use to chirp about every little detail happen to her.... My little bird....
I love to adore her....
The way she speaks..... Uffff The urge to make her mine is increasing every second I don't know how long I could control my self.......
I kept the plate in the kitchen and she was looking at her phone confused....
I asked her "What happened Shivi?? Is anything bothering you??"
She said typing something " Nah nah it's just my senior asking me why I didn't came to school???"
I stepped towards her and asked trying to keep my expressions relaxed.. "And who's this senior???"
She replied "Oh I forget to tell you yesterday a senior came to me and introduced himself to me His name was Hmmm yeahhh Rudra he said I could ask him for any help if I want.... I was little confused why is he asking me??? And now he messaged... I wonder from where he got my number...."
I listened to her fisting my hand tightly... trying to control my rage I could feel that in my whole body... Like WHAT THE HELL....!!!!
I took her phone from her and put it in my pocket.... And caged her on the shelf..... "No phones today.... Just our time........ I mean friends... Friends time...."
She looked at me confused... "Ok but let me reply him first..."
And I hold the shelf tightly.... I want to make her lie on the shelf and fuck her brain out that all she could think of is me inside her... I can't see her even thinking about someone else....
Control kartik!!!!
And I said firmly "Why is he bothering you too much??? You are going to college just to study not for getting introduced to some silly seniors..."
And I looked away..... And when I looked at her... Her face was down and she was looking sad.... She said timidly "Am... Am sorry..... I didn't.....mean that...."
And I realised I just had scolded her just because of some brat.... Shit....!!! And I cupped her face and made her look at me.... And said softly... "Shhh don't be sorry babygirl.... Am sorry I shouldn't have scolded you..."
And she slowly said... "It's ok mistake was mine...."
I creased her cheek with my thumb and gently kissed on her forehead..... "Let it be.... Let's go now...." And I helped her getting down from the shelf....
She asked softly "Where we are going???"
And I held her hand and stepped towards lift " For a long drive..." I said
"Really..." She said happily....
"Yeah really..... You like it right...." I asked smiling....
"I LOVE IT" she said smiling and I chuckled.... Only a bare minimum things can give her emmense happiness my innocent baby....
We get down from the lift and walked towards the parking area... I opened the door for her and she get inside...
She fasten her seat belt too this time... She was looking excited... And that is also just for a long drive....... Uffff....
I settled inside and started the car.... While driving the thought of that senior of her was still in my mind..... Does she like him??? Or something and shaked off that thought... Anger was flowing through my vein after that incident but I have to control that.... As she is so sensitive and can't bear loud voices..... She would start crying if I act with rage..... So I calmed myself.....
I looked at her... She was looking outside like an excited child.... I smiled.... And tried to ask her in a casual way... "Shivi....."
And she suddenly looked at my side... "Yes???"
"I was just thinking... As you too are now in college so..." I tried to ask
"So??"
"Do you like someone??? I mean have anyone from your college take your attention???"
I asked her looking at road..... Take name Babygirl and I'll make sure to kill that person in the worst way possible.......
She started thinking something..... And I asked confused "Is there someone???"
Please say no.....
And she gazed down... And I fisted my hands around the starring tightly.... So there is someone....... And I can feel my body getting heaten up.....
She said slowly.... "Ummmm no"
I thinned my eyebrow looking at her... "You sure you are not lying" checking her expressions...
She was giving mixed expressions... Fuck!!!
"You can tell me if there's someone... Friends never keep secrets remember...."
She looked at my side... And asked suddenly out of no where... "Do you like someone...????"
Is she trying to change the topic.???? I can't control my anger now......
I said firmly.... "I asked first..."
She gazed at me and said...
"But you are older than me you should tell first..."
What does she mean OLDER THAN ME...??? Did she take me as an older person?????? Ahhhhhhh God...
"No I don't" I said firmly.....
"No one...???" She again asked with concern
"Yes no one...." I said looking outside hiding my rage.....
"Strange you are this big CEO and you don't even like anyone... I thought you have a girlfriend or something...!!!" She said jokingly....
I'm here bursting with anger and she's thinking of a joke.....
I said in anger.... "Be quite... I don't want to listen even a single word...."
And she get shaked and lowered her gaze..... Ahhh am too much in anger that I can't talk to her now.... I started driving looking outside....
After some time when I calmed down a bit I heard her sobbing... The moment I realised... I looked at her and she was crying.... Damn!!!! Am a big stupid how could I shout at her like this... And I hit the starring hard.... She almost get shivering on this....
"Am am sorry" I said and parked the car at side....
I held her hand and made her look at me..... With other hand I wiped her tears.... "Look at me Mera bachaa"
Tears were coming out of her eyes and she said slowly..... "Am.... Am sorry.... I didn't......" And I put a finger on her lips...
"Shhhhhhh don't say sorry... Am sorry.... Am really sorry.... I was bit angry and I didn't realised I shouted at you...." I said softly creasing her cheeks.....
"Am sorry... Don't cry please.....baby...." And pulled her into hug..... I started creasing her back and she calmed down a little.....
"I shouldn't have asked you about your personal life... Am sorry" she said slowly still sobbing....
I cupped her face again and said.... "There is nothing personal in between us okkay!! You can ask me anything...."
And she nodded slowly...
"Hmmm and may I tell you a secret???" I said her excitedly...
"What??" She asked surprised....
"That..."
"Hmm???"
"That...."
"Boliye bhi ab...!!" She asked curious....
"You look cute while crying..." I said touching her nose.... Smiling....
She hit my arm lightly and started smiling.....
I chuckled and said... "Really....!!!"
And she too giggled.....
Uffff seeing her like this takes away all my anger.....frustration.... Pain.... Sadness everything........