My eyes fluttered open when the rays of sunshine hit my face.
I slowly remembered what happened last night and blood rushed up to my face. I can't believe that we did it last night. Mean Rooker when now on separable
I layed on the bed thinking of my life this past few months. Two months ago, I hated Ruca with my life and now, I was deeply in love. I don't think that's I would ever fall in love but now look at me on the bed early in the morning they dreaming about my love
But where was Ruca,I thought. I expected him to be by my side when I woke up up like in the romantic stories I had read.
I got down the bed, but attempting to walk was painful. I will saw in between I mean very sore first of After some minutes, I finally pushed my self up and went to the bathroom to shower.
After showering, the pains and in between my legs subsided what I came back from the bathroom I looked into the mirror and I saw lights all over my body I blasted you I was becoming shameless annals we're very happy about this so stop but I was still limping. I went to the parlour and saw Ruca sipping wine. It was very awkward to sip wine in the morning but I didn't mind as far as he was in front of me
I asked him why he didn't wake me up and his answer shocked me."I wanted you to sleep well before I told you the truth "he said with an evil smirk.
What do you mean?, I asked with confusion clearly written on my face. My heart beat getting harder and harder by the second. My parents were sweating and I started imagining the worst scenarios in my head first of I don't know what I would do if you can ever left me in this world out to myself
Well,I just wanted to tell you that everything we had until now was fake. Every thing around me stopped. No no this can't be happening How could it be, Ruca,if this was a joke, then you better stop it right now. But that offend you did that often joke I'm sorry if I opened you this forgive me stop this joke right now it's making me feel my nerves system
And why would I joke with you. Ruca replied. Do I look like Joker or a clown that would wait an early morning for you to wake up to tell you a joke . My whole world chattered Why?why did you do this to me? Why did you betray me?what wrong did I do to you? I asked for with tears threatening to fall down.
Well,I was dared to make you fall for me and then break your heart because you humiliated me on parents, wards day.He said nonchalantly with a smirk on his face.
So,he did this all to maintain his ego.I thought. How could you do this to me I loved you we don't have the first I just took my hats nice listening so stop I am never going to forgive you not in this life I'm not in the next one. I was never going to cry for this despicable man. Didn't have my chest or anything concerning me he needed that my love my honesty my time and my energy
Didn't want to stay in the same place as soon or breathe the same everything I felt so discussed at this presence how could I have left myself for for a cheap person like him close up So I picked up my bag and went out the house. As soon as I stepped out, my flood broke and so did the sky. Rain drops washed away my tears but nothing could wash away the pain in my heart. Why was I always so appreciated in my life first of all my parents did my inheritance I know my heart everything has gone away from me and I did even know the reason why I don't know which bag look was following me everywhere I went how old was will I be able to recover from this trauma and my knees drop to the ground as I cried out I had in the pouring ring of the day disguise seems to cry with me