I continued my normal life which was anything but normal. I kept on going to school and also seeing Ruca, sometimes,we just bumped into each other.
I made sure that I would never allow him to see the damage he had done to me. so anytime that we ever came across each other I would just smile like everything was alright which always leaved him with a puzzled and confused face .
Since the day that litzy saved saved me,we had constantly being in touch. She also became a friend because,she was trustworthy. I wasn't going to stop trusting people because of Ruca,at least not everyone.
I told her everything about my past and we discussed she consoled me and then we became best of friends. I thought that I was done with the series of shocking news.
However another heartbreak was following me.I felt that I was beginning to lose my strength and I was constantly feeling very weak.I initially thought that it was because of school stress.
When I started vomiting and selecting foods because,I was feeling naseaous because of some food scents.Then,I started worrying about something else.
I decided to confirm my suspicion and I bought a pregnancy test. I used it and waited for fifteen minutes and it showed two lines, confirming that I was pregnant.
No, this can't happen now, my life is ruined. How can it be, we only did it once.I pondered in shock. At this time, I didn't even know what to feel.when I got the results, I was having missed feelings as to whether I should or I shouldn't keep the baby then I remembered the sparkle in my mother's eyes everytime she would look at me and Lisa and the shine in Nora's eyes anytime she looked at me.
I decided that this baby had nothing to do with the mess in this world and that he or she was going to come into this world whether or not any anybody liked it.
I wanted to feel joy of motherhood I would sometimes just pat my tummy,and I also vowed that my child would never leave the life that I had I lived and that he or she is gonna get it all in life she wasn't gonna suffer like how I did and life, she wasn't going to be left alone like I was.
I wasn't going to punish an innocent soul because of the reckless mistake of their parents.
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It seems like the protagonist in your story is facing a complex and challenging situation. Despite past traumas caused by Ruca, she finds solace in her friendship with Litzy and decides to embrace the unexpected pregnancy positively. The internal struggle portrayed reflects deep emotions and conflicting thoughts about motherhood amidst adversity. This chapter highlights resilience, hope for a better future for the unborn child, and a desire to break away from past hardships. It's a compelling tale of strength, determination, and the transformative power of love despite difficult circumstances. I hope you love the chapter.