As I cryed out in the rain, memories of all the good times Ruca and I spent, at the park, in the classrooms and at normal dates came flooding into my head. My heart was hurting so much that I felt like pulling it out of my chest to end the pain.
Then,I got an idea. Why don't I just end the life that has given me so much pain after all there was no reason for me to continue living a painful life, and ones I go,God will have to answer me as to why he gave me such a life.
Just then, I spotted a large truck coming my way. Bracing myself to die,I closed my eyes waiting for the truck to run over me. But then, instead of been crushed, I felt a hand push me.
What were you about to do, I heard a voice screemed at me. I gently opened my eyes to see a girl about my age standing in front of me.
I found her face familiar. do you know what you were about to do and what would make you want to sacrifice your life like that? are you are you mad: she screamed at me all I could just do was cry. she did not know the heartbreak that I had suffered in one morning and I guess that was why she was still talking.
I was still trying to remember her face when she then hugged me after seeing me crying I burst out in into more tears after more crying and she gave me her napkin to wipe my face. She asked me to explain what happened. I started explaining to her without even asking her identity. The truth was that all I needed at this time was just somebody who could understand me as I needed to pour out all my feelings so I kept on explaining what happened and how I got into this condition this morning and I could see pity and sympathy on the face.
she hugged me very tightly and told me that I was gonna be alright. I then asked her where did I know her from. she told me that she was my classmate and she had been noticing me for a very long period of time she knew that as I was with Ruca, he was gonna break my heart so she was just observing me and him.
I was so thankful to her .we then exchange our names and numbers and she promised to call me she also made me promise not to try anything like that again because I still had more to live for not like that stupid bastard called Ruca.So after that, she eventually walked me home so that I wouldn't get lost because of my current state of mind.
so after the crying my heart out in the heavy rain and meeting a new friend and also feeling relived, I went back home as I didn't want Nora to get worried looking for me.it was evident that I was really down and even Nora asked me if I was okay but I didn't want to push my problems on her.
The next couple of days I was so down I even found it hard to eat or to sleep My eyes were surrounded by eye bags and I was looking so thin.I could not sleep because of my heart break the next day I didn't want Nora to find out anything about me so I headed to the school only to see people holding their phone with pictures of me and secretly laughing and pointing at me I went to my seat to ask lixzy what was going on and then she told me that Ruca uploaded so very embarrassing pictures of me. so I had to go online to find out which pictures and I saw the video of me in his house some we were kissing and others, we were just hugging .
I was dumbfounded as to how could Ruca could do this to me.Even though that we were just in a setup,the least he could do was respect it. Even though he didn't really love me still how could he destroy my honor like this.
I made up my mind to confront him but then as I went to his class room, I saw the head cheerleader Lizzy on his lap and they were making out in the empty classroom I stood there in shock as tears welled down my eyes. because how could I have fallen for somebody with and unspeakable character and was this how I got repayment for trying to come out of the trauma I had been in so many years and finally I came out because of true love .
I left them immediately without seeing anything because I didn't want to disturb their moments in quot.
I went home. NoraI became very worried and after much persuasion, I finally opened up to her and she was shocked I cried in her arms when I told her about how he told me that he loved me and finally how we eventually did it in his house and she was very very sad for me so I had to move on with my life she advised me to pick up all of my broken hearts and move on because he was not actually worth my time I decided to move on but deep down my heart I knew that I couldn't he was my first and only true love and I didn't know if I could ever stay without him he would always have a big space in my heart .
I always spent days just praying that he would just come back and kneel down and apologize and hug me and tell me that he was only joking but that never happened. when I usually watched movies about heartbreak and thought it was only acting,I never believed that it was going to be like this I never thought that I was one day going to feel it.