Ezequiel is a liar, he told me that if I did he would tell me something about him, but he didn't follow through, at least he didn't take my virginity. My lips are red and cracked, I can still taste Ezequiel in my mouth, he almost choked me on his cum.
I'm sleeping next to him, I watch him sleep, he has a cold look, he is so sexy. I get a little closer and place my head on his chest, now I can hear his heartbeat. Ezequiel says that he doesn't like men, but he enjoyed me sucking him and he wanted to fuck me, I think he likes me, I would like him to kiss me at some point.
I look at his lips and I feel like it, so I approach him slowly, I know I shouldn't, but he's asleep, he won't know. Our lips almost collide, I want to feel his lips on mine, his phone starts ringing, which makes me startle and answer, luckily he didn't wake up. I get up and leave the room.
"Hello," I say quietly.
"Mateo?" I recognize the voice is Andrés, "how was it with your uncles?"
"Good, they left today though."
"And Ezequiel?"
"He's asleep," he heard a small laugh, he thinks something happened, "if you want to talk to him, could you come with Louis for a while?"
"He'd be great, see you in a bit," he says as he hangs up.
I'll order something for when they arrive. I order cake, wine, coffee and strawberry juice for myself. I sit on the couch, I have Ezequiel's phone again, I should snoop around, I hesitate a little, the last time it didn't go so well. They take the phone from me, I look at Ezequiel disheveled.
"Don't touch my phone," he says, fixing his hair.
"They were calling you and I answered, it was Andrés and I invited him and Louis to the apartment," I say with a big smile.
Ezequiel places his hand on my leg touching some of his hickeys and biting my thigh, he spreads my legs with the help of his. I try to close my legs, he looks at me angrily and I give in, his caresses are very rustic.
"Ezequiel, they'll come right away," I say blushing, now I can't help but do what he wants.
"I love it when you spread your legs for me," this is embarrassing. I cover my eyes, I can only feel Ezequel's body closer to mine. "You know what happens to you if you don't see," my wrists still hurt from the bondage, I timidly remove my hands to see Ezequiel close to my body holding my legs, it's very exciting.
"I could put it in you," he stays silent while he looks at me very seriously. "I'm the only one you can open your legs to," his phone rings, he gets distracted and I try to run away, he grabs me by the hair and pulls me towards his body.
"What do you want?" He responds angrily and puts his hand inside my shirt, I can't hear who he's talking to.
"Bring some good liquor," he says to pinch one of my sore nipples, causing me to let out a subtle moan. Ezequiel hangs up the phone.
"Go get dressed," he lets me go and I take the opportunity to run away and go to my room. When I arrive, I close the door and try to process what is happening, I take off my clothes and go to the shower to wash off the rest of Ezequiel's scent.
I go out and try to find something that covers my legs, arms and neck, Ezequiel is becoming more and more intense with me, I think I won't be able to control him anymore and I'll have to let him fuck me. Even though I'm afraid, when I'm with him, a part of me wants him to penetrate me, I want to feel him inside me. Still, the other part of me knows that when he gets to fuck me, he'll leave me like Barbara and my older sister.
I decide to put on a knitted sweater, some pants, and some white sneakers. Some of the marks are still visible on my neck, so I opt for a nice scarf and go downstairs to wait for Andrés and Louis.
To my surprise, Ezequiel was dressed formally, with a royal blue shirt that makes him look very sexy and unattainable. I sit next to him.
"What is your answer?" Question, I don't know what he's talking about.
"I don't understand," I say. He looks at me threateningly.
"Will you only spread your legs for me?" I hesitate in my response, this makes him angry.
"Will you give it only to me?" I ask him. I do and sacrifice many things for him, yet he doesn't even tell me anything about his life.
This makes him laugh, "you're sneaky, let's make a deal," he leaves my side and sits right in front, this intimidates me, "let me penetrate you, if I like it, I'll fuck only you; if I don't like it, I'll look for to another, do we have a deal?"
I look at him confused, I like Ezequiel and being by his side, I like his caresses and even his bites, but if he doesn't like me he will leave me and have no interest in me, he will look for someone else, "we don't have a deal." They knock on the door, I get up and it's Mateo and Louis, also the delivery man with what I ordered. They place everything on the kitchen table and we sit down.
"Ezequiel, how about Mateo's uncles?" Louis asks, pouring liquor.
"Frederick is a nice guy, but Arnold is a fucking pain in the ass," Ezequiel complains.
"Are you guys alone?" Andrés asks, taking his glass.
"Yes," I reply, trying one of the delicious cakes, I love Japanese desserts.
"Then the moans were yours," I choke on my cake and start coughing. I hear my moans, how shameful! I drink the juice to try to calm myself down.
"She moans like a woman," says Ezequiel very calmly. "How was company?"
"Everything is fine and we didn't fuck," Andrés and Louis start laughing, I can't stand it anymore, everyone talks about things related to sex without shame.
"They better not or I'll contact your mother," Ezequiel threatens, this is awkward, I have to change the subject.
"My birthday is almost there," everyone turns to look at me, "it will be my first birthday away from my family," I say sadly. Andrés gives me a hug.
"Don't worry, we'll spend the birthday with you," this makes me happy and I hug him back. I hope mom can at least call me.
I let some tears fall, in all this time banished from my family, even though I don't know much about the people around me, they are warm to me. I feel happy to know that I won't spend my birthday alone, and I avoid Ezequiel with company. I don't know what things he wants to do to me when we are alone.