I didn't run into Ezequiel all day at work, he forgot about me again. I ordered a pizza for dinner, I sit on the couch, today I put on my new onesie bear pajamas, it's very cute, I'm going to watch a romantic drama. I hear the doorbell, it's my pizza, I walk quickly.
"Your pizza," says the delivery guy, I pay him.
"Thank you!" we say goodbye and I close the door, I go to the couch and watch my romantic drama while eating pizza and soda.
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My romantic drama is over, I wish something like that would happen to me, instead, Ezequiel forgets about me for any woman with big breasts. It's late, I better go to sleep, I go up to sleep in Ezequiel's room. I try to sleep, but I can't, I start to suspect that Andrés has a relationship with someone from work, I saw him coming out of the bathroom looking flustered and then Louis, Ezequiel's accountant, came out. Maybe I've seen too many romantic dramas or it's intuition, I'll ask him.
I snuggle up and when I'm almost falling asleep, Ezequiel comes in, it's three in the morning, it's incredible that he arrives at that time.
"My dinner?" He asks me, he looks like he's been drinking.
"I thought you had already eaten given the time, I didn't save you anything," he doesn't answer me, frowns and goes to the bathroom. He arrives late, doesn't let me know, and wants me to save him food, he's shameless.
I take advantage of the fact that he left to go to my room, I enter and lock the door and try to sleep, it is not as cold as before, the temperature is pleasant.
In the morning, I get up with energy, I can't stop thinking that Ezequiel has been drinking and is probably out partying with his new secretary, I can't do anything, I'm just his employee. I check the time on my phone, it's early, it's 5:20 am, I shower, today I dress formally, and the marks are almost completely gone, it's an achievement, I am no longer his property.
I go downstairs, trying not to make noise, and go to the company very enthusiastically. Most of all, I want to know if my suspicion about Andrés is real.
I go up to my office and hope that at some point Andrés has to arrive. As I work to leave early today, I hear a knock on the door, "Come in," I say excitedly, as I see Andrés enter.
"You arrived early today, here's the coffee and breakfast," he places it on the table.
"Can you have breakfast with me?" I look at him with a big smile.
"Not today, there's a lot of work."
"Can I ask you something?" I look at him nervously and he nods.
"Do you have a relationship with Louis?" He is surprised.
"Don't tell anyone, relationships are prohibited at work, and besides, he says he's not gay," he pleads.
"I knew it!" I say excitedly.
"How did you know?" He asks nervously, intertwining his fingers.
"I saw you coming out of the bathroom," he blushes to the ears, "don't worry, I won't tell anyone."
"You are a good person, I have to go," he leaves nervous, before leaving he smiles at me and I smile back.
I sit at my desk to eat my triumphant breakfast, I didn't make a mistake with my suspicions, Andrés has a complicated relationship. Louis he is very intimidating, we have hardly spoken, I am surprised that he is gay. Now I am going to work, I want to finish the series.
I'm almost done, just a little more, I'll leave before six. I have many privileges, everyone leaves late here, I stay until the hour I finish.
There's a knock at the door, it must be Andrés, "come in," I say excitedly, to my disappointment, it's Ezequiel. It's been days since he visited me, what does he want?
"You don't like me coming?" I think I have noticed my disappointment, "or are you waiting for someone else?"
"I'm tired, I'm almost done, I think it's time to set up the meeting and organize everything for the big event," I avoid the issue, I don't want to continue his dirty game.
"Yes, it's time to start, do you have what I asked for?"
"I'll send it to you in a while," I continue working.
"You've remodeled everything." He walks around my office.
"Yes." Now he wants to talk to me, how strange.
"You're avoiding me." He puts his hands on my desk, this makes me nervous.
"No."
He approaches me, so I get up from my seat and move away, I don't want him to touch me. He takes me by the arm and I look at him.
"I don't want you to touch me after being with all those bitches, I'm not one of them. It disgusts me that you touch me," Ezequiel takes me by the chin and looks at me.
"You're jealous," I remove his hand from my face.
" Not..." How can he say that?
"You live with me, you are already a priority, no one will replace you," it bothers me that he talks as if I were a commodity.
"I live with you because mom sent me and because you need me, otherwise I would be just another one. I know your intentions, we are here out of convenience," Ezequiel remains pensive.
"Although there is some truth in what you say, I could have kept you far away in an apartment, but I want you close, not far from me, do you understand?"
"Yes, but it will be until you forget about me for a bitch," I say angrily.
"Stop your jealousy," he tries to bite me, but I place my hand on my neck, to prevent him from biting me.
"I don't want you to bite me."
"What have I told you about disobeying me?"
"You have time without biting me, now you want to bite me, what do you want?" He grabs me hard and licks me, stopping because of the taste of the makeup.
He takes off my shirt leaving my torso bare, "Ezequiel we are at work," I cover my nipples.
"I told you not to disobey me. I can't leave you for a day, you get rebellious, who told you that you can leave my room whenever you want?" A memory came, last night I didn't sleep with him, I didn't think he would get angry because of that, "now you're leaving the house without telling me, what are you hiding?"
"I'm sorry, I'll be good, I promise," she let out a tear. He licks my cheek drying my tear. I didn't know he still cared about what I do. He picks me up and sits me on the desk. I feel like I'm lost, even if I try, I can't help but fall into Ezequiel's clutches.
"Take your hand away," he embarrasses me, but I obey. I feel Ezequiel's warm breath on my chest, I haven't felt it in a while, this is very pleasant. My body shivers when he begins to lick, without thinking, I grab Ezequiel by the shoulders and try to push him away, although I only cause him to bite me.
"Ezequiel... ah..." I start to moan.
"Remember we are at work," if someone hears us it will be very embarrassing, I cover my mouth with my hands.
Ezequiel stops, "get dressed, today I will fire the secretary so you can stop being jealous."
I put on my shirt still agitated and they open the door, it's Andrés. I look down, the atmosphere is tense and I know he will notice it.
"Sorry if I interrupted you. Mr Chadburn, they are looking for you."
"Okay," he looks at me, "see you at home," he says before leaving with Andrés.
I climb down from my office table, sit down and hang my head on the desk. Now he has to know that I have a strange relationship with Ezequiel. Because of me he will fire the secretary, although Andrés says that he changes often, I still feel bad about that.
I don't understand Ezequiel, these days I thought he ignored me, but he was paying attention to what he was doing and if I ignore him he gets angry. Maybe deep down he does care about me.