....'Somewhere in the time'....
A manly figure walked down the alley, abysmal surrounding encircled in the dark ... approaching a small rusty iron door... while opening it...door creaked on its hindges.
? - Hello...(Loud and demanding voice)...you can come out...
(eyeing)...hmm..."with this fading figure of yours, I don't think I'll be able to visit you next time".
...Silence.....
Eyes shifted to the cracked Wall, from where very few sun rays are emphasizing the dark room...
- "Wasting your time peeking through that cracked wall will not give you any goods"...
Hmm...( staring through the cracks)... "it's lavander isn't it?? Growing in shallow and harsh environment just... like you"...
Again facing the dark empty space infront of him...
"Well...you behaved like an obedient child for a whole year so, here, this is for you"...
Looking through the void...little hands came out of dark, hastily grabbing the book and then faded into the same darkness...
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Once upon a time, a young maiden had sipped lavander in hope to get blessed with a dream of her true love...she lived her beautiful life happily with him, far from this displeased and mortal world... In the end they got emerced into peace together and forever...
Alas, but in the end, it is just a dream and the reality is grievous than expectations, and again we are living the same life, following the same morals, just so, we'll able to step little further to the future that will become present and then past...and repeating it all again in cycle untill this lively breathe and mortal body will extinct...
Maybe no-one ever has ever lived their life in satisfaction, never is grateful for this unstable life, at certain point, considering it a play of their fate, human mind goes into boundless lack of certainty where he forgets his existence...
But still, we appreciate and are blessed for this "not so certain life" at least for a moment.
..... ... .....
- "Some people live their perfect life in their dream or fantancy...but for me it is always the worst"... - gloomy face"...
Lying down on the bed, staring right through the empty space above the ceiling... rubbing her sleepy eyes...looks like she just awoke from a nightmare...
(Deep sigh)..."a-again this vague,horrible dream"...
Getting up from the bed, she walked out off her bedroom to the balcony... "it's like everyday, guess I'm getting used to it"...
"It's broad daylight outside!"..."When did I fell asleep"?? -(questioning herself)...
Confinding herself into a tucked position, holding iron griils, looking forward in-depth..."even my dreams are distorted like my life"... "In this matrealistic superior world I'll never be pleased from my achievements"...'no one will'....
"Everyone wants to become capable of affording their comfortable life (scoffing)...and I'm no better than them"... "regretting my every decision that I made throughout the years in my life"...
"Did I really cared about them"??...resting head on her knees, compressing both her arms tightly..."never!"...I had never looked after them and never appreciated their importance in my life...when my family was with me, I didn't valued them nor cherished our relation"...
" I'm a failed person in my life, living without family, morals, trying to survive through it"...
(Chuckle)..."this is life...they say"...
Sitting on a chair neglecting her surroundings, overwhelmed by her profound thoughts...
Don't know how many hours have passed...
This room is filled with numerous essence of human beings...but still, she is not fortunate enough to make friends out of them. She is not good at interacting, in company with others and maybe that's the reason why everyone forgets about her existence... Last time she get asked for her wellbeing was...well she don't remember.
She was proficient with everything but right now, situation is not in her favour...envious, employee working their, they should have grudges towards her...even her boss who once was admirer of her unceasing character...now is lost in swarm with everyone eying her till she faded into dust by herself...she is invisible for most of the time for most of the people...
However, for some people she does exist, at least for a blink of a moment. Whenever she falls into a deep slumber, her head resting on the pile of files. And for the most, this situation is pricking mind of the man...clenching paper in his hands, angrily marching towards her. It's not like she is indolent or highly egoistic... It's more likely there is nothing to look for. Here no one is blaming the fate...But... maybe this inevitable situation is the final and the only left choice which will divert this situation into a new chapter of a whole new book...
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She finds herself again in third person POV...
With a beam of sunlight entering through the small cracks in the wall making its path visible...a little fingers came out of the dark flipping a page from the book... In which a paragraph is written:
Situations are the causes that turns our life into an experience...if situation is different, choices made by councious mind should have been different and one should have different life. But what already has happened can't be changed... choosing inbetween real and dream is one of the hardest choice chosed by human mind... changing once fate going back or travelling through the time is just a dream... isn't it.... that's what we have believed... changing ones fate..
(chukling)....wake up....(faded sound)...find yourself in reality...the reality ! from where you... belong...who are you... find it by yourself...
It's where your chapter starts...in the true and only one reality...
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Surrounded by haze,she finds herself unable to pinpoint the peculiar phenomenon that nature is knitting flawlessly which is unfathomable...
Staring into the void she found herself lying down on the edge of a worn-out wooden bridge...
(Deep sigh)...haaa..."h-how....many times...(cracked voice)...and for how long... I'm tired...(crying)...i- I'm t- tired"...
Hours later, cold breeze hitting her red scrunched face, puffy eyes, she stands looking into fathomless stagnant lake infront of her observing how calm it is... flashing every scene of her life. Closing her eyes she felt warmth of the tears flowing down meeting calm steady water underneath the bridge.
She is regretting every decision that she made throughout her life..."just.. one chance should be enough for me to make everything align in a straight line".
There is pressure building inside her mind.... breathe no longer steady... feeling of anxiety making her stress...nerves getting blue and visible, compressed that can explode anytime...sec by sec her eyes are getting closed loosing counciouness
... feeling every beat of her alive heart getting slow...and slower...drowning and drowning deep into calm cold water...attracting her fragile body to drown more into dark endless bottom... suffocating her...
Confronting a vague figure...it is calling her name out in whisper..."don't leave me... without you I'm a mere thought"
"i- I.. want to live"..."god p-please let me live just for this time!" she exclaimed in her rigid mind...
Feeling of calmness indulging her...she felt time has stopped, giving her access to explore through its very moment...
For the last time she opened her eyes catching sight of a white ceiling... perceiving her senses back she smells bitter anticeptic smell...like...she is in...
Doctor!!... (Someone shouted)..."s-she opened her eyes"...
Flinched by sudden yelling...she wants to take a look but her tired body sheer off, drowning her eyes into deep slumber once again.
.....
opening her eyes forcefully... struggling to get up...she is tired of lying down struck on the same position... fighting her inner side to awoke...
All of a sudden...
Her sudden movements cause her body fall down the bed, drapped in a blanket...
With loud thud... finding herself plunging on the floor..."a-hh"?...(voice came out loud...)
Dispatching drip from her skin...Stting cross-legged... rubbing her temple...(hissing in pain)...
Finally! observing her surrounding...
"well..why is everything new to me"...(frowning face)..."wait!! This is not my room"!!..."am I tripping"??...
Finding herself in vulnerable state, in unknown place... trying to remember what had happened that she got blankeout for a moments.
Gazing around her vicinity... unknown fitting, belongings and the decorated stuff..." Everything here is not in my possession"..."it definitely don't belong to me"... - that's the first reaction which came out after looking at obscure space.
Still massaging her temple due to slight headache.
Recollecting her past memories, wasn't it few moments ago...when she was standing on the bridge blaming herself... feeling uneasyness of happening circumstances, entangled in strained situation and now suddenly she finds herself in a completely... new and different enclosed surrounding.
Strange feeling engulfing her completely from inside out...this is not a bad feeling infect it felt well-known familiar...Cautiously sensing warmth in the air, this room is exceptionally!! welcoming her...
of course! she failed to recognise those belongings but in the air their is sweet smell of affinity..."but why this feeling"?...
Unlikely... 'A tough nut to crack'!...this situation has become incomprehensible. Ascending anxiety to the brink of explosion...
"Violet!!"...have you bumped yourself??"
The sound was barely perceptible yet very recognisable...
"Iris violet!"...do you hear me??...
'This time it came threatening'...
Perceiving that it's her name...she promptly darted out of the door...
With sensation of feeling intrigued, she moved forward to the commotion outside... unknowingly stepping into a boundless unprecedented chapter...