JULIAN OLIVAREZ
"Mmm,so comfy"
My face was buried in his warm bare chest,strong,hairy arms around my waist and his masculine scent covering my whole being. Call it infatuation or whatever but this is the best way to wake up.
I'm getting used to waking up this way,it worries me that I could become addicted and lose my way back to how life used to be. It scares me.
Full,sultry lips started gently planting kisses all over my face,making me forget about my worries and concentrate on the present. The corners of my lips starter lifting up before my eyelids opened for the first time today. I let my gaze linger a tad bit on Adrien's chest before continuing to his gracious face.
"I love the way your lips worship my skin." I flirted,looking between his grey and blue eyes and then his lips as he laughed. Gracing my morning with his beautiful laughter,making me feel like today was a day to look forward to.
"I love watching you smile,especially first thing in the morning and even when you're going to sleep in the night. You have a beautiful smile,you should smile often." He said,his deep voice husky and alluring,it almost made me jump him right away.
"Flirting already,what are you? Six?"
"Guess who started it."
"At least it wasn't me,obviously."
"If you say so. How are you feeling today?" He can be a bit boring sometimes. Like who gave him the permission to dump the little banter. I want to tease him some more,I better step up my game a bit.
"I woke up the best way a man could,so yeah,I'm fine."
"Glad to know I made your morning,my love." He lessened the space between us by pressing himself into me,tangling our legs together.
His dilated eyes,looked into mine before slowly slopping to my lips. I read the signal,it was clear as day and so I acted before my mind could debate what to do.
I lightly brushed my plump lips over his full and soft ones,kissing him slowly and enjoying every second of it before i stopped and pulled back,to see if he was okay with it.
Adrien's hand found its way at the side of my throat,bringing me closer to his face before locking our lips once more,this time adding pressure to his movements.
Adrien's pace increased,guiding me as i followed his lips while heat between us escalated and before none of us could decipher it,Adrien had shifted our positions.
My back was now on the light grey sheets while Adrien positioned himself between my legs,on top of me. The hand around my throat tightening a bit,it was comfortable and honestly daring.
Adrien's left hand started roaming all over my chest from under the pyjama shirt,intentionally skipping the nipples and navel. His right hand left my throat,causing a wimper to escape out of my throat,and pinned both of my hands at the top of my head.
The left hand did not stop,except this time occasionally flicks my now hard nipples,evoking lewd moans and erotic movements I didn't know I was capable of.
"Look at me." Adrien demanded and I opened my eyes,looking into his own. "If you don't want this tell me to stop,okay." He said and I nodded.
"Words,boy. What do you do when you want me to stop?" He held my gaze.
I felt my cheeks heating up with the embarrassment I was feeling. My position wasn't helping either.
"Tell you to stop." It came out as a whisper.
"Good boy. If you feel uncomfortable about anything please tell me."
"I will." My breath hitched when Adrien's hand suddenly resumed it's movements,only now searching for my erogenous zones.
Adrien released my hands and told me not to move them,I obeyed but still finding it hard when he found new sensitive points on my body I wasn't aware of.
"I love this mole here." He kissed the said mole that's on my hip bone.
"I love every curve and crevice on your being. I will prove it to you in every way I can,my precious jewel." He said while altering from licking and sucking hickeys onto my skin.
"Ngh" I moaned,unable to say anything logical.
"You like that?"
"I do,mmm"
"Should we continue?" Adrien asked and even though I was afraid of many things, I couldn't bring myself to speak up.
Fortunately or unfortunately,my stomach growled,rumbling to remind me that I should get something to eat since it was already passed breakfast and I hadn't had any meaningful meal the previous day.
"I guess that's a no." Adrien chuckled. "Let's get something into your stomach before it finally speaks up." He said while getting up and out of bed. He threw on a t-shirt and walked out of the room,probably to make something for me to eat.
I was left flustered from embarrassment. One we were a few seconds away from heaving intercourse and I didn't know whether I was ready or not. Then the sound of my stomach growling in the midst of our moans and panting.
I sweat this is so embarrassing.
Why did my stomach decide that now was the perfect time to growl? I rolled and laid on my stomach kicking and cursing at myself for my situation.
Maybe it was for the best afterall Gay sex and Heterosexual sex differ. I read somewhere that one is supposed to prepare pre intercourse,during and after care. Since I didn't know what role I'd be playing in our relationship and was afraid to ask I didn't continue to read. Now,with all the steps we had almost skipped,I feel like this is my sign to resist that article.
But then again,I didn't get release and my boner immediately died the moment embarrassment kicked in.
"Ughh." Frustration was slowly sipping into my veins,I punched the pillows to relieve some of it.
"I think you should come down for breakfast before you punch holes into the innocent pillow." Adrien teased,snapping me out of my little head space and gaining my attention.
"C'mon get up,I made you a quick sandwich for breakfast." He motioned for me to follow him. That's what I did.
We sat at the dining table where he had our breakfasts laid out,facing each other. This was all new to me but I can't say that I detest it at all,never.
I still felt awkward about the events that took place few minutes back and honestly sitting with him face to face wasn't helping,not even a little.
I sighed and started digging in,not once lifting my head until I was done.
"About earlier..." I started but paused. Not an idea on how to continue this conversation in sight. To make things worse,I now had Adrien's eyes pinning me in position.
With no way out of this I continued.
"I think we still need to have a discussion about our relationship dynamics. I'm new to all this and honestly I need to acquire all the knowledge I can before we continue to the next step." I spat in one breath.
"I understand your concerns babe,I'm ready to have the discussion whenever you are ready." Adrien placed his hand on top of mine that was on top of the table and squeezed it reassuringly.
I sighed again,this time round in relief than anxiety.
"How about we talk about it now?" I suggested.
I believe it's better we have this conversation now rather than later. We never know when we could be caught in the moment just like a fee minutes earlier.
"I'm fine with it. So what do you need to know?"
"What's my role in this relationship? As in who's dominant and who's passive?"
"Uhmm... Well I have always been dominant,but we can experiment and see what's suitable for us." He replied,almost nervously.
"I don't mind being passive though." I mumbled,shyly looking to the side.
"Ha!" Adrien chuckled,making my face feel even hotter.
"What I mean is,I don't think it's bad to try. With a little research I think I can do it. I mean except for the fact that your junior is quite intimidating."
"Are you afraid of my bambino?" Adrien teased.
"Who says I'm afraid of it? In not,it's just that I've never seen one so long and big like yours."
"If you say so. I believe you'll be able to work with it and trust me,you will like it." Adrien punctuated his statement with a wink.
That tease!
"Hmm okay. So we need to also talk about what happened while you were using your big boy voice on me. What was that?"
Adrien scratched his beard,probably trying to understand what I'm talking about. It was like a bulb lit up above his head once he got it.
"Ohooo you mean that? Well I sort of entered into my dominant head space and since you're a natural submissive,that's how you reacted. Does that make sense to you?"
"What is that now?" I asked,confusion etched on my face.
"I'm dominant and you're submissive."
"Is that another kind of dynamic?"
"You could call it that."
This was becoming even more confusing,I shouldn't have started this conversation. At least not now.