Qiu Mingyue asked Zhang Yihe: "Does Jiang Ran know?"
At the end of the memory, Zhang Yihe was in a bad mood, so he spoke aggressively: "What do you know? Do I like her, or am I masturbating thinking about her?"
Qiu Mingyue didn't know him the same way: "Does she know you like her?"
Zhang Yihe calmed down a bit, took a sip of wine and said, "She should know."
On the Friday when he almost beat Jiang Zushi, Jiang Zushi did wait downstairs until Jiang Ran got off work, and the two of them found a nearby restaurant to eat.
Zhang Yihe didn't know what they talked about specifically. He only saw their dinner plates that were almost untouched. Later, Jiang Zizhi left. Jiang Ran continued to sit alone for a long time, and then slowly put away the cold noodles. eaten.
"I thought they had broken up at the time, or if they hadn't broken up, they were about to break up." Zhang Yihe said.
The reason why he appeared in front of Jiang Ran was not important. What was important was that he took Jiang Ran to a resort for the weekend, called Relaxation.
His idea was to take advantage of the opportunity, but Jiang Ran was absent-minded throughout the whole process. Zhang Yihe turned to other methods to make her happy. He took her to get up early to watch the sunrise on the top of the mountain, go to the creek to play in the water, catch fish and paddle a bamboo raft, Eat special mountain delicacies...
After all, it was quite productive. The two of them talked about many things in the past, but even when they were young, Zhang Yihe never had such time to be alone with Jiang Ran.
Unfortunately it was too short, only two days.
When they came back by car on Sunday night, Zhang Yihe sent Jiang Ran to the downstairs of the unit door. He first saw Jiang Zishi waiting in the pavilion downstairs.
Summer insects are chirping, the scent of vegetation is rich and delicate in the air, and everyone's expressions are dim and unclear in the scattered lights.
Zhang Yihe suddenly felt stupid: Why did he send Jiang Ran back to this so-called "home"?
But Jiang Ran would go back. She sighed softly, as if she had decided something, said goodbye to Zhang Yihe, and walked towards Jiang Zishi.
Zhang Yihe stood there, and every time she took a step away from him, he felt his legs become heavier. What he hoped was that Jiang Ran would be with him after sorting out his mood, instead of choosing to give Jiang Zishi another chance.
Jiang Zizhi didn't move, standing in the shadows, looking at Zhang Yihe motionless.
Jiang Ran followed Jiang Zishi's gaze. At that moment, the slight night wind stopped and the convective air became flat. Zhang Yihe saw from Jiang Ran's eyes that she had not noticed his feelings until this moment, and she The truest instinct is panic.
Qiu Mingyue recalled the zero communication between Jiang Ran and Zhang Yihe during this period, and felt relieved at the same time.
If Zhou Xu knew that she liked him or even lusted after him, he wouldn't be frightened, but he would probably be disgusted.
She asked Zhang Yihe: "...Then what are you going to do now?"
Zhang Yihe asked, "What else do you think I can do?"
Qiu Mingyue looked at him: "I think you should find an opportunity to tell Jiang Ran what you just said to me. You haven't had a good chat yet, right?"
Zhang Yihe smiled half-heartedly: "She has a boyfriend...oh no, a fiancé."
Yes, forget about this.
Zhang Yihe continued: "So, are you on my side?"
Well...that's not what I meant.
"I just think that Jiang Ran may not know what your feelings for her are. Now that the matter has been revealed, I think it's better to have a chat." Qiu Mingyue said.
Zhang Yihe drank the wine in the glass before speaking: "Do you know why I didn't say it? I didn't dare to say it. Many times, I feel that my feelings for her are dirty, just like the one you saw Book, if I want to say this, should I say this? I think about it every day... I held it back before, I thought she didn't like me, just forget it, there is no need to say these things to make her sick, I can still keep the last trace in her heart Image, it's just that this time I thought I actually had a chance."
Qiu Mingyue had never heard Zhang Yihe speak such a long sentence, and Zhang Yihe seemed to be aware of it, and tightened his mouth again, but his heart was bleeding, and Qiu Mingyue knew it very well, because she felt that she had also been cut open.
"Do you think having sexual desire for someone you like is a dirty thing?"
After asking this question, Qiu Mingyue realized that her voice was shaking a little.
"No, but if she doesn't like me, I will feel that I am insulting her and blaspheming her." Zhang Yihe asked Qiu Mingyue, "If you know that someone you don't like treats you... you will also be disgusted, right? "
"But what if they like each other?"
"Do you think Jiang Ran likes me?"
Qiu Mingyue was silent for a second: "I don't know, but she is very good to you."
"Are you trying to make me feel more guilty?"
"...No, I mean..."
Zhang Yihe interrupted her: "Don't encourage me."
Qiu Mingyue shut up.
"I have been restraining myself, but I am actually an impulsive person."
Qiu Mingyue would rather demolish a temple than break up a marriage. She also didn't want to be known as instigating Zhang Yihe to be a mistress. She didn't say more. After all, she was in a very confused mood.
Before walking into Zhou Su's office, she touched the word "impulsive" that Zhang Yihe said. She didn't know whether her choice to resign was impulsive.
Zhou Su rejected her resignation application. Qiu Mingyue was a little surprised, but also felt a little relieved. She felt that this reflected that her work performance should be good.
"Why do you want to resign suddenly?"
Zhou Su was very particular about his choice of words, and his emotions could not be discerned from his voice, but the word "suddenly" implied both his dissatisfaction and her irresponsibility for her work, which immediately made Qiu Mingyue's original thought "feel" The current job content is not suitable for me, "I am ready to go home to work" and other reasons that I cannot explain.
She was sitting on the sofa in the reception room, not daring to look at Zhou Su.
Although the labor law stipulates that as long as she notifies her employer in writing 30 days in advance of her resignation, she can leave even if her boss does not approve her, and at worst she can stay for another month, but at the moment, Qiu Mingyue easily feels like retreating.
She was spineless, and another thing was that she didn't want Zhou Su to be angry because of it.
Although Zhou Su didn't even frown, she just felt his cold aura; although she didn't know what he was angry about, if there was a reason for her resignation, her original intention was not to make him unhappy. .
Otherwise, as Zhao Xige said, God knows that you know and I know, no one has a little secret these days. Some people secretly scold their bosses and colleagues every day, but on the surface they continue to go to work in a friendly manner. She I didn't do anything too harmful…
Qiu Mingyue is really hopeless. Qiu Mingyue cursed herself in her heart.
Once he resigned, no matter what, it was a shot in the arm. Qiu Mingyue said: "...I've been a little tired from work recently, and I want to take a rest."
Zhou Su looked at her, with an expressionless face that was both cold and beautiful. Qiu Mingyue lowered her gaze to the lower half of Zhou Su's face. During the silent confrontation, she listened to herself slowly getting faster. , the heartbeat becomes heavier.
In the end, the solution Zhou Su gave was that if she was just tired, then he would give her leave and she could rest for as long as she wanted, and then come back to work after she had rested.
Having said that, Qiu Mingyue didn't have the courage to insist on resigning. As for why Zhou Su didn't let her resign, her boss didn't tell her, so she didn't have the guts to ask.
The Chinese Valentine's Day is this Wednesday. According to the weekly statement, if she still wants to follow, she can start her vacation after the review is over. If she doesn't want to follow, it doesn't matter.
Qiu Mingyue never thought that Zhou Su would not approve her resignation application. She originally thought that she would submit it, he would agree, and then she would resign after completing the Qixi Festival activities. It was natural, but now... it's inexplicable.
Fortunately, she was busy in the main store for the first three days, and for the next two days she was typing away at the keyboard in the office. Although she was awkward, confused, and at a loss, she still had to complain to Zhou, her superior, pretending not to care. She communicated and reported the incident to the place where it happened, but she was like a spinning top and had no time or energy to stop and think about something too delicate.
All the emotions were like drops of rain. After returning home despite the wind and rain, I found that the house had been flooded with water.
Qiu Mingyue returned home after a week's work and was about to have a long vacation. She was not excited or excited, but was overcome by emptiness and fatigue.
She was thinking, why did things become like this?
Since when did her life become a broken string of beads?
Everyone just thought she was on an ordinary vacation. Only Zhang Yihe asked her when they were alone in the tea room: "What's going on?"
Qiu Mingyue tore open the coffee bag package and asked, "What's going on?"
"Jiang Ran and I are still getting along peacefully, why are you on vacation?"
"I'm not doing it because of you."
"I know, so what's your reason?"
Seeing Qiu Mingyue keeping silent, Zhang Yihe was unwilling to let go of his entanglement and said reluctantly: "If you don't want to, let it go."
Qiu Mingyue secretly told Zhang Yihe that he was really childish. How could he take the initiative to tell her his secret? She was obviously the one who discovered it.
Zhao Xige was very happy to learn that she was on vacation and immediately booked a flight for her.
As for Qiu Mingyue's doubts about why her boss didn't let her resign, Zhao Xige didn't care at all: "Oh, it's just that your work ability is too strong and your boss is reluctant to let you go. But if you really want to leave, he can still hold you back." Come down? Hey, how about I book a flight for you tomorrow afternoon?"
"Tomorrow?" Qiu Mingyue was shocked, "No, I'm not ready yet."
"The day after tomorrow? What can you prepare? Just pack your luggage. I have everything here."
"In two days..."
"What are you doing? Do you have other lovers?"
"...No, let's go in two days, next week, next Monday, I'll go, how about that?"
"Okay, then I'll book your flight for next Monday."
After hanging up the video, Qiu Mingyue opened the calendar on her phone and counted the days aimlessly.
In a few days it will be the Mid-Autumn Festival, and soon after the Mid-Autumn Festival it will be the National Day. Zhou told her that she could get whatever divorce she wanted, but she didn't believe it. After a while, before or after the National Day, she should probably pack up and leave. People. By the way, Jiang Ran's wedding is on National Day.
At this moment, Teacher E's reply popped up in a pop-up window on the phone: OK.
Qiu Mingyue finally breathed a sigh of relief.