Chapter 36 - Unspeakable desire

"Then what?" Zhao Xige asked.

 

"What then? Do you also think I should slam his bowl of fried yogurt on his face?"

 

"No, I mean what happens next? You just leave like that? Just come here by plane?"

 

"Well, what if?"

 

Zhao Xige looked at Qiu Mingyue's expression of confusion, shook her head and sighed helplessly, causing Qiu Mingyue to throw a pillow at her.

 

"Otherwise, should I bring him over and let you beat him up for me?" Qiu Mingyue said.

 

"Why, you can't bear to beat yourself up?"

 

Qiu Mingyue: "..."

 

Zhao Xige said plausibly: "First of all, Qiu Mingyue, you haven't told me too many things. I know you will listen to some yummy stuff on the Internet, but you never told me that you participated in the creation! Let me hear it."

 

Qiu Mingyue refused with silence.

 

Zhao Xige rolled his eyes and raised his voice: "Secondly--you actually have the guts to go and have sex with netizens? Do you know that this is very dangerous? What if it was some kind of human trafficker, or something happened because of sex, how did you do it in the first place? What did you tell me, 'You can't meet via video', but what's the result?"

 

Seeing Qiu Mingyue open her mouth to say something, Zhao Xige directly shook her index finger to stop her: "Hey, don't try to find any excuse for your behavior. Let me tell you, if you pushed back, I should have beaten you away. I'll tie you up and make you run to meet people."

 

Qiu Mingyue knew that she was wrong, very wrong.

 

Zhao Xige sighed again when he saw this.

 

"But do you know what I really want to say?" She said in a deep voice, "Since you dare to run to meet a male netizen you haven't known for a long time, you should be mentally prepared, right? For example, he might look very good. Ugly, or maybe his appearance on the Internet is all fake, but he is actually a wretched man. You said it yourself, and you don't have the ability to bear it. If you have even considered this situation and still meet him, then I think he is. It doesn't matter if you lead."

 

Qiu Mingyue's eyes widened, "How could there be nothing? He has been lying to me."

 

"He could refuse to meet you."

 

"...If you refuse, just refuse. No, Xi Ge, whose side are you on? Why do you want to speak for my leader?"

 

Zhao Xige said helplessly: "I'm not speaking for him, I just want you to figure out for yourself what you are angry about."

 

Isn't it clear why you are angry?

 

She was angry with Zhou Sui for deliberately concealing her identity, angry with Zhou Sui for deliberately deceiving her, and angry with Zhou Sui for deceiving her feelings.

 

Maybe he recognized her from the beginning, but as long as he didn't respond, didn't call back, and didn't talk to her on the phone, she wouldn't sink deeper into this bad relationship. He clearly had so many opportunities to refuse and confess, but he lied to her again and again, without considering the possibility of hurting her.

 

Qiu Mingyue asked Zhao Xige: "If it were you, wouldn't you be angry if you found out that the netizen you chat with every day is actually your boss?"

 

Zhao Xige thought for a while and replied: "No, I would think that he loves me badly. Didn't you say that you, the director, are very cold? He might have left because he couldn't get in touch with you in the company. He had no choice but to leave. Slanted."

 

"He never said he liked me."

 

Zhao Xige felt that what Qiu Mingyue said was unreasonable. He was indeed a fan of the authorities. Isn't this obvious enough?

 

A professed love may not necessarily be true, and a true love may not be expressed. Packaged hypocrisy prevails, and true love is kept secret.

 

Can it still be love without entanglement and trouble? Zhao Xige sighed.

 

"Hey, haven't you ever... Oh no, you told people online that you like your leader, right?" Zhao Xige said, "Then how could he know how much you like him? He knows you have someone you like and he still talks to you. Are you a cuckold? And if your boss doesn't like you, would he chat with you online when he has nothing to do? Or is he a spy and is going to use this as evidence to fire you?"

 

Qiu Mingyue was defeated by Zhao Xige's logic. She was still unwilling and angry, but she couldn't help but think about the truth in her friend's words.

 

Finally, Zhao Xige asked her: "So, the Internet porn blogger you like is your leader, is it really that bad? Compared with a bald and wretched man, isn't it said that voice and appearance are inversely proportional?"

 

"Yes, appearance is very important, but," Qiu Mingyue emphasized, "it's not just about the face."

 

"Then what are you going to do?"

 

Qiu Mingyue didn't know, and it was precisely because of her ignorance that she couldn't wait a day, changed her visa and went straight to a foreign continent.

 

Although she didn't expect Zhao Xige to give any advice and comfort, she thought she would be scolded so hard that she would be so painful that she would be scolded so hard that she would want to hold her head in the ground or jump into the sea and drown.

 

Therefore, it took a lot of psychological preparation for her to explain everything to Zhao Xige. She never expected that Zhao Xige would advise her to think carefully and not to be impulsive.

 

After Qiu Mingyue thought about it, she thought that a big reason was that she had described Zhou Su so well and so handsome before, and because she never showed Zhao Xige the photos, this photographer who had read countless people was determined to meet the real person. If she and Zhou Su break up, won't she have no chance?

 

In addition, what Qiu Mingyue wanted to say was that from the day she met Zhou Su for the interview, she had been on an impulsive road for several months, never to return, until she fell into a trap this time. inside.

 

She originally wanted to block Zhou Su, but after getting off the plane and arriving at the B&B where Zhao Xige was staying, she woke up and found no message from Zhou Su in any software. Only the work software popped up a system reminder to clock in as usual.

 

It didn't seem like he cared about her reaction at all.

 

Qiu Mingyue was so angry that she calmed down. Regardless of whether Zhou Su and E were the same person, didn't she originally want to eliminate Zhou Su from her life?

 

After thinking about it, Qiu Mingyue took Zhao Xige as a tour guide and played around in this small town in southern France.

 

The photos taken from the lens of a professional photographer have been refined. Qiu Mingyue's circle of friends has reached an unprecedented peak of business frequency, and the comments are also very lively. They are full of rainbow farts, envy, jealousy and hate, but they forget to talk to each other. The parents shouted, luckily Zhao Xige helped block the gun.

 

Qiu Mingyue didn't expect Zhou Su to give her a thumbs up, but what surprised her was that one day in the unknown Wei and Jin Dynasties, she received a message from Ye Songyuan.

 

Ye Songyuan: Sister, I am also in Nice. Let's make an appointment when we have time.

 

Qiu Mingyue almost said: I'm sorry, who are you?

 

She wanted to refuse, saying that she was not free, and that she had returned to China, but on the one hand she felt that it would not bring harm to others, and on the other hand, she considered that if she went to nedo to eat in the future, she would not be able to meet this young boss again.

 

Is she going to give up a delicious restaurant because of this? Is the price of this rush already so high?

 

Qiu Mingyue planned to return to Ye Songyuan later, but she received new news. Ye Songyuan sent a screenshot on Airbinb: I saw the photos in your circle of friends, do you live here? What a coincidence, I also booked it this home.

 

Qiu Mingyue:...

 

Well, she overestimated this person's sense of social distance.

 

Nice in September is comfortable and lazy, the sky is blue and the coastline is long. At night, the moon rises, the lights are bright, and the music is playing, the whole town enters a tipsy state.

 

At a random beach bar, Qiu Mingyue asked Ye Songyuan: "Why are you here?"

 

Ye Songyuan tasted his wine: "Come to France to see my winery and take a vacation."

 

Qiu Mingyue was shocked that Ye Songyuan's family actually owned a winery in France. It sounded like such a luxury and capital thing, but she acted calmly and said "oh" without saltiness.

 

Zhao Xige on the side was very interested and asked Ye Songyuan some questions about the winery and wine.

 

Qiu Mingyue looked at the dark sea, and it was rare for her to be kind enough to listen to Ye Songyuan's pretense.

 

Zhao Xige had had enough and glanced at Qiu Mingyue, "So you and... Mingyue's leader are friends?"

 

"Yes, Zhou Xing, my brother." Ye Songyuan said carelessly.

 

Qiu Mingyue warned Zhao Xige with a look, but the latter was unmoved and asked with a smile: "Hey, what do you think of your brother?"

 

Now Ye Songyuan was in high spirits. Although he didn't know the cause and effect of Zhao Xige's question at all, it didn't stop him from boasting about Zhou Su's good words at this time.

 

"Absolutely." Ye Songyuan gave a thumbs up, "Don't think I am the boss of a restaurant now, but I know that it all depends on my family's willingness to give money. Compared with my brother, I am He is a rich second generation who is idle, but he is really talented and hard-working. Sister Mingyue should know that, in private, he is just like him at work. Although he doesn't talk much, he is actually very reliable and responsible for things. It's awesome. "

 

He jabbered a lot, and when he was cued, Qiu Mingyue replied coldly: "I don't know."

 

Ye Songyuan looked embarrassed. He looked at Qiu Mingyue's expression and found that Qiu Mingyue's expression was wrong, but he felt that he had not said anything wrong just now, so he asked: "...What's wrong?"

 

The troublemaker, Zhao Xige, leaned back with his wine glass, pursed his lips, and glanced around.

 

Qiu Mingyue remembered the game she played with Ye Songyuan at nedo. He still owed her a question about Zhou Su. She suddenly wanted to ask him if he knew that this good man in his eyes was secretly cheating by an Internet porn star. Girls' feelings?

 

The sea breeze blew across her face, Qiu Mingyue endured it and said, "It's okay." She added, "I'm resigning."

 

"Huh? No wonder I said why you have time to travel abroad. Why, isn't Brother Zhou bad? Did he bully you? No, he's not very happy... Um... No, I mean..."

 

Ye Songyuan was surprised and asked questions again and again, realizing that he had said the wrong thing and was full of flaws with very poor acting skills.

 

Zhao Xige, who captured the key information, was very excited: "What do you like? What do you like so much?"

 

Ye Songyuan felt scared in his heart when he was stared at by Zhao Xige's eyes. He looked at Qiu Mingyue's expression again and his heart pounded, wishing he could immediately call Zhou Sui for help outside the court. He suddenly thought about it and asked Qiu Mingyue: "No, you said you resigned. Did I, Brother Zhou, do something?"

 

Qiu Mingyue raised her eyelids: "What can he do?"

 

She thought that Ye Songyuan didn't seem to know how Zhou Qiannan was panting.

 

Ye Songyuan grinned and scratched his chin: "Just...uh..."

 

Zhao Xige urged: "Oh, just say it."

 

Ye Songyuan looked around and said to him: "Last time in the store, you asked me how I knew Brother Zhou was your leader. Do you still remember? In fact, that was not the first time I met you."

 

Qiu Mingyue had the impression that she looked at Ye Songyuan intently, making Ye Songyuan a little nervous. How could he think she was a little white flower before?

 

"Before that, did you come to have dinner with a man wearing glasses? Then my brother Zhou also came that day. I was quite surprised because he rarely comes to my store. I thought he was here. He was looking for me, but I found out later that he was not interested in drinking at all..."

 

Zhao Xige's excited gaze shifted to Qiu Mingyue.

 

Qiu Mingyue didn't make any trouble, she just thought, sure enough, no wonder, and the time when she watched the movie, she said there was such a coincidence.

 

She blames Zhou Su for lying to her, but she is also really a fool.

 

But looking back now, she wondered why Zhou Su was so roundabout. Why couldn't he just ask her to go to a movie? Afraid of her rejection? Afraid of offending her? Obviously he should know her thoughts best...

 

Ye Songyuan looked at Qiu Mingyue and his voice became softer and softer: "...I thought my brother Zhou was chasing you, but you just told me that you resigned."

 

Didn't catch up? Failed?

 

Ye Songyuan can't believe it...

 

She didn't feel that she was being chased. She resigned but was not approved, but Qiu Mingyue was too lazy to correct Ye Songyuan's mistake.

 

Ye Songyuan couldn't help but wanted to say something for Zhou: "Hey, sister Mingyue, I think my brother Zhou is sincere to you... I have known him for a few years, and this is the first time I met him... A girl asked me before He didn't even give me his contact information."

 

Qiu Mingyue didn't accept this trick: "If he doesn't give it, I won't give it."

 

Isn't it right not to give it?

 

"I didn't mean that..." Ye Songyuan thought it would be better for him to shut up.

 

Zhao Xige interrupted: "Show me the photos!"

 

Ye Songyuan said "Oh" stupidly, and was about to look at his phone. Qiu Mingyue stopped him urgently: "Don't show it to her."

 

Ye Songyuan looked at Qiu Mingyue, then at Zhao Xige, put the phone away obediently, and continued drinking.

 

Although Qiu Mingyue had been watching him all night, Zhao Xige still got the chance.

 

Late at night, when Qiu Mingyue was just lying on the bed, Zhao Xige, who was applying facial mask, said: "Excellent...excellent."

 

Qiu Mingyue pretended not to understand and fell asleep in a second.

 

"I guess you can't resist anyway, so you might as well surrender as soon as possible."

 

Qiu Mingyue broke the news, she emphasized: "I am really angry that he lied to me."

 

"I understand," Zhao Xige said, "but rather than sulking here alone, I suggest you play with his body."

 

Qiu Mingyue: "...What photos did Ye Songyuan show you?"

 

"you guess?"

 

Qiu Mingyue lifted the quilt and sneered in her heart, what photo could be bigger than the nude photo on her phone? What's more, she had already touched it.

 

She doesn't care.