Thursday. January 3rd. 2013.
A plastic gas mas attached to a purple bong covers my face. I light the weed in the bowl, smoke rises through the neck. I'm engulfed by smoke; it disperses from the corners of the mask. I blow out the smoke and take off the mask. My eyes scan around my messy bedroom. A tapestry of an almost nude man hangs on my wall. Dad would've hated that. I check my phone; a reminder is on the screen.
Today, I'm meeting Silas Night, a previous pornstar. I've been taking to him over text, getting to know every detail about his sexual desires. He's an alpha with pale skin, a gelled mustache, and smooth hair that flowed down his muscular back. His voice was deep, but when he came it rose higher. A switch with a ruined asshole, but he prefers topping.
The evening came, I got off work and took a shower when I arrived home. I change from my dark crew neck and jeans to a black one-piece jumpsuit with a chain. This outfit was a ballsy move for me, as I got it from Forever 21 and it was for girls. I figured it would look good on me, and with some boots, jewelry, and a panda-print hat, it does. I left my room feeling sexy, appearing in front of Kendryck with a smile. "How do I look?"
Kendryck looks up from his video game and widen his eyes. "Where are you going?"
"A modeling shoot." I walk towards the door and stop. "I got referred to this one from my last."
"No way. You're already getting more shoots? You deserve it."
"I do deserve it. You're looking at the next top model, babe." I pop my shoulder.
Kendryck laughs. "I believe in you, Vehren."
"Thanks." I open the door. "I'll be back."
"Be careful." Kendryck goes back to his game.
"I will try." I close the door and take a deep breath before leaving the building.
It's a thirty-minute drive to Detroit. Silas lived off the water on Jefferson in a big, blue apartment building with decks. Parking was a nightmare. Once I found a spot, I sat for moment to take in the sparkling water. Across the pond is Canada, I've been over there once when my mom was alive. My parents took us to the water park not too far from the boarder. I love the water; my favorite was the tide pool cause it was like I was in the ocean.
My phone goes off. I told Silas I was here, he just told me to come inside. He lives on the fourth floor, luckily there's an elevator. Room 402, right across from the elevator I exit. I knock on the door and wait patiently. When Silas opens, he leans against the ledge and creates a big smile.
"Hello, Vee. You're more handsome in person."
I couldn't help but blush. "Thank you." I grin. "So are you."
"Pretty smile too." He nods and steps back. "You're very welcome to come in." He touches my ass as I go inside. I sit on the leather sofa and press my thighs together. "Thanks for coming over." He sits on the couch across from me. "It's been a while since I've had a new partner. Jo will be here soon, he said he's about five minutes away." His leg crosses over the other. "How are you, Vee?"
"I'm excited." I flash another smile. "I've never met an actual pornstar. I've seen your work and… you're really good."
Silas' smile is weak. "It's not all glitz and glamor. That's why I quit."
I lower my head, softening my face. "Right." I look up. "What made you leave?"
"I'm nearly forty-five now." Silas chuckles. "Besides, the industry isn't as great as it used to be. In the 90s, actors were treated like actors. People." He plays with his jaw. "Now, we're sex machines, expected to produce, produce, produce these really hardcore, gonzo scene without much care afterword."
"Geez." I rub my hands together.
Silas lifts his chin. "You're eighteen, right?"
"Yup."
"Gosh, you're young. And you're an omega too?"
My brow cocks. "I am, but I can't get pregnant. Does that mean I'm still omega."
"You experience heats still, don't you?"
"I do." I chuckle. "Can you tell?"
"The blush on your face gives it away."
"Or I'm just really excited." A knock sounds at the door. Silas gets up with a grin. "Is that Jo?" I ask.
"Should be." Silas goes to the door. In comes Jo, a professional model who looks the part. He was Native American, judging by his dark skin, lusciously long, black hair, and high cheekbones. His body stood tall and bulky with pointed ears. That stare was sharp, his eyes are a piercing deep brown. After hugging Silas, he glares right at me.
"Hello, you must be Vee." Jo said with a deep voice. He comes over to shake hands with me. "I'm Jo Valentine." He sits next to me.
"It's nice to meet you. Are you in porn as well?"
"Amature. I haven't gone professional, and I don't show my face."
"Is there a reason why?"
Jo chuckles. "I'd like to pursue an acting career." He looks at Silas. "Porn will ruin my chances of having a good one."
"It will kill your chances with any career." Silas shrugs. "But, if you're successful enough, at least you have money."
Jo glances back at me. "So, you want to be in porn?"
"It's a thought." I lower my eyes.
"You want to expose yourself to the world? Have your asshole spread all over the internet?"
I clench my thighs. "It doesn't sound so bad."
Silas deeply laughs. "You're just like me when I was your age."
"Is that when you started? Eighteen?"
"Twenty. I felt eighteen was too young. But, like you, I started off in photography."
"I'll be nineteen in March. I'm sure it'll take a while for me to blow up."
"Not really." Jo shakes his head. "Once you're in, you're in."
"I'm sure it won't be fast for me."
"Why not? You're beautiful." Jo scoots closer. "And coming from the photos Rodney posted, you're super-hot during sex."
I smile, tilting my head. "I enjoy sex." I shrug. "Why not be paid for it?"
"The pay is good only when you break through." Silas jumps in.
"I don't know." Jo tilts his. "Maybe you'll make it." He looks at Silas with a smile. "We'll have to see."
Silas grins. "I've already gone over the terms and conditions of today's session with Vee. We should be good to go."
Jo turns back to me, wrapping his arm around my shoulder. "Are you ready?"
"I'm always ready."
The metal bed creaks as I climb on top. Jo watches me through his ski mask, he kneels while I get on all fours. Silas holds a professional camera, standing before the guest bed. "Get closer to him, Vee." Silas commands and I comply. "Lay down on your shoulders. Lift your ass." Jo softly slaps my ass. I arch my back. Another blow, this time harder. He massages in between slaps, each cheek getting gripped tightly. I bite my lower lip, moaning softly.
Silas makes sure to get close up of my bulge. He comes around the bed to get a shot of my face. "Always look into the camera when you can." He tells me. I look up, face strained from the stinging pain. "Does it feel good?" The camera shutters. I nod and whimper. Jo continuously slaps my ass until each cheek is red, not stopping there.
"Let's get the cuffs." Silas said, going over to the suitcase on the stand. He opens the top, revealing his collection of toys. On top is a tantric whip, he examines the satin before picking up the padded cuffs. "We're using this one first." He hands the cuffs to Jo and lays the whip next to me so I could see. He tells me, "This one shouldn't leave as many marks. Good for your first time."
Jo handcuffs me to the bed, wrapping the chain around the metal headboard. "This is going to be fun." He says snatching the whip.
"Go soft for ten strokes." Silas instructs Jo. "At twenty, pick up speed. Once you hit fifty, go as hard as you like." He puts the camera to his eye and gets into position. Jo doesn't say another word, he rests his palm on the arch of my back and lifts the whip into the air.
One blow, I scream. It was soft, I expected worse. "Are you okay?" Jo asks.
"Yeah." I breathe. "I'm fine. Continue." Another blow, this one softer than before. Once he reaches ten, he adds a little bit of strength. I pop my ass into the air, twisting and turning my hips. At twenty, the hits become harder, and I can't control my gasps.
"Looking good, Vee." Silas snaps another photo. I moan as I ball my fists, burying my face into the mattress. By thirty, my ass was burning from the blows, each one jolts my body. My cheeks jiggle with each strike. Jo made sure to the whip reached my balls, making me whimper into the sheets. Once Jo counted to fifty, he cranked his arm back and released a hit so hard I leap up and belt a high holler.
"Fuck!" I gasp hard. My knees buckle and my body falls onto the bed. Jo forces me back on my knees, massaging the spot he just cracked.
"I know that one hurt." He said with a chuckle. He looks at Silas. "Did you get that?"
"Of course I did." Silas walks to the side of the bed where I faced. "You alright, Vee?"
I grit my teeth. "More. I want more." Silas smiles, nodding his head at Jo. Another crack, I yell and grip the sheets. One after another and tears fall down my cheeks. I gasp for air, shaking my head back and forth. Stings from my red cheeks send zaps of pain throughout my body. Jo doesn't let up either, he releases his alpha anger out on me, wielding his arm back and slamming down. I couldn't keep up; my body would fall, and Jo would pick me right back up. The final crack had me at Jo's mercy. "Enough! Narnia!" I scream the safe word.
Jo takes a deep breath and drops the whip on the bed. He looks at Silas who sits by my face. Silas rubs my back and butt, going under my underwear. "How are you doing?"
I lift my head up, giving him a hard look. "Fuck…" I gasp, falling back on the sheet. My ass burned, endorphins start to set in. The numbness is intense, I can barely move my lower body. "That was a lot."
"I know. Porn is a lot worse. You'll have to do this for hours. Can you handle more?"
I clench my eyes close. "Yes." I smile and look at him. "I can."
Silas blinks, turning to Jo. "He wants more."
"I knew he would." They gave me more. An hour later, I was covered in bruises, red grips, and marks. When I saw myself in the mirror, I felt relieved. Relieved it was over, relieved it had happened. My hole was swollen shut from the vibrating toys and them taking turns on me. I've never been in a threesome before, I finally crossed it off my bucket list.
I return to the guest bedroom where Silas and Jo look over the pictures. Silas noticed me first, lifting his head and smiling. "Are you okay?"
"I'm great." I lean against the doorway. "Really great."
"You're a lot of fun." Silas' eyes lower. "If you really want to get into porn. I can help you. I can hook you up with an agent here in Michigan. You'll have to do a lot of traveling to Los Angeles, though."
"You say that like it's a bad thing."
"It can bleed your money dry." Silas stands up, going to grab his phone off the dresser. "I'll reach out to my old agency, 'Angels of Erotica'. I've been with them since I started. They helped me out a lot."
"You're really going to help me?"
Silas tilts his head. "Of course I am. I want to see more of you, Vee. I'm not going to just hit you once and throw you away."
I smile. "Thanks."
"You're welcome." He comes closer to me, showing his phone. "Here, sign up through their agency so they have your contact. This is this their website; I'm sending you the link."
"I appreciate that."
"It's no problem."
Jo stands up as well. "In the meantime, you should do some camming. You know, webcam modeling. That's what I do in my spare time. You can make good money."
"Camming?" I think about all the webcam porn I've watched. "That's not a bad idea."
"PornCentral has a cool model program. It's all independent, which I personally like."
"I'll check it out." I look into the hallway. "I should go. I have work tomorrow morning."
Silas touches my chin. "You did really good for your first time. It was nice seeing you. I hope to see you again."
"You definitely will." I smile at him and Jo.