Wednesday. February 20th.
I arrive home around a quarter after three to an empty apartment. Lucci always barks when someone comes through the door, but never when it's Kendryck or me. She circles around my feet and stands on her hind legs. The little, black Chihuahua shakes violently, almost like she's going to explode. I pick her up and kiss her all over. She licks my face softly in return. Dropping her on the carpet, I take off my apron and shirt as I go into my bedroom. On the bed, I count my tips from today, earning a hundred and twenty dollars. Wednesdays are always busy; the traditional wings are half-priced. My tips are my entire check; I only receive around thirty dollars every two weeks. I know I can make more.
I undress to my underwear with the door open. I grab my laptop off the dresser and flop back on the bed. Online, I go to 'PornCentral.COM', clicking on the models tab to see my growing profile. More than a month has passed since I've been with Silas, we've reunited twice so far. I didn't fully take Jo's advice, instead I started posting premade videos on the main website. Within two weeks, I reached over three hundred subscribers and made over a hundred dollars in total. By now, the count is five hundred, and I make a fifty cents per view.
I was excited to hop online to see the numbers grow. I made four videos so far, each one riskier than the other. Starting on the balcony, then to my car twice, and then the woods behind our apartment. Each time, I used a dildo that nearly fit my entire arm each time. I enjoyed the thrill of being in public, knowing it would garner more views. Every video has over a thousand views. The comments are booming, their words more vulgar than the other. This makes me smile nonetheless, I love the attention.
A few days ago, I bought an expensive camera to record my videos. I set it up, pointing the lens towards the bed. The window is behind the camera, I open the blinds for better lighting. I play Lana Del Ray on the stereo and climb back on the bed. On the main site, I jerk off to random bondage porn, getting myself hard enough to start recording.
I pose for the camera, showing off my slender, naturally tan body. I didn't let myself go, three times a week I go to the gym. My skin was smooth and blemish free. Thick, dark hairs grew up my 'v'-line, below the waist is completely shaved. I touch my chest, flicking my brown nipples and biting my lower lip. I show my face completely, unbothered by having anonymity. My legs spread; I rub between my thighs.
My hand brushes over my dick, squeezing and massaging softly. I was quick to uncurl the band and release my standing cock. A relieving sigh escapes my plush lips. I jerk my shaft fast. My head falls back, hairs dangling down my back. The pleasure builds fast, my hips start to rock. I yank my underwear off and turn around to expose myself further. My cheeks are spread now for the camera.
I finger myself from behind, moaning out loud. One finger is enough to send me. Memories of the constant fucking flood my mind, I get hornier from the thoughts. My hole is already loose, swallowing two fingers now. I chuckle from the pressure, smiling back at the camera.
Lucci peaks in the doorway as she passes by in a hurry. I don't pay much attention, continuing to finger-fuck myself. I'm already close to climax, I've been holding this in for a few days. I'm moaning loud, cursing to myself. "Holy shit." A voice said. It's Kendryck. I fall on the bed and cover myself with the green sheets.
"Fuck! What are you doing here?"
"They sent me home early. It was slow…" Kendryck releases a light chuckle. "Sorry, I didn't mean to interrupt."
I take a deep breath. "I didn't know you'd be home so soon."
Kendryck points at the camera, "Are you recording this?"
"Um…" I grip the sheets. "Yeah, I am."
"Uh…" His face tenses. "Why?"
"Because I'm doing porn."
Kendryck's mouth drops. "What?"
I sigh before I stand up, dropping the sheets on the bed. "Get used to seeing me naked." I go to the dresser to grab a pair of sweats.
"Wait, what?" Kendryck closes his eyes. "Woah, woah." He opens them. "Why do you want to do porn?"
"Because sex is the only thing that gives me joy." I slide on the pants and exit my room. "Why not get paid for it?" Kendryck follows me to the couch where we plop down.
"What about your girl, Moeko?"
"I'm going to tell her, eventually. Besides, she's not really my girl. We're seeing each other, but we haven't made anything official."
"My bad." He shakes his head. "Are you sure, man? This is a big deal."
"I already talked to an agent. Her name is Andrea, I'm meeting with her March 1st."
"Woah, okay…" Kendryck rose his hands. "Slow down. You're talking about porn, Vehren. Exposing yourself to the world and not being able to take that back. Once you're on the inter—"
"I know how this works!" I snap, calming myself down. "I know the risks and I'm willing to take them."
Kendryck's eyes lower. "Will it be gay porn?"
"Of course. Don't let my relationship with Moeko fool you, I'm still a gay man."
"I can't tell you what to do."
"No one can. I'm going to do this."
"I hope you know I won't be watching any of your content."
I chuckle, "I'm aware." My eyes hit the bong on the table. "Are you still going to be my friend?"
"Yeah, dude. I don't agree with it, but I support whatever decision you make. You're my best friend, a brother even, I wouldn't ever drop you over something that doesn't affect me."
I smile. "I appreciate that." My eyes scan to him. "I've been making money off my videos. I've got strip club money if you want to go."
"Duh, I want to go."
"Is your girl going to be okay with it?"
"You got your secrets, I got mine."