Perhaps, because of the conversation I've had with Acht, I feel like I'm
more comfortable talking to others.
I also felt a little sorry that I was leaving the cooking to Ein-san, but
when I talked about the topic, before I knew it, I was participating in
the conversation, and our meals and drinks have been perfectly
supplemented… I decided not to think about it after it happened.
When the sun has set and the night has fallen, magic tools floating in
the air illuminated the nearby area. As I was looking with interest at the
power of magic that brightens up our surroundings but doesn't feel too
dazzling to my eyes, Neun-san spoke to me.
[It seems that Miyama-san has been pretty comfortable with everyone
huh.]
[Yes, everyone is good people. Ein-san and Sechs-san are peculiar and
elusive, while Raz-san and Acht are easy to talk to.]
[Fufu, I think I understand what you mean… I guess it's about time.]
[Unn?]
Neun-san is still speaking to me with his unnaturally high-pitched voice
when he softly muttered upon hearing what I said.
When I was tilting my head to wonder what exactly is about time, Neunsan turned to me and uttered some surprising words.
[…How is "Japan" right now? Has the emperor finally changed and
there's a new name for the arrival of the new era?]
[Wha–!?]
Not only did he told me the word "Japan" as if it's normal, Neun-san also
knows about the existence of an emperor.
Could it be that this person is… no, that this human is…
[…It's as you imagined. I'm also a "Japanese" who was previously
summoned to this world. Well, it's actually more of a "former" Japanese,
actually.]
[Is… that so…]
[I think it's natural to be surprised. That's why I didn't tell you about it
until Miyama-san got used to the atmosphere.]
In front of the surprised and speechless me, Neun-san touches the fullface helmet that covered his face. Then, the helmet of his armor puffed
into black smoke and the face of a woman with long, glossy black hair
and eyes of the same color appeared.
She's a Japanese beauty with a combination of cuteness and beauty that
can be described as the epitome of a "Yamato Nadeshiko". She looks
about the same age as me, but the atmosphere around her is somewhat
powerful.
[Let me introduce myself once again… I was once summoned to this
world when I was a student in Japan from the Taisho Era. I refused to
return to our former world, and through the power of Kuromu-sama, "I,
who was a former Japanese human, was reincarnated to a demon's
body"… To Miyama-san, you could say I'm a person from the past era.]
[…Taisho Era…]
When she explained like that, I felt like that possibility certainly is
feasible. In this world, the summoning of Heroes has been done many
times over the past thousand years. By simple calculations, there
should have been about 100 people who have been summoned to play
the role of the Hero so far, and it wouldn't be surprising if some of them
would want to permanently live in this world.
[Ah, don't worry. It's true that I was from Taisho Eria… but due to the
nature of the summoning magic circle, just as you were to return after
one year, you can properly return right at the time that you were
summoned. Even if you don't return right at that time, you can ask the
Creation God to send you back. However, in that case, the time in the
different world seems to have moved on a bit, but decades won't
suddenly pass at once. For example, in my case, it has already been
hundreds of years since I was summoned.]
[...…]
[I understand that feeling of not being able to catch up with what's
happening. I also felt the same when I first came to this world.]
When I was unable to respond to Neun-san's words, who explained to
me in a calm feminine voice instead of her strangely high-pitched voice
she had used earlier, Neun-san just smiled and told me she could
understand how I felt.
[Well, for that reason… I may be a special case, but for Miyama-san, you
could say that I'm your senpai regarding being summoned, and I think I
could answer your various questions.]
[H- Huh…]
With that, Neun-san began to calmly tell me about her experiences.
The story of her sudden arrival in another world and the confusion she
felt, the difference in culture and common sense they have here
compared to Japan, and the things that she have discovered since she
has been summoned to another world… she told me a lot of things.
The words of an elder who actually experienced life in the other world
since she have been summoned as a hero, there are many things that
will be helpful to me in the future and I found myself listening to her for
the rest of the day.
After our conversation is over, Neun-san gets up from her chair and
throws a few words at me with a smile on her face.
[…I don't know if this had filled up the emptiness within me or not.
However… The wish I had in my heart—- I was able to find my
"treasure" in this world. Therefore, I'm sure you'll be able to find one
yourself, Miyama-san. I know that you may be confused and your
mind's still in chaos, but please try to enjoy this year.]
[…Yes.]
I understood from those words. The person that Kuro was talking about
before, the person who resembles me must be Neun-san… and Neunsan was able to find it. That's why she chose to remain in this world and
reincarnate as a demon.
And the fact that she came here today to share her experience with
me… might also be a gift filled with kindness from Kuro. This may also
be a roundabout way of advising me, who doesn't even have an answer
to my own feelings yet.
I don't know what's going to happen in the future. Whether I find out
what I wanted to do or end up not being able to find it, I won't get the
answer if I just think about it now. However, even just a bit, even if
there's just a slight chance of that happening… Seeing Neun-san smiling
without any bewilderment behind them… I felt that I wish I could also
be like that.
Setting down the cup in my hand, I then stood up and moved my gaze
around and quickly found the person I'm looking for.
She has been talking with people and walking around here and there
with a skewer in hand just a moment ago, but before I knew it, she's
away from the others, sitting down right beside the flowing river.
I didn't have to think too hard to understand that she was probably
waiting for me. The proof of this is the space next to where she's sitting,
and the others probably sensed this too as they haven't approached us.
[…Putting my inner monologue aside, why tatami?]
[Unnn? This is that. That wasabi concept!]
[Are you talking about Wabi-sabi…?]
[Areh? Too bad, I was so close to the right one huh~]
(T/N: wabi-sabi is a Japanese philosophy that focuses on the beauty and
appreciation of things imperfect and impermanent.)
Well, I feel like laying out your tatami on the river's edge doesn't seem
quite right, but it's already too late to say that now.
I felt a smile appear in my mouth as I realized that Kuro was still the
same as ever. Kuro then taps the space on the tatami beside her and
urges me to sit next to her.
The sound of the river flowing quietly and the faint scent of leaves
wafting through the air, the air is quiet and calm, as if the liveliness
earlier is just a lie.
[…Is it about time?]
[Unn?]
As Kuro muttered so, the lights went out and my vision went dark for a
moment, but it quickly changed to another color.
[Whoa…]
It's a wondrous sight. The leaves of the trees on the other side of the
river emitted a faint light, as if the entire forest began to lit up.
[The trees around here are called Light Trees. They store a little magic
power from the air and they would emit light every month or so.]
[It's amazing… How should I say this… It's just so overwhelming…]
[Isn't it beautiful?]
[Yes.]
The light isn't strong enough to sting my eyes, they're gentle and faint
like the luminescence of a firefly, and combined with the light reflected
off the surface of the water, it makes it feel as if we are in a sea of stars.
[If it's this beautiful, this place must be a very popular place…]
[This place is very popular. However, I've reserved the whole place,
even the area opposite of the river!]
[Uwaahhh, that sounds bad.]
[Ahaha.]
Just from what I'm seeing, this place seems to be quite a famous tourist
attraction. However, it seems like Kuro had also noticed it, I don't know
what means she used though, but she managed to reserve this place for
us.
Well, she seems to have connections with the Chairman of the largest
trading company, so it's possible that she could do these things if she
wanted to. Hmmm, how should I say this, I once again realized how
amazing Kuro is. Is it better if I use honorifics when talking to her?
[…Mhmm, if you won't talk with me like you usually do, I won't like it.]
[…Roger that.]
[Then, it's good.]
[Hahaha.]
My thoughts, which are too expressive according to her, immediately
conveyed what I'm thinking to her, and Kuro turned her eyes to me in
protest in response, her cheeks puffing up adorably. That's too cute,
stop that.
However, how should I put it… I felt like these kinds of conversations
are good. It's a very calming and comforting feeling, as if the strength in
my shoulders is released, along with the fatigue that they're carrying.
[…Thank you, Kuro.]
[Unn?]
[Well, you've been looking out to me about various things…]
[I'm just doing what I want to do, okay?]
[Still, I want to thank you properly.]
[I see… Then, you're welcome. I guess?]
Even the silence that came after that brief conversation with her isn't
unpleasant, and it rather feels calm and comfortable for me.
[Ei~!]
[Eh? What the—-!?]
As I let myself bask on the gentle atmosphere around me, Kuro
suddenly yanked me down with a force unimaginable from her tiny
body, and I became speechless as I felt a soft touch on my head.
A little later, I find myself in a position where I look up at Kuro's face—-
I noticed that I'm in that so-called lap pillow, but aside from that,
illuminated by the faint light of the nearby trees, I couldn't help but
gasp, looking at the expression on Kuro's face as she had a small smile
on her face.
It's not the innocent, childish smile she usually have, but it's like the
smile of a mother looking at her child—- I guess you could call it a
motherly expression? She's just smiling at me, but I felt like I'm being
wrapped in her kindness. And the feel of the soft, warm lap in the back
of my head.
[...…]
Without saying anything, Kuro began to gently stroke my hair, keeping
the smile on her face.
Even though she's much older than me, the situation is that Kuro, who's
a flawless beauty, is giving me a lap pillow. I would normally have
fidgeting about in embarrassment, but her golden eyes that seem to see
everything and the comfort of being held in her embrace keeps my body
and head still
[…Do you feel a little less tired now?]
[Eh?]
[I know that Kaito-kun is a kind child. You're always thinking about the
people around you.]
[...…]
[Of all the children summoned this time, Kaito-kun is the oldest. If
Kaito-kun looks anxious, even the other children around you will get
anxious too. And that's why you swallowed your anxiety and
impatience, and thought that you needed to stay calm.]
[...…]
Ah, I see—– I don't know if I should say that it's as I thought or it should
be expected of her but… Kuro saw through everything.
I've had that feeling for some time now. She has been like that from the
moment we met, whenever I was about to think too much about
something, she'd say something out of the blue and all my unnecessary
thoughts would be blown away… On the other hand, in the times I felt
anxious, she listened and affirmed my grumbles… That's why I feel
comfortable talking with Kuro.
[I think it's really cool that a child can naturally do that. However,
fatigue could be found not only in the body but in the mind as well. You
may not notice it, but little by little…]
[That… might be so.]
[Kaito-kun, did you have fun today?]
[Yeah, I feel like it's been a long time since I've been surprised by so
many things and had a carefree conversation without trying to fit in
with my surroundings. It's thanks to Kuro…]
[I see, if that's the case, I'm glad.]
The wondrous faint lights, the gentle touch of the hand stroking my
head, and the affectionate smile that looks straight at me. It could really
be as Kuro said, I may have been storing up my fatigue for some time.
Ever since I came to the other world, or perhaps, long before that…
[Kaito-kun, just a little bit, even if it's just for a little bit… You can
depend on me. Why don't you rest for a bit? Even if it's just so that we
could do our best tomorrow again… Okay?]
[…Yeah.]
Her gentle voice lulling me like a lullaby, I felt my eyelids drop with
sense of relief that I can't put into words.
I can feel the warmth touch and the fragrance of her scent, and her
voice that seemed to gently permeate around me…
[It's alright. I would be here with you…]
Hearing such words, I remembered the past as my consciousness sank
into slumber.
Dear Mother, Father—– come to think of it, this might be the first time
this happened "since both of you disappeared". That I, from the bottom
of my heart—– was able to depend on someone…