Of course, I wouldn't dare to think that in front of the captor. But after he was gone and I was sure he was, these thoughts entered my mind. However, I have noticed something about my memories. It is almost as if they are incomplete. I have recalled saying things like 'elder,' 'elders,' 'home,' and now 'genie.' What do these things mean? I still don't know. I don't think the captors did anything to my memories. Should I ask them? Will I receive praise or punishment?1Considering that this may be new information, I am sure they could give me more time before my second experiment or even decide not to go through with it… probably. I just have to tell them everything about me, right? That's what the experiments are for. But am I not delaying the inevitable? I wonder if I should ask that bastard when he had his last experiment. But I don't want to see him or even think about talking to him.
"I am deep inside my cell where that bastard can't see me, but I can still hear his laughter. I'm furious with myself for losing my reward to that fool. But isn't it normal to trust everything the captor says? Well, he did mention something about me being a special subject now. That's what's written in front of my name in this new cell, and I have to start using my brain… eh.1I wonder when this 'starter' will arrive. I hope they stay for a long time before leaving. I can't imagine anything more painful or horrifying than an experiment, though.1As I was lost in these thoughts, two Humas approaching: one was a child, the other an adult."