After me and Namjoon came back from the pool, Yoongi asked me to come into his room to talk with him and Taehyung was there too, I waved Namjoon goodbye and felt proud of myself for being brave and apologising to him, along with actually having some fun getting to know him.
"Taehyung told me what happened." That's one way to ruin my mood.
I immediately tensed up and clenched my fist, I grabbed Taehyung by his neck and glared at him, "I'm really getting fucking fed up with you, what's so difficult about letting me deal with it myself?" I wasn't squeezing very hard, but he seemed visibly scared and somewhat froze. I could feel Yoongi watching me and it felt like he was judging on how far I'd go, jokes on him. I'm not getting that angry at anybody ever again.
I scoffed and ripped my hand away, making sure to take notice of the bruise on his jawline that I made yesterday, i turned back to Yoongi, "You only know his side of the story." I said, my voice is still threatening as when I was speaking with Yoongi, which is why I deserved it when Yoongi coldly said, "Don't speak to me like that Jungkook, I'm only here to explain what happened."
"What exactly do you think I'm saying about you Jungkook?! Im not making up stories, or exaggerating to get you in trouble, I'm not a fucking child anymore Jungkook. I'm simply saying what I saw, and what I saw is you literally tearing out Namjoons organs, I'm not sure about you but I'd think that's something to be concerned about." Hearing his stupid voice made me even angrier, I glared at nearly at a whisper saying, "Dont. Even. Try. To explain yourself.... I am hanging on a very thin string right now and your over here flashing scissors in my face." I warned him, getting another scared face along with him backing away.
Seeing how afraid he was of me was heart breaking to me, it proved that what I did was real, and somehow it reversed itself. And just seeing his pretty face.... I want to see a smile, I want to see him happy, not being afraid of me.
"Enough, Tae, I think it's best you leave." Yoongi said, Taehyung immediately speed walking out of the room, I turned to Yoongi fighting tears.
"What's happening to me Hyung?..." I asked him, almost in a begging tone as I couldn't hold back some sobs as I spoke, immediately first instinct was to grab onto yoongis and hug his stomach as I got into my knees in front of him. "I'm scared Hyung, what if- what if I hurt someone again..." As I pressed my face into his stomach I felt his warm hands wrapping around my head, gently petting me, "Shh... Don't panic, okey? Calm down and let me explain."
I sniffled but nodded, staying quiet cause I knew I'd start crying if I spook, "What happened, it was all real.... The Royal Ethereal Demons saw what you did and decided you deserved a second chance and reversed what you did. Unfortunately only Namjoon forgot what you did since he was already dead when they reserved reality. So he only remembers what happened before the first attack you made on him. Since that was when reality was reset, it seems you've become favourable to some of them, they want to see you succeed so they gave you a second chance. And you decided to take it," As Yoongi explained it to me I slowly stopped crying lookin up at him, "Instead of doing it again, you decided to better yourself and let go of your ego and admit what you've been suppressing. But be careful, you've got the favours of god's, but a gods patience can only go so far," As he warned me he gently took my chin in his hands, "Don't. Screw up again...."
Yoongi turned away from me heading to his drawer in the side of his bed, getting a bottle of something, pills?
"You've gotten a taste of his blood... You're gonna crave it, like nothing you've ever wanted before. And because of this the simplest thing he does will arouse you, and typically attraction and arousal leads to hunger for that person's blood. Drink one of these once a day for about a week, it'll die down any attraction you feel towards anyone. Unfortunately Taehyung and Jimin along with that, but for now if you get aroused, the possibility of attacking Namjoon is a possibility. But it'll fade once the blood leaves your system, so it's not permanent." He handed me the bottle of strange medicine, and I quickly nodded understanding that I need to do whatever i can to keep myself from him.
And if I'm honest the thought of biting Taehyung has been vivid in my mind, so arousal leading to hunger makes sense. I just need to control myself, like Yoongi said, a gods patience only lasts that long.
A few days went by, I'll admit it was a bit overwhelming looking at Jimin and seeing nothing but a plain body, instead of the usual angelic god that I'm used to. But I got threw it, I tried touching myself but I couldn't get hard, which is good i guess. I thought that being able to do that will take away from the guilt of not being attracted to Jimin, but thinking now it would've just made me feel more guilty.
I sat on my bed taking the last pill, readying myself for the day as I got a plain black t-shirt out from my already messy closet. I opened the door and went downstairs, putting on my shoes in the elevator already.
"Ready?" Hobi Hyung asked me, I nodded and grabbed his waist from the back. Back-hugging him while he walked out the door of the hotel with the rest of us.
We discussed it and all agreed to try and find a more convenient place to stay, as we didn't know how long this apocalypse would last and we wanted to be as comfortable as possible along with being as safe, and convenient as we could.
We decided that finding somewhere smaller and more defendable would be the best option since if that thing attacked us again. It'd be instant death trying to get to the main lobby as there where only two ways down, and both are equally dangerous and easily destroyed.
The first way down is an elevator that goes straight up and down stopping at every floor, which is obvious why that's a bad idea incase of emergency. And the other way is a staircase, basic staircase leading to every floor. Which is admittedly not as bad as the elevator, but still easy to get injured, get destroyed, all that nice death. I like to think of it as the staircase of hell, cause it'll lead you straight to it if one wrong thing happens.
The other things we took into consideration was food and accessibility, Namjoon suggested somewhere we could build a garden incase we run out of food. Which is likely since most stores and grocery stores were destroyed. And we also needed a permanent supply of blood for me so Jin suggested a small little piggy farm. Since we already confirmed that pig blood is one of the less disgusting types of blood, and they are easy to feed and it's easy acces to meat as well.
So at the end of the day we came up with a farm-like build that we can easily defend, so me, Hobi Hyung, Taehyung bitch and Jin got into one car and Namjoon, Jimin and Yoongi got another. We decided to go with the same strategy as before and split up with one group of three and another of four, we could've done three groups with two duos and one triple man-ed, but thought it'd be safer to go in bigger groups but still keep the groups small enough to be discreet.
I fought about Taehyung not coming with us but everyone decided to be bitches and tell me we need to figure out a way to get along and not cause so much trouble, and that somehow led to spending MORE time together (┛ಸ_ಸ)┛彡┻━┻
We decided to actually go to a few farms that we found out about off of the internet while Jimin's team went threw the city, the first farm we found being completely torn apart, barely even able to call it a house anymore. The second one was fine but we got the ick, all of us felt unsafe there so we decided not to try our luck and got out of there as fast as possible, listening to the gut feeling that clearly said no.
This continued for a while of us checking out random farms and heading out into the country side, having four viable options at the end of the day when we came back to the hotel. We saw the others hanging out in the lobby, seeming to be going threw a few things they probably brought back from the city.
I went to hug Jimin and gave him some kisses while he sorted threw different types of guns, putting there amo in labeled baskets, which finally i felt was hot. In fact it was fucking hot, Taehyung had to ruin it and say some stupid shit about where we're going.
We started discussing everything, and decided that the vibes really weren't right, and that we shouldn't rush to get out of the city and put ourselves in even more danger then we would just staying here. We ended up deciding to go completely towards the country side and find something safer tomorrow. Luckily the conversation only lasted about an hour and a half until I managed to get Jimin alone with me.
"I've cheated on you twice already.... But I still want to be with you and I hope you'll forgive me.... It's your choice if you want to continue this..." I decided to get straight to the point with him, we were in my bedroom, I was at first making out with him on the bed but then realized we should probably discuss this before any of that happens.
He stayed quiet for a long time simply staring at me, but I decided not to think too much and just to accept whatever he says so I don't get too worked up, and so I can control my emotions better.
Eventually he sighed and nodded, which I didn't find too believable, I gently grabbed his throat and made him look at me, "Don't. Tell me what you really want...." I basically demanded as I suspected there was more on his mind, which he luckily answered honestly.
"I don't know what to do in the long run... But right now.... I know that i want do this with you, I want to have sex with you...." I felt a bit hurt I'll admit, softly I whispered, "I'm not ready to go all the way..." Feeling offended that he only wanted my body, but at the end of the day I could understand.
"It's okey.." Jimin whispered back to me, gently putting his arms around my neck, "Whatever you want to do.... Just go at your own pace, but please touch me.... Please I can't take this anymore..." I smiled softly knowing how desperate he was for me, it showed that he hasnt been with Taehyung. Which I gave them permission for but he still decided to remain loyal even though he was probably horny as hell. Unfortunately something I failed to do...
I nonetheless kissed him deeply, gently putting my hands into his pants touching his erection, I could hear him gasp but I quickly shut him up with more kisses. I gently and slowly rubbed my fingers around it, his deck literally being too small to put my whole hand around.
I heard him moan and start to push his hips forward, but I still wanted kisses so I wouldn't let him stop kissing me. At the end of the day I ended up just giving him a handjob while making out, and he left to his bedroom to go to bed and I just took care of myself while thinking about him. For some reason after I was already done I suddenly became grateful that I didn't think about Taehyung while touching myself? I was already done and suddenly he came into my mind, how does that work?