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Chapter 5 - Chapter five: Don't want to love you

"WAAAAAAAAA!??!?!!!!!" We all screamed as we heard the ear bursting shriek filled the empty hallways, we couldn't help but grab our ears in pain as we started running away from the sound and the disgusting creature breaking through the barricades.

I dragged Taehyung across the hallway literally throwing him further away from that thing, but I somehow didn't realize Jimin was still inside the room being cornered. Not even thinking I grab a random object and stabbed it into the things backside making it screech even louder while I used my body to protect Jimin from its tail smashing into us.

It knocked me a bit out of breathe but I immediately regained my composure dragging Jimin out and away from its screeching, I saw Taehyung trying to come back but I grabbed him as well and ran with them towards the exit where the other three where waiting.

We immediately jumped into the car and Namjoon drove off as fast as possible with that thing following after us, but I injured it pretty badly and it couldn't keep up and eventually gave up.

Namjoon kept driving and driving further and further into the city, the more and more we saw the more and more afraid we got.

"It's a ghost town...." Seokjin said softly looking around as the sun was starting to come up, throughout the whole drive I was struggling to keep it all together, everyone was, but it feels like I'm just so much weaker then they are. I feel pathetic.

Namjoon eventually decided to stop at a hotel, we all hesitantly got out of the car and quickly went inside as we were all still very shaken up and scared.

The moment we got inside and was safe I collapsed onto the floor coughing up blood, Jimin immediately caught me and tried to help me but there wasnt much he could do.

"You're so fucking stupid! Why would you jump in front of me like that?!!" He scolded me, I look up at him smiling weakly, "Did you get hurt? Did I hurt you hyung?" I ask, that was literally the only thing I cared about right now.

"Are you seriously thinking if I got hurt or not?! You could've died!" He continued scolding me, "Jimin, give him some space." Yoongi said, putting his hand on Jimin shoulder, Jimin angrily got up and stepped back.

The moment I was no longer in his embrace everything went black, a seconds later I'm in a completely different room?

I look around a bit and spot Jimin sitting on the floor next to the bed leaning on it and staring into space "Where.... am I?...." I ask weakly, his head immediately shot up, "You're okey?!" He exclaimed immediately getting up and cupping my cheeks, "How are you how do you feel?! Does your chest hurt?!"

I nod my head slightly sitting up with a struggle, "My chest feels tight..." I say, my voice is tired and hoarse, "Taehyungie said that you're okey, but you might feel some chest pain and that you shouldn't over work your body cause you're blood pressure is too low." Jimin explained getting some pillows off a couch and putting it behind my back for me to rest on, I spotted that I'm in a hotel room and that Yoongi is sleeping on the floor in front of the couch Jimin stole pillows from for some reason.

"What's wrong with him?" I asked softly pulling Jimin onto the bed with me and spooning him while still sitting up, "He was worried about you and said he wanted to keep an eye on you but fell asleep a few hours ago."

"A few hours??" I look at Jimin shocked, "How long was I asleep for?"

"About six hours, he fell asleep about three hours ago." Jimin said, I groan, "fuck, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to sleep so long...."

"No, no it's not your fault, why would you apologize? I'm just happy you're alive at this point. Taehyung said you were close to leaving us back there...." Jimin look down to his lap, "He's being dramatic." I try to reassure him, gently rubbing his thigh.

"Hes not, Jungkookie.... you almost died because of me..." "And you almost died because I wasn't paying attention, we're even." I smile at him, gently placing a kiss onto his cheek.

"It's not the same.." Jimin whispered, still refusing to look me in the eyes, I gently took his chin in my hand and made him look at me. Without saying anything I kissed him on his lips. I could feel him flinch away at first but soon he accepted it and kissed me back.

He groaned softly into my mouth while I kissed him, very reluctantly I pulled away, "I'm sorry.... I know it's wrong.... I almost lost you... Jimin hyung i love you, and I really can't live without you." I whisper to him, then kissed him once more.

"Hyung I really love you...." I say again, after a few seconds my eyes started watering with tears as silence took over the room, "Please say it back..." I beg him, but he stays quiet.

I sigh, pushing him off of me, "I understand..." I say, "Jungko-" "no. It's okey I understand.." I cut him off, then notice Yoongi waking up, "Hyung, can you please take Jimin to get some rest? I'm fine now, I promise." I asked Yoongi, Jimin tries to protest but luckily Yoongi caught on and told him to leave.

I could see Taehyung behind the door while Jimin left, I wondered what he wanted but Yoongi closed the door before I could ask.

And the moment I heard their footsteps leaving I broke down sobbing into my pillow, it's okey though. I don't blame him, I wouldn't love me either.

After a few minutes so heard a knock on the door, I sniffled, "Who-" I try to ask but Yoongi hyung interrupted me, "It's me." He said as he opened the door, "Come right in why don't you?" I say sarcastically wiping my face, "I'm sorry.... about Jimin."

"You knew didn't you? You kept looking at us when ever we were together, as if you knew." I say, basically questioning whether I was right or seeing things, he nodded as he came over to the bed and sat down, "I don't know... a guess? It's just- Jimin said that he does love you, but he's not sure if he loves you as a brother as a best friend or as a lover." Yoongi said, then put his hand on my shoulder, "Just give him time... okey? He'll come around."

I nod at his statement, still absolutely heart broken and not sure what to make if the situation, but at the end of the day there's nothing I really can do.

I heard a knock on the door again, "Come in." Yoongi said, I then saw literally everyone, "Can we all sleep together again?" Seokjin asked, I nodded smiling softly wiping my face, I could see Jimin and Taehyung hang back until everyone else is inside he room with their blankets and pillows, then they slowly walk in.

I understand Jimin but why Taehyung?

"How are you feeling now?" Namjoon asks, coming to sit next to me and touching my forehead, I glare at him. Now that I know Jimin might not even love me at all just the thought of him makes me want cry.

I slap his hand away, "I'm fine." I say under my breathe, I get a few look but it was obvious I didn't like him because of Jimin, so nobody was too mad.

That night went by peacefully, however most of us weren't sleeping at all, we were all wide awake besides for Yoongi and Seokjin.

I could hear someone crying but didnt really care who, if it's Jimin I ain't getting involved, if it's Namjoon I hope he dehydrates and dies, if it's Taehyung getting involved would be worse then if I got involved with Jimin. So I will continue peacefully scrolling on my phone.

At about two A.M I started to hear Namjoons snoring, so that meant only me, Jimin and Taehyung were still awake.

I heard some rustling and whispering so I decided to turn my phone off and pretend to sleep so I could hear better, "So.... are you in love with him?.." I could hear Taehyung asking, it took a long while before Jimin answered. "He's my brother....."

"So... you do love him but think it's wrong cause you're brother's?..." Taehyung asked, I opened my eyes briefly and I could see they were laying on the floor close to each other, they were facing each other and holding each other closely. Taehyung was facing me while Jimin had his back to me next to the bed.

"It is wrong.... I'm his big brother I'm not supposed to-" "Catch feelings?" Taehyung interrupted Jimin, I could see him nodding and a small smile appaered on Taehyung's face, "Just because it's inconvenient doesn't mean it's wrong. Trust me, I've been exactly where you are, and I might not have the same relationship with him as you do. But I've come to realize it's not wrong to love someone, especially someone who you're so close with. I feel like it's easier for you to fall in love with him since you know him so well, I only went by what he looked like and acted like around his friends." Taehyung chuckled at the last part, is he in love with me now? Is Jimin yes or no?? Am I even hearing this conversation correctly???

"Do you really think so?... is it really... okey?..." Jimin's voice seemed to have broken at 'okey', "B-but... I don't want to love him...." Jimins confession... why would he not want to... "Am I really that bad?..." I mumbled, and regretted it immediately as they spung up as related I was listening to them the whole time.