What have I been expecting from Alp's kiss?
Felix and Art made me forget myself and everything else around me with their kisses. The memory of their kiss still burns on my skin.
Alp does not allow me to dive into the same ecstasy. He pulls me closer and deepens the kiss, but before I can feel him the way I felt Felix and Art, he pulls away. His face shows signs of pain, only momentarily. He takes a step back and says, "This doesn't seem right."
Confused, I stare at him. I have no idea what is right or wrong. All I can think about is how he pulled me closer and kissed me, and how that kiss ended in a moment. I want more, but my dignity stops me from demanding something like this from him. My fingertips tingle. All I can think, and say, is "Why?"
"Don't you see? You are acting on your impulse. You are not thinking." He moves away from me like I am suffering from something contagious. I don't tell him that his behaviour has the power to hurt me.
