Alp is beautiful. I noticed it when I saw him for the first time, and I noticed it afterwards, every time he came in front of me. He has something about him, an aura that makes him look completely different from the other men in this household. It's probably his lineage. I make a mental note to ask him about it
But right now, I just want to watch him. I want to be able to look at his face until my eyesight becomes weaker and weaker, until everything is dark, and my body becomes dust. I am not exactly certain about the origin of that thought, but hsi beauty might have played a role in it.
He watches me back. I can't read his eyes as well I can when Felix and Art stand in front of me. That is the difference between them and Alp. Alp tries his best to keep his thoughts and emotions in. Like right now, I can tell there is a storm brewing inside his head. He is probably trying to guess what made me make such a random and shameless request. Or, perhaps he knows why?
