It's Sunday
It's Sunday
A muscle memory routine, I say it's Sunday as soon as I wake up every Sunday, I'm not a religious person nor a morning person, so it's got nothing to do with any god or daylight.
In fact it's got everything to do with the devil I work for and the darkness for an office I work in, as I stroll downstairs to my open spaced kitchen I instantly regret not getting drunk last night.
At least the hangover would have blocked out last night's memories. Last night Killian kissed me after I told him I'm in love with him. I don't understand why some days I just want to Killian Killian and others I'd Kill for his attention.
I am a strong independent 26 year old, I do not need Killian Lores or anyone else to feel happy. The only reason I'm even feeling so emotional over Killian is because he is always around, always there. I know that the only way he'll disappear from my life is if I vanish.
That kind of voodoo doesn't exist
"So how is it i could have had any man in the city and you still end up lusting over the one guy i can't have?" I sigh as I lean against the counter, pouring myself a cup of tea and looking around the kitchen.
The walls are covered with pictures of my friends and family. I pull my phone from the wireless plug
"13 missed calls from mom 9 hours ago" I read off the screen, she must have tried calling me as soon as she landed in Miami
"20 unread texts 3 of which are from Rachel " I click on her messages.
"You okay?"
"I'm sorry about last night, you never came downstairs, so we served everyone the food to go and kept your cake in the fridge"
"I'm here if you need me mama"
Omg I completely forgot about the dinner last night I spent the rest of my night scolding myself for being so vulnerable Infront of Killian.
My living room and kitchen is spotless, Rachel and Trey must have cleaned up before they left.
"I love you so much girl, the house is spotless, let's meet this evening, I'll tell you all about last night with Killian" I sent the message to Rachel,
I open the unread messages that are from Killian
"I want a Demo of your presentation before tomorrow be at the conference room by 9am, no later!"
"Don't forget to take the notes that are on your desk and read them thoroughly before the meeting"
"You better be reading my messages and not be sleeping, you've got a busy day today"
"If you're not at the meeting tomorrow, I'll kill you Marissa And I'll revive you and then I'll kill you again And revive you and kill you again and again until your dead body is filled with my bullets it's light enough to be carried by the weakest breeze"
I don't know what it is with him, but i'm not going anywhere, I'm not his property so he can't threaten to kill me and revive me as he pleases.
"I can see that you've read these messages Marissa" he texts back
"But it's Sunday " I whine sending my reply
"Get over yourself, and get dressed, I'll be over in ten minutes"
"No you won't" I hit the call button
"Oh I most certainly will" he answers
"It's Sunday, we can't work today, plus you've seen my presentation demo a million times already, I know it like my ABC's at this point"
"Fine, you won't have to work " he replies
"So what are we doing then?"
"We'll have breakfast at my place" he replies
"What are you having for breakfast" I ask him
"I'm making something"
"What are you making" I ask him
"Something that'll knock your panties off"
"Ohhh, sounds delicious, count me in" I say
"I already am, be ready in ten" he says hanging up the phone.I jog upstairs and pick out a nice outfit, and head to the bathroom.
I turn the shower on and undress, letting the steamy water run down my skin, the shower is exactly what I need.
I close my eyes and try to clear my mind, but Killian is all that fills my head.His lips, the way he kissed me, the way his body felt against mine, the no amount of coffee or detergent could drown his natural scent.
I feel my nipples harden as my hand slips down to my clit, I'm so turned on just thinking about him.
I imagine him standing right Infront of me, naked, his lips kissing my neck, his hands all over my body.
My hand slips inside my pussy and I let out a moan,
"Killian"
My fingers rub my clit faster and faster as I imagine him pushing his cock inside me, his thrusts deep and strong.
"Marissa"
My heart is beating so fast as I picture him holding me tight, my hands all over his abs and chest, his dick deep inside me,
"I'm gonna cum Killian"
My legs shake as the orgasm rocks through me, I'm breathing hard, my back is against the wall and I slowly open my eyes.
My eyes are blurry, I blink and focus them and suddenly realize that my vision isn't blurry, it's wet. I'm crying?.
I'm standing naked and crying for a man who has never shown me anything but a cold hard stare, and yet here I am, crying, wishing that he was the man that he pretends to be, the one who is in love with me.
I feel sorry for my nieces and nephews that look up to me, I'm a complete mess in love with a man that's made it clear he wants nothing more that pleasure from me.
I step out of the shower and dry myself off, and walk into the bedroom and put on the dress I picked out.
"Killian" I yelp as he's sitting on the spot where I left my clothes.
"Sorry, I knocked and then used the key you gave me" he snickers
"That's not alright, I didn't give you my keys and where are my clothes?"
"Well, I was getting ready to come up here, then I heard the water running and got distracted, you should have given me a sign or something" he shrugs
"You're unbelievable"
"Why thank you"
"It wasn't a compliment" I frown walking to my closet to pick out another set of clothes"
"Why is my closet locked Killian?"
"Oh yeah I've got the key to that too, oops " he shrugs
"Why do you have a key to everything, and why are all my closets locked?"
"Because you're the worst person in the world, and I needed the key to lock away everything you love and cherish"
"What do you want?, I just want my peace it's Sunday for flip sakes" I flop to the bed almost crying as my voice cracks with my last sentence
"Oh lemon, what's wrong"
He walks towards the bed and kneels Infront of me.
"Is it because of yesterday?, listen if it makes you feel any better, I've forgotten about it already"
"It's not that, it's that...I can't...I'm just tired"
"Of what?"
"Everything"
"Like what?"
"This, us, the tension, you Killian"
"What about me?"
"You confuse me, you treat me like shit, you don't appreciate anything that I do for you and yet I'm in love with you , yet I think I'm in love with you"
"Do you want me to leave Marissa?"
"I do" he sighs lightly gently placing the keys on my forehead and standing up to leave
"Are you actually leaving Killian?"
"You just said"
"I know, it's okay, you can go" I cry louder
"Then why are you crying?"
"I don't know"
"Oh God, please stop crying, I don't know what to do if you keep crying"
"You don't care if I cry, why should I care about how you feel"
"Oh my God, I'll cook you your favourite dish, right now if you stop" he bargains and I nod sideways tears streaming down my cheeks
"I'll cook three of your favourite dishes today, I'll ne your personal chef and we don't have to go to my place, I'll cook them here, you don't even have to leave your room, you can do the demo here" I wail louder as I'm starting to sweat and my eyeballs feel itchy
"Okay okay, I'll be your personal chef for the day, cook you whatever you want and you don't have to do a demo, I'll even get you a sundae bar, bowl, foundation?" I cease my sobs and nod positively
"Okay, you get dressed " he says pointing to the keys still on my chest and come down stairs "I'll make you a Full proper English breakfast" he says rushing out the door.
***
"Oh no, the eggs, I forgot the eggs, oh no" Killian's voice reaches my ears and I can't help but chuckle, I haven't heard him panic ever, and now here he is, freaking out over an egg. I should fake cry a lot often.
"No no, that's not enough salt, the eggs should taste like salt, the ham should taste salty, the beans, oh no the beans are cold" I'm sitting on the dining table, my elbows propped up as I watch him scold himself and stress about my breakfast, such a view.
"There's no milk, why are there no eggs, I need eggs, oh no"
"Why are you so worried, we can have cereal, I still haven't eaten and you've been cooking for hours"
"Because I said, I'll cook for you, and this is the only thing I know how to cook"
"Why are you cooking for me?, We can order in or just eat the beautiful pancakes you've prepared"
"Those are omlet eggs Marissa, Proper English needs to have sunny side up" he says throwing the pans in the sink
"But you cooked the omelette already, and they, they look delicious Killian, here " I said reaching for a piece and taking a bite
It's a bit crispy I'll admit, but they're edible
"They are sumptuous Killian" I act suprise and mesmerized by the taste
"They are?"
"Yh serve them, what are you so stressed about?"
"It's the first time you're having my breakfast, I thought it should at least look right "
"Killian, you didn't have to, just the fact that you're doing it is enough"
"I'm glad it's enough" he smiles as he places a plate of omelette and the other one filled with pancakes and bacon on the table
"Bon Appetite" he cheers as he walks away to the counter to clear the island , I reach over and take a bite out of the pancake, and then the omelette
"They're good, really good" I chime to make him feel better. I down everything in each plate and let out a satisfying belch
"What a lady" Killian chuckles as he washes the dishes he used to cook me breakfast
"Where's my dessert?" I ask getting up from the dining table to place my stacked plates in the kitchen sink
"Right here, what would you like Marissa?" He coos placing his forehead on mine
"Oh, that's not what I you don't start crying again"
"I wasn't crying, I was just tired, and you were annoying me, and I don't like you"
"Yh okay, but you like my lips"
"No, no I don't, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no"I can feel my cheeks burning as I speak, my heart is beating a million beats per second.
My senses are heightened as my entire body becomes tingly.
"I need a strawberry sundae" I murmur shyly
"Wait for two minutes"
I walk back into the dining room as Killian goes outside, and comes back two minutes later with a bowl of freshly washed strawberries, ice cream, and vanilla syrup
"Here"
"Thank you , Come sit with me" I offer pulling him towards me.He settles next to me and I offer him a piece of strawberry dipped in ice cream and honeyed sauce,
"That's good" he chuckles and I laugh alongside him.
"Listen Marissa"
"Hum" I nod urging him on as I continue to pop berries and the sundaes into my mouth
"Well you and I won't work, okay, I can't give you a relationship, I can't be that guy for you"
"Is it because you're my boss Killian?, Cuz I can quit"
"How would you have reacted if I had kissed you before last night?, What would you have done, would we have gone back to the way we were before, or would we have worked"
"Killian" I call his attention as he stares blankly at the table
"Would you have given me a chance?, would you have wanted me after all the terrible things I've done to you, and you're not going to lie, because we both know what kind of a man I am, would you still be sitting her right now, would we be together, or would you have left the moment I kissed you, would we still be working together?"
"Would we be having a serious conversation or would we have had sex and forgotten all about it?"
"Killian"
"Would you have stayed for breakfast the next morning, or would you have left?"
"Killian, can you shut up for a minute, jeez"
"What?, I was just asking a question"
"Okay, what happened to you, why are you like this, where did the real Killian go oh my god, did someone kidnap him and replace him with a robot, is that what happened?"
"You're funny, why haven't I seen this side of you"
"Because you're an asshole"
"And so are you"
"We'll reset assured, you're the only asshole I'll ever want and I don't like to share"
"But what about that one time, where you said I could have a threesome"
"I was joking Killian"
"I know"
"Can we just for a moment forget everything that's happened and just stay here, together"
"Just the two of us?"
"Yes, no drama, no work, no Rachel, no Trey, no family, no nothing, just us"
"Okay, so can I ask you a question?"
"Sure"
"Are you still in love with me, because, if you are, we can't continue this, we can't have anything"
"Why?, Why can't we have something"
"Because I won't have the time or energy to give you, or even a relationship, I will hurt you, and I'd rather be alone than have you and hurt you"
"I'm not a fragile baby, and it's not like you're my first boyfriend, and if you hurt me, I can always break your balls"
"Ouch"
"Fine, do this as an apology for everything you've done wrong, be my boyfriend again for the rest of the day"I reach for his shirt and pull him closer, I want more from him "Just for today, Killian, please"
"You're begging me Marissa, I've never heard you beg"
"I've never asked for something as big as this, and I never will again"
"I'll hurt you Marissa, I'll fuck this up" his breath fanning my face
"And I'll be right here when you do, then we'll try again until we both get it right, plus I want you to fuck me up" I say undoing his button all the way to his pants
"Marissa" he warns
"It's fine, it's just one time, just this once, and you're the one who wanted to take it slow, you're the one who doesn't want anything serious It's just one time Killian and tomorrow you can forget about it" I plead as I straddle him and grind his bulge which I feel harden almost immediately
"Marissa, listen"
"No more talking , please just fuck me hard" I hump faster lifting my shirt
"What did I say about acting like a slut Marissa " his voice is low and dark, the way he says slut sends a chill down my spine and makes my pussy clench, I've missed his dirty mouth.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, please punish me"
"Oh I'm going to punish you alright, get off of me, go upstairs and wait for me in your room" he instructs, his voice so firm and demanding that I instantly get off him and run upstairs to my bedroom.
My legs are shaking and my heart is pounding hard, it feels like the first time all over again.
I can't believe we're actually doing this, it's Sunday and we're about to have sex, the same day I cried myself to sleep wishing I wasn't in love with him, and now I'm like a child about to receive cotton candy I can't contain my excitement and anticipation, my heart is racing, and my palms are sweating, and I keep pacing the room and looking at the door
"Killian, where are you?"
I walk to the bathroom and wash my hands and freshen up, checking myself in the mirror, making sure my make up is still in place and my hair still looks nice
"Hey, is everything okay" I call out when Killian doesn't reply, maybe he didn't hear me, I open the bathroom door and gasp,
"Killian, what are you doing here, did I take too long?"
"You took your time, but I wanted to talk to you first" he said
"About what?"
"Us, our future"
"Our future?" I looked at him confused
"Yes, and since this is our first official date, we need to set some ground rules"
"What kind of rules?"
"If you're not comfortable, just say the word, and we'll stop, whatever it is, we'll stop"
"Okay?"
"First after today, we're nothing more than co workers, second, you move two floors down, you won't work on the same floor with me, and third" he grabs me by the back of my neck and sits me on the bed. He sits on the bed as well and bends me over his lap
"You stay away from my office while we're at work, if there anything for me hand it to my PA, understood?" His voice firm and serious
"Yes sir" I say as my pussy pulsates
He quickly slides my skirt up and take my panties down my legs
"I haven't been able to fuck this fat ass since our last session and we've got to make up for lost time are you okay with this lemon?"
"Yes sir" I moan as he rubs my ass gently
"What is the safe word?"
"Lemon"
"Good girl, and what are you not allowed to say when I'm fucking you?"
"Sir"
"What's that?" He spanks me and rubs the spot gently
"Nothing" I moan as he spanks me again
"What's that?"
"Mr"
"Wrong, you're not allowed to call me sir or Mr Lores, only Killian"
"Killian" I moan as he spanks me again
"Who am I lemon?"
"Killian" he spanks me twice this time
"That's right and what is your name?"
"Lemon"
"Good girl" he kisses my ass and lifts me and lays me on the bed.
"Do you want me lemon?"
"I do"
"Then say it"
"Fuck me, please"
"What?"
"Fuck me, fuck me, fuck me Killian, fuck me so hard that I can't feel anything anymore" I cry out loud and Killian doesn't wait any longer, he unzips his pants and pulls out his dick and shoves it deep in my throat at he sucks my wetness in our 69 position
"Marissa" he groans as I swirl my tongue around his dick and suck his balls
"Don't stop, please don't stop" I feel a knot in my stomach
"You like the way I taste don't you" he moans and shoves his length deeper and faster I can only moan back "Oh yes, you do, you love sucking on my cock don't you lemon"
I'm so wet, and Killian's fingers and tongue are pumping in and out of me
"Oh yes, yes, yes"
"That's a good girl , cum for me mama, cum"
"Killian, Killian, KILLIAN" I scream as I cum and squirt
"Get on all fours" Killian orders,
I get on my knees and raise my ass in the air,
"What are you waiting for, you were just crying for my dick a minute ago"
"Killian, please"
"Please what?, say what you want Marissa"
"I need your dick"
"Beg harder" he says gripping my hair
"Fuck me, please fuck me Killian"
"Beg"
"Please, please Killian, I'll do anything"
"Anything?"
"Anything, anything, just fuck me, fuck me hard, please"
"Good girl" he says sliding his dick deep inside my pussy, stretching me and hitting my G spot.
"Oh fuck" he groans and starts pumping harder, each thrust stronger than the previous one
"Killian"
"You're so fucking tight, I'm gonna cum"
"I'm cumming, Killian"
"Me too"
He continues pounding me and gripping my waist, his fingers digging into my flesh,
"Oh God"
"Killian"
He pulls out before either of us can climax and picks me up wrapping my legs around his torso
"Oh, You're mine Marissa"
"Killian" I cry as he shoves his dick deep inside my pussy, filling me up.
"Oh God" I moan as he thrusts harder and faster,
"Killian, you stretch me so good"
"I fucking love you"
"Oh yes, Killian"
"Cum for me lemon"
"Yes I'm coming..i'm gonna"
"Now mami"
"Aaahhhh"
"Oh shit"
We both climax simultaneously, and collapse on the bed, his body hovering over mine. We're both panting hard, breathing erratically, trying to catch our breaths,
"Are you okay lemon" Killian asks caressing my cheek
"I'm fine, keep fucking me, please?" I beg, I don't want tomorrow to come so quickly
"Are you sure?"
"Yes" I said biting my lips
"Marissa doesn't want to take things slow?" He chuckles
"Slow isn't working, just fuck me until I forget everything, until my brains are mush and the only thing I remember is you and your dick"
"As you wish, but can we shower first?"
"We can have a bath"
"I have a better idea" he says picking me up with my legs wrapped around him, carrying me downstairs to the guest bathroom. He turns on the faucet and exhales with relief
"Killian, the water's cold"
"I can't fuck you with warm water, I'll lose my hard on"
"So you're a shower man"
"Yup, and you're a bath woman"
"You know me so well"
"I know that you can't get enough of me"
"Yes, but I love how gentle and sweet you are with me"
"Don't tell anyone"
"I can't , they'll never believe me, can you fuck me now"
"As you wish" he says and slides his dick in me, with legs are over his shoulder and his dick is touching my womb, it's a very sensual feeling.
"I don't want this to end, Killian don't leave me"
"I won't, just hold on a little longer, I'm almost there"
"I'm gonna cum"
"Killian, yes, yes, YES, Killian, Killian, KILLIAN,
"Aaahh Fuck Marissa"
"I'm cumming, oh my God"
"Mmhh"
We both climax and he thrusts his seed in me
"Oh shit " I laugh and moan at the same time as he fucks me harder until I feel another knot
"Ooooooh, Killian" I groan gripping his hair and my eyes rolling back uncontrollably
He pulls out and pumps his fingers in and out faster than ever "push it all out baby" he bites his lip massaging my clit with his thumb as the dirty sounds echo louder in the bathroom,
"I'm cumming, I'm cumming"
"Let it go lemon"
"Aaahhh, Yes, yes, YES, FUCK OH SHIT FUCK"
"Fuck, yes" I spray Killian with my pussy juice and he smiles licking the drops on his face.
"Let's go for round 3, I'm still hard"
"Round three?"
"And four and five"
"You're crazy"
"Today, yes I am Crazy about you we've waited too long, let me make up for lost time"
"Yeah" is the only word I can mouth, my brain might really turn to mush before tomorrow.