At first, she thought everything about moving in alone was great, but she forgot about all the new responsibilities.
she's now alone and of course, she got to cook for herself, clean for herself, do the dishes, do the laundry, and do the groceries.
that didn't bother her as much at first because she was still excited about her" new life".
the excitement lasted for a long time, every time she went to a new place, every time she met new faces and every time she made new friends.
she had a very good feeling about what the future was bringing to her, she was so thankful and so grateful that she got to experience all of these things at that age.
she was so happy that even the little things made her even happier, she enjoyed her first months at their fullest, and she didn't want to lose any second of time.
I mean, after 18 years of living with your strict family, you sure are going to love the freedom, she didn't have her own room, she couldn't go out with people from her school, she couldn't go out by herself and she couldn't wear what she liked to wear.
now she can do all of those things and she's very thankful.
she started getting along with many people, she started new friendships, and she started to go out with those people more often.
but there was her first friend group, they were five, five girls, from different cities.
they started hanging out with each other every day, they had a lot of sleepovers too, they studied together and they had a lot of fun.
she was happy about it, from zero friends to four close ones.
it was peaceful, exciting, and fun.
from that time, she never spent a day alone, she stopped feeling lonely.
she really liked their company, she really cherished the together times but there was something missing.
something that bothered her more and more until she started feeling lonely again.
she knew she was different from them but she felt more different around them.
she didn't stop thinking about what makes her different, it was very hard to decide.
she wanted to put all those thoughts aside and enjoy her life but she was very uncomfortable around people again, even those five girls.
she started to stay in her room for days, meeting people was tiring for her at the moment.
no one noticed anything, she knew she was nothing to everyone and she started to feel that she was all by herself.
she decided to pretend everything was fine and she moved along with time.