The longer it got the more she hated her life.
what I mean by hated her life is she found everything around her a nuisance and everybody started to annoy her.
she decided to isolate herself for some time, she thought that it was not going to last for a week but it lasted for more than a month.
After a whole month of crying and cursing and hating, she almost got into a deep depression but she was stronger than she thought, she realized that she didn't deserve what happened to her, and all of what happened was not her fault, the only mistake she made was not knowing her true worth.
one day, she woke up and for the first time she saw herself as beautiful, for the first time in her entire life she acknowledged her beauty.
she started seeing life differently, life was actually great but she was blind before, blinded by her insecurities and toxicity of people.
after a whole month, she was ready to live peacefully in her new great life with her new energy.
she was seeing through everything and everyone. no more disrespect, no more crossing boundaries, no more manipulation, no more being a pushover.
fuck being a people pleaser, what did those people even do to deserve your pleasing. Do you think you are better than everyone? you think you can use anyone? for anything? well, go fuck a tree or something, because we are done doing charity.
she couldn't believe what she was becoming, she never thought she would be that confident about herself and give herself what she actually deserved.
you can't treat yourself badly and wait for others to do the opposite.
she was so happy with what she became of a person, it was a long hard journey but it was worth every second and every day of her hard work.
but you know, life didn't stop here, it got better and better. her first relationship, she liked the girl a lot and she couldn't believe it when she was finally her girlfriend, those days were one of the best days of her life when she experienced pure absolute happiness, she fell more and more for her partner.
she finally found the love of her life and that was all she wanted to ask for; a pretty gorgeous girl who is all hers now.
life is not perfect, but she will surprise you with some big presents from time to time so you can keep wanting to live longer and longer.
having the best human in the world as a partner is surely the best present you can receive.
life is repaying her for the dark days she lived and now she is loving life.