Meanwhile at home it was like every other day, but I seemed to careless about their attitude. This time, I was so obsessed with the boy I saw. The more I snubbed him, the more this feeling I had for him increased.
I didn't know what it was, but it was taking over my thoughts, my sleep my dreams, it was making me feel weak and slowly, I started getting emotional over the smallest things and talk
I managed to close my eyes, but I kept imaging him getting married to me and kissing me doing does stuff adults do. I had never felt so miserable before but I liked how I felt. Honestly, I didn't pray for this feeling to go away but I still wanted to remain tough. I prayed for it to be morning, so I can gaze at his face and take pictures of him when he wasn't looking
It was 8:00 so I went to bed, I couldn't sleep, still thinking I checked the time, and it was8:05it seemed like ti!e was so slow when I wanted it to move fast so I decided to read a book. I read two books, and it was wtill8:30ooh why. Time as decided to be cruel to me when I wanted it to move fast. I finally went to take a very long bath, I was sure it was up to 30minutes but sadly, the time was8:45.
I had given up, I just laid down on my bed sketching pictures of him. This feeling turned me to an artist, I drew hearts, butterflies I even started drawing him, he wasn't even that handsome, I didn't know why I felt for him.
Did he put a spell on me?
Did he put an enchantment on me!!