I peeped through the window when I saw girls removing their shirt, I quickly ran away to avoid anymore trouble but I was curious to see I looked in very well where I saw Alfred with them kissing one of the girl. I ran away feeling betrayed but mostly used I cried the whole day I felt I felt the kiss meant nothing to him it hurt me so bad I cried my eyeballs out. That was the most annoying day of my life.
I went to the library sat down there the whole day crying. My mind was roaming around the memories we had. I felt bad.
I however felt that it was life being unfair to me but I thought he was different but he wasn't. I continued life the same way. This time, feeling like I had no purpose. Come here yes I said without feeling any remorse or sweetness in me.
My dad as usual did not care about my attitude but I knew by my mom's expression she was sad but I didn't care she had already shown me her true why was trying to be an angel this. I didn't still care I didn't give a fork to what my mom felt.
I slept roughly, feeling betrayed but I couldn't deny myself of sleep cause of a boy or some people