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Chapter 31 - Do I continue or???

He grew up to be a handsome boy, thanks his stars although he was handsome he was very smart..

he had a part time job to support himself and one day his mom came there for money just then a colleague of his came with a flyer looking for the next superstar he told him to try it out and told him all the benefits in it, his mother hearing the benefits asked him to participate. He gave her money and she left

"Why do you think I will be picked" he asked his colleague

" have you looked in the mirror, you're very handsome and maybe you need a breather from your parents…. You're too young and the money you earn is little, even with that you are to give half to them sometimes I wonder how you survive in school with all the stress. This is a good opportunity for you, your education might be sponsored and you will have a breather" his colleague said and he smiled at least someone cares for him just like when he was little and those people who used to get him food and those nice couples he never forgot their kindness

Sir Richard his colleague is a like a father he never had, he didn't buy the idea of the whole superstar thing

Sir Richard saw he was working too much for a teenager so wanted to help him and maybe he was dying so he wanted a breather for him and he knew he wasn't going to be around to save him from his parents. He made a video of Aidan and showed how amazing he was, he talked highly about him and luckily, yes luckily he was picked but that day he delivered the news to him, he held his heart and fainted, on their way to the hospital he kept on telling him to join

He took him to the hospital and returned alone with tears and acceptance papers in his hand he looked at it and spent the whole day outside

"Where have you been" his mother asked and he didn't answer

"Don't dare lie to me because I came to your work place and you weren't there" she added

"For what? Money???" He said and she slapped him

"How dare you? Is it wrong for me to ask you money huh? I am your mom" all the while saying this she was hitting him, he went to his room and cried

" I got someone who cared about me again and now he's gone am I that unlucky….am I destined to be alone and to suffer. Why are the people who cares about me leaving me" he cried out

He looked at the contract in his hands and remembered Richard's words he read through and saw all the benefits he will be sponsored through school and maybe Richard was right he needed a breather so he went to the agency

They were to take him away for sometimes for rehearsals and sometimes it was months and his parents agreed because they offered them a reasonable amount and presented the opportunities that comes with this job to them so they agreed

he thought it would be easy but it got difficult as time passed, and he couldn't opt out because he was bound by a contract 

something that was not his dream and took for his survival, he loved it, cherished it, worked hard for it and did everything to make it his dream and when it did, they didn't appreciate it, no one saw him 

Five years of hearing "you're not good enough, you don't deserve to be here, you're the only one lacking, you have no talent and so many more"

five years of torturing opinions 

For five years he tried to fit in and he couldn't and just went he did this happened

"I guess the dream is over. It wasn't mine to begin with so they took it back, they all hate me now, how could I forget I am not allowed to dream and get cared for.... That is my curse"

He cried