"From a stranger to a fan to a friend to a best friend to the love of my life, that's how far our relationship has come to be. You became my love and now you've become my life, I miss you every day I take my first breath, without you will I be able to live for long. you became my life support and then you left me to breathe on my own but darling I am not sure I will be able to do that for long. I need you please come back to me"
"Today so many came to my first event alone but my eyes searched for only you because you made this possible"
"Hey please let's stop playing this hide and seek game because I can't find you and I am really scared"
"Hello sorry this past months I haven't even asked you how you are. How are you? I hope you come back to me soon"
"Hey I don't want to pressure you but please at least reply back to me. I am worried"
"Please don't disappear as if you never existed"
"Slowly you're becoming a memory and I don't want that. My mind is turning you into a dream that was all made up in my mind please come back to me"
"Today was very stressful, I feel weak and tired these days but don't worry I will be okay"
"Lena please come back to me"
"I wish for you to go away and you left but why's it not working now that I am wishing for you back to my life"
"It's almost a year and I haven't seen you or heard from you how are you?"
Aidan had been sending her numerous messages ever since their last encounter, he missed her a lot.
His father was out of the hospital and back to his old habit, his mother was still the same bitter when it comes to him
His career had also gotten better but he was lonely especially when they were given a three year break to go solo, write their own songs and bring out their album so he was free but his house and world became too big and dark he had no one he was all alone
He had no one to check on him and ask him how he was doing
"Do you really need someone to ask you that? Aidan there are others who are alone and happy" his mind questioned
"It's hard being alone in this world especially when you know you will never get someone to be there for you, now that I have no distractions it's even tougher. I wake to this loneliness, sit here in this loneliness, eat in this loneliness and sleep in this loneliness. It's the same thing everyday. At least I want someone to ask me how am I doing? I haven't seen you, and so many caring questions"
"But there are people who wants this loneliness"
"Really? Can someone really be happy when for week or month no one has called or come to see them to check up on them and when they go outside no one really cares about them. For how long could they go on? Or maybe their minds is free of bad thoughts like mine which when alone talks me down, get me depressed and then anxiety kicks in.
How I wish I can be happy all alone and have no negative thoughts"
He kept on sending messages to Lena, he was not eating well and not having enough sleep, he was thinking too much and stressed out. His house was swallowing him down with so many sad memories
A year gone by and he had health issues like feeling drowsy, experiencing Frequent headaches painful especially during the night and early in the morning, he had loss his appetite but he ignored these signs
"Lena please come back to me, i miss you" was the last message he sent her