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Chapter 38 - the moment

" A few years ago I was alone. I had good people come my way and they all faced challenges and they left maybe it was my curse, I needed a beauty to break that curse.

I lost myself and I don't know if I have found it yet but I am hopeful and a few years back if you had ask me about hope I would have told you I have never seen it or felt it. I saw love and it found me unworthy so it didn't stay, that was what I thought but love wanted me to involve myself, help myself and give everything I had, love wanted me to find my soul and I finally found it..." he said

Lena met him and they went back to that town, this time around Lena was free and happy she enjoyed herself and he just watched her and smiled

"Love? What is love? I don't know but what I know is what I feel inside when that person is around and when that person is not there. Love, like, obsession, jealousy, and possessiveness I don't know what all that is, but what I know, is what my heart feels and it's going crazy for this person" she said

"I happy when I am with that person, and that's all I want. What is love? To me love is peace and I find peace in that person" he said

"Come with me" Aidan said

He held her hand and took her to his beautifully decorated garden

They sat down and he just stared at her

"What??"

"You're beautiful" he said and she smiled softly

"Lena I want you to stay by my side"

"I will"

"But as what?"

"Huh"

"Lena what's your position in my life?"

"Your fan and maybe a friend"

"You're more than that and you know and if you don't know let me tell you today that you have become my everything. Lena I want you by my side so I can be happy, I never smiled or laughed freely in the past because every time I did even my face couldn't feel the emotions cause it knew that the next moment will be sorrow and pain and was so tired of trying to fake it that it didn't know what was real and what was not, with you I am happy. My face feels the emotion my lips curve into a smile the moment I see you, Lena you brought me back to life, with you I can finally breathe. You broke my curse with a kiss from your eyes"

"Why are you telling me all of this?"

"Because I know how important you're to me and I don't want to lose you. This time I want to be happy"

"You can be happy"

"No not without you"

"What do you mean"

"Lena please don't leave me "

" I told you I am not leaving" she said and he hugged her and she smiled but her smile turned into a shock

"I love you, so much" Aidan said

"Narh!! Lena that's definitely not what he meant don't give in to your fantasies" she thought and continued smiling at him after the hug

"Did she not understand me or maybe she doesn't feel the same" he thought

"Tonight was amazing, I love this place but it's getting late let's go home"

"Lena wait !!! Lena Can't you see that I have fallen for you" he said and her eyes widened "no I am not confusing care for love nor empathy for love I didn't fall for you at first sight but it grew and I want you to be my love and happiness" he said and she was confused and a little shocked

"You love me? How is it possible you had never seen my face until just recently"

"I love the person my heart recognized and I didn't need to see you because you have a beautiful soul"

She was a little surprised he held her hand

"Listen Lena I am not asking you to love me back but don't doubt what I feel for you for once in my life I am sure. I never thought I would love someone but it's you and I am glad it's you my heart chose" he said

Lena couldn't believe it she was a nobody she's just a fan. Is it even possible or she was dreaming. She never approached him for this, she never had that intention in the beginning but along the line she fell for him but she was willing to hide it until the end but here he was telling her first that he loves her she was happy inside and didn't know how to react

He saw her lost and let go of her hand he was scared what if his decision to tell her will make her leave him again and this time for good.

"You're right we should leave" he said and He turned to leave

"Where's he going?" She wondered when she came back to her senses

"Hey are you going to leave me here after saying that" she said and he turned to her

"You once told me you could tell what's going on by looking into my eyes, what does it say right now" she said and he smiled and grabbed her and kissed her, it was their first lips to lips kiss and it was so beautiful