'Mom, I'm staying over at my friend's house.'
Shaga smoked the cigarette tucked in his two fingers, he didn't like smoking, but what else could he do to avoid his mind falling on that bad incident again? Shaga is determined to forget it and assume that it never happened. However, it felt impossible when Shaga still felt pain all over his body.
He deliberately didn't go to school, all he did now was sitting on a park bench as early as three hours ago. When Shaga didn't go home that night, he was too embarrassed to see his mother's face, especially before he had defended Adrian in front of his mother. The woman Shaga cared about had placed hope in Shaga.
What should he do next?
The question kept spinning in Shaga's head. Before he was introduced as an Omega, Shaga did not hesitate to make his own decisions, but when he became an Omega he almost always lost his way. Needing someone to manage it is what he hates most, he doesn't need anyone other than his parents, thinking that if one day he bonds with others when they bite his neck then Shaga's life will never be the same again.
"Shaga."
Shaga didn't even turn his gaze to the side as Garvin sat beside him. He didn't know why this adult man constantly pestered him, Shaga didn't want to have anything else or he could rekindle those feelings in his innermost heart.
"I'm sorry for what Adrian did to you."
Apologize? What is there to be forgiven? They do it consciously without coercion. After all, Garvin always seems to know what Shaga is doing. Shaga finally began to speak, "There is no coercion and doing consciously."
"You once told me that you will do it after marriage."
It is indeed true, but in reality, it is always different. What he wants is sometimes not in line, so he completely ignores what he wants, it feels not important at all.
Shaga sucks his nicotine rod again, with Garvin next to him it annoys Shaga. He had taken a grain of Omega pheromone suppressant before coming out of the inn even though Shaga knew the effect would not be good for his health, but Garvin came to spread his Alpha pheromone around Shaga and was confident that it would stick to his body.
Shaga coughed because the smoke he exhaled himself felt very painful in his chest. Suddenly, Garvin took the cigarette in Shaga's hand and smoked it himself, making Shaga's face heat up without him realizing it.
"This is for Beta." It was not a question that Garvin issued, but Shaga didn't want to respond to anything. "Omega's pheromone suppressant is not good for your health."
Shaga got up to his feet after all this time he had been here, there was already a plan formed in his mind as to what he should do next.
"Shaga, tell me what disturbed your mind?"
Why does Garvin care now? The question again popped into his head. Shaga turned to Garvin when the man had stood up. "Stay away from me, I don't want to deal with you anymore."
"It's impossible."
Garvin once told him that he didn't want anything to do with teenagers like himself who still had uncontrollable emotions, but Shaga ignored him at the time and considered what Garvin said was just a breeze. He saw Garvin coming back but didn't say anything and chose to leave there.
***
He thought he would come to his house for a while to pick up a little of his things before his mother came home and found out what Shaga was going to do. However, of course, it is not in line with what Shaga did.
Shaga was immediately confronted by Adrian's figure standing leaning next to the door of his house, it did not discourage Shaga from entering his own house. When Adrian notices his presence and keeps Shaga from closing the door in front of him, Shaga doesn't have any reaction until Adrian says his name.
"Shaga?"
Shaga neither answered nor looked at Adrian, instead he gripped firmly the doorknob that Adrian was still holding. "I'm looking for you everywhere. Why don't you go to school? It's only a few months before the exam and it's all done."
He was still trying to close the door, but Adrian went inside his house and threw his bag on a chair to face Shaga. "I want to say that I don't regret what I did to you."
Of course, Adrian would say that. However, this was too sudden for Shaga to accept it. What kind of response does Adrian want to get from him?
"I only regret that I was rude to you when you never did."
. Did Adrian come here just to embarrass himself? Didn't he hear that Shaga had warned him not to know each other anymore?
"I know what you are thinking and what you are going to do next, you want to leave here and avoid me?" Adrian stepped forward until the toe of his shoe touched Shaga's foot. "I won't let it, Shaga. You won't be able to get away from me."
Shaga saw Adrian's darkening eyes, the man managed to go forward and gripped Shaga's arm, making him gasp and jerk forward as Adrian pulled himself to come closer. Shaga could smell a different pheromone of anger than he had ever remembered, gushing from Adrian blatantly.
"Don't force me to do what you want," Shaga said deeply, trying to untie the grip of the tightening Adrian. Shaga felt threatened when Adrian got bolder by leaning his body and sniffing around Shaga's neck. "Stay away from me! Fuck! I don't want to be kissed by you anymore."
However, it was too late when Adrian pressed his lips against Shaga's neck and held them down by holding Shaga's arms tightly. Then Adrian's next words made Shaga freeze. "I'm glad to have put so many marks around your neck. He can see it, that you are mine."
Shaga didn't realize that, so as long as he sat outside, people saw him. Even Garvin and he didn't say anything?
"You didn't notice?" asked Adrian touching Shaga's nose with his nose, making Shaga's head automatically retreat backwards. Shaga hated to see the corners of Adrian's lips curled up. "It's so beautiful on your skin."
Adrian knew very well how to take advantage of Shaga's negligence by pressing the lips to his mouth, for a moment it made him dazed in the face of how close Adrian's face was closing his eyes in front of Shaga. He blinked instantly conscious after one of Adrian's legs moved against Shaga's groin, he immediately bit Adrian's tongue as he tried to get into his mouth and then pushed him away. Shaga's eyebrows swooped, he panted and almost let his Omega take over. "You... Get out of here. I don't want to see you."
"No, you will see me every day."
"You can't do it," Shaga said he quickly moved back when he felt a threat and a bad feeling was about to fall on him.
"I can. I can do whatever I want, including making you mine." Adrian's lips formed a straight line. However, Shaga didn't predict what Adrian would do next when he shot quickly toward him, pulling Shaga up and pressing him against the wall. Those eyes looked at him, and Shaga shuddered, catching Adrian's gaze, knowing that it would eventually be the beginning of destruction for Shaga. "I don't care if you will hate me later. I don't want to be behind you anymore, I want to be next to you, Shaga."
Before Shaga could rebel or resist, Adrian had already planted his teeth right into Shaga's neck where it should have been the person Shaga wanted to do. Shaga knew that this was the end of his freedom.