I woke up exactly after two hours in the morning, all tired and exhausted. However, I dragged myself to the room, thinking about how much capability my mind has to work as it does not only work when I am awake but it also work when I am asleep but what he actually does is overthinking about scenarios which may or may not happen.
The moment I step inside my room, my phone start vibrating and without seeing the caller name I picked up the phone..
Phone Conversation Started
Siya: (Sleepy and exhausted voice) Hello
Vihaa: (Cheerful voice) Hey sleepy head
(Have you ever felt this feeling, some voices or the person has the magic to turn your low mood into happy one? If yes then, for me she is the one who always put a smile on my face.)
Siya: (Smiling) Hey wassup?
Vihaa: I will there in your house, in exactly fifteen minutes and I have a surprise for you.
Siya: (Curiously and excitedly) Wow. What's the surprise, tell me?
Vihaa: (Chuckle out lightly) You are such a kiddo, for a reason we call surprise as surprise.
Siya: (With puppy face) Okay
Phone Conversation Ended
Just a small conversation form her turned my morning turned beautiful, filled me up with positive energy and my whole day filled up with hopes. However, ignoring all this I start getting fresh in a bit hurry because in not time she will be in the home with her surprise and I am excitedly waiting for it. In around ten minutes I stepped out of my washroom all fresh up, in a minute or two house bell also rang up so, I leave my room and go towards the main door house to open the gate for Vihaa.
The moment I open the door, I come face to face with the smiling face of Vihaa and this truly bright my day. However, ignoring all this I welcomed her inside the house and soon we start walking towards my room. The moment I enter in the room I closed the door, a minute later I hear Vihaa's voice clapping her hand voice..
Vihaa: So, the surprise is that you are going to give a test because since, you or we are studying from past few days.
And hearing this my excitement got ruined, just imagine the moment okay? Someone told you that they are going to give you a surprise but when the time comes to give a surprise and they say you have an exam or a surprise test today. I think it would sore up your mood (This situation is especially for those people who don't like anything related to studies like me).
However, my train of thoughts got halted with Vihaa's voice..
Vihaa: (Puppy face)O common! don't make such kind of faces as if I have told you that your exams going to start from tomorrow.
Siya: (I melted seeing her face but I murmur) Surprise test is not less then an exam.
Fortunately, she doesn't listen to it, keeping my thoughts aside I step the study table on the floor like as usual. This time the difference is, I just have a pen and note book for me and the rest of the study material she kept it to her side. The moment we got settled down, she dictated me a single question and play an instrumental in the background from my phone.
(I am going to skip this test time, because who like to study or get bored while reading about a story)
After seven minutes, I stopped writing and handed over my notebook to her and she took her sweet time to read it but this time she smile most of the time and for once and twice only she has a frown expression on her face. Once she is done reading my answer carefully, she kept the book beside her and look at me in a intense way, which make me feel nervous because I am feeling as if I have done many mistakes in it. However, soon she smiles brightly, pat my shoulder saying..
Vihaa: Though, you have made some silly mistakes but I am proud of you because now I am seeing the improvement. You have written it point to point and tried to explain them, all we need to do this just sharpen up your explaining skill.
Siya: Okay, I would try to do it more better next time. (Really!! Honestly, I am surprised because usually people don't appreciate my hard work and now she is doing it, this is one of my achievement. My hear swelled with happiness as well as eyes welled up too but I controlled my emotions because I thought she should not know that I am weak).
Vihaa: Can I ask you a question?
Siya: Yeah
Vihaa: Tell me something about your friend circles, that you used to have or you have?
Siya: I used have five to six friends (Though, talking about this making me feel uncomfortable but I am still trying to talk. Basically, pretending to be cool)
Vihaa: (Excited)Okay, your life would be super fun with them?
Siya: (A bit monotonous tone) Yeah it was.
Vihaa: What do you mean by was?
At this moment I realized, the saying comes true "caught red handed" but still I decided to play cool. However, a random thought pop up in my my mind which told "say it out loud bro, this is the time to share your side of story". And I for once speak up, I told her in details about all of my friends, about their nature, everything I did with them and how the things ended up in such situations, where I have left with only one friend, loosed every one else.
The moment I stopped speaking, I realized how relaxed and light headed I am feeling, after two minutes or so, I look at her and found her lost somewhere in the thoughts. I nudged her with my elbow and asked...
Siya: What happened?
Vihaa: (After thinking for a minute or so) You know I use to have a friend circle with whom I have done, all sort of funs and adventures and I did indulged in the activities which were bad but the best part was that I really enjoyed them.
Siya: I also enjoyed them but somewhere because of it I lost my friends as well as my family's trust.
Vihaa: No, first thing if you have lost some friends or people in your life then understand this thing that, probably their journey with you was, for till that time only plus you both were never meant to be together. Secondly, in case of your family, they never asked you what you were doing, they just assume that their daughter is good and won't be doing such things but the whole point is generation gap.
Usually, our parents thinks that giving birth to their children, providing them basic necessities including food or studies, this is what parenting is all about but the main thing is to be with them, live each and every moment of their life, from failure to success. However, somethings can't be changed because that's how our parents has grown up and they are forwarding us the same.
After this none of us speaks for five minutes or more, in my case I took the time to process whatever she spoke and for her I guess she is taking some deep breaths after speaking so much. However, soon our moment of silence break when her phone start ringing, she picked it and showed the screen to me and said...
Vihaa: (Sheepish look) Time to go.
We both got up, I walk with her towards the house door. After, seeing her off I come to my room, closed the door and pick my dairy to write about the things that I have learned today morning with Vihaa. As well as I also write about how sharing, makes me feel about and while doing so, I realized..
"Yet, again she becomes the reason of my beautiful morning tales"