After an hour Vihaa enter in the house, obviously I am being the one who opened the gate for her and while she is walking inside I am feeling a proud plus happy too as for the first time I have a guest of mine to be in the house. She is walking ahead me, I am following her as if this is her house and I am the guest here, she greeted everyone (Aunt, Granny and mother) who come in the middle of our destiny which is my room.
Even though she is the one who greeted them but here I am the one who feel tired of this, I mean like seriously how much they more want to meet or talk to her.. she is just a mere human not an alien or a vice president. However, after ten minutes we reach inside my room, I lock the door and at the same time I hear, Vihaa sighing being frustrated. I turned around and look at her, she sit down on the chair beside my study table, looking at me with a scowl on her face and seeing her like this I laughed out a little and plop down on my bed.
After a minute or so, I got sober up, I look at her and she is smiling looking me, out of sudden she initiated the conversation,
Vihaa: You know you look good while smiling, keep doing it for forever. Seeing you laughing, is a rare sight which I really enjoy it.
Siya: (Getting sobered abruptly as if caught red handed in any scene) Okay
Vihaa: Now leave all this, bring a note book I have an activity for you.
Siya: Okay
I go near her as she is sitting beside the study table, pick up my register from the table. After this I come and sit on the floor with my back attached to the bed side, then with raise eyebrows I look at Vihaa and she get up from the chair walk towards me, sit on the floor beside me. Once she got settled down, she initiated the conversation,
Vihaa: I want to you to write a essay on The memorable rainy days and keep it precisely 400 words. And give me your phone, I want to play a music while you are working on a essay.
Siya: Okay.
After this I give her my phone, start writing the essay..
(Essay begin)
"ohh I never liked the rains before but there was a week when I have no choice but to got stuck in those rainy days in an unknown town. Actually I had planned a trekking trip where I was supposed to be going with twenty five strangers, everything was set according to that only. I leave the house sit in a bus filled with strangers include boys as well as girls, before bus could leave it started raining and I have said before I never liked rains but as now I am stuck in so, I don't have any other choice. All the way towards the destination, rain happened continuously because of this some water also enter inside the bus through windows, which made the floor of the bus and seat of the bus wet always. As I have never like the rain, so, I started getting irritated and my mood also start getting up sore."
Before I could write anything else the notebook got snatched from me, then only I realized that Vihaa is sitting with me and in fact she was the one who snatched the book from me plus there is some Tabla music is playing too in the background. However, soon she start reading my essay, I patiently wait for her to say something about it but all I am seeing her doing from five minutes is sometime nodding her head in affirmation or sometime her lips forming into O shape. And I am starting to feel nervous as well as I am getting impatient too as I want to know what her reaction would be or what she is thinking at present.
After a minute or so she started speaking,
Vihaa: (Looking into my eyes directly) So, I was thinking right that the reason you are failing in the exam is just because you are suffering from repeating issues
Siya: (Confused and a bit nervous) And what are repeating issues??
Vihaa: Basically it's the repetition of a sentence, a line or a phrase.
Siya: But I have passed the other exams so, why only in this exam?
Vihaa: You had written all the answers in this way only but luckily you didn't get caught in those exams and unfortunately you got stuck in this one exam.
Siya: (With a low voice) so, you mean to say I am ill?
Vihaa: (Replied hurriedly) Hey, no you are not ill. It's normal to have such problems. In fact every fifth or sixth person is suffering from such an issue and it can be solved easily.
Siya: Really?
Vihaa: Yeah, I am here for you now so no worries. We will study together, pass the exam together.
In return to her sentence I just smile, from my heart the voice come and say...
"wow, such a beautiful person she is, at this level my family is taunting me and leave no chance to degrade me and here this girl saying the word together, standing with me. I really admire and respect her"
On the other side another voice come from my mind and say...
"she definitely has some kind of personal gain, that's why she is helping and I am not going to trust her"
And like as usual I got stuck in the battle of heart and mind, which are behaving like magnets, I don't understand why its becoming so complex. Sometimes I really believe that I am living with two persons in me, one is positive and other one is negative and being with both of them exhaust me a lot.
However, soon my train of thoughts stopped as I feel Vihaa shaking me,
Vihaa: Hey where were you lost?
Siya: Nothing much I was just thinking, what will we do next?
Vihaa: Simple. As per the exam syllabus only six chapters coming, we will be studying it one by one. You will make notes of it and I would be explaining you topics, as we have only one month left so we will be able to work in slow and steady approach.
Siya: (Smile widely) Okay
Vihaa: Go get your book, a register and a pen lets get started.
After this we study for two hours, we completed half of the chapter, she explained me the topics and side by side I make the notes of it, for the first time, studying become so much interesting for me, as I learned the half of the chapter with her.
Once the study got completed she leave the house and I go inside the kitchen to fill my water bottle, as I stepped inside I found my Aunt there and internally I scolded my self for coming here at the wrong time. However, she is making something on the stove so, her back is toward me and seeing it a chance to escape without getting caught, I tried to be as quite as possible while filling the bottle. Fortunately, luck is my side today so, I leave the kitchen silently with water bottle in my hand and I walk back to my room with a chiseled cat smile like face because I have just skip a danger situation.
The moment I enter inside my room I lock the door and think to celebrate my little happiness by reading a novel while listening to music till the lunch time come by, I picked up insurgent and start reading it with earphones plugged in. I put the book down when, the book got finished, then only I realized the I have skip my lunch time, I check the time in my phone which said its three in the afternoon and this surprised me because mother used to call me around two in the afternoon every day but today there is no call for me.
However, keeping all these thoughts aside I leave the room and go towards my parents room as I want to know is my mother okay plus I want to know the reason why she didn't call me. The moment I reach at the door I slowly push the door as silently as possible, I peek inside the room and here I found her sleeping. I smiled lightly, closed the door then go to kitchen, warm up the food and start eating the food.
Once the lunch got over I walk back inside my room, I pick up my phone start watching Overnight channel videos as I love watching ghost hunting videos for entertainment. Just like this dinner times come by, whole evening I had rather watch videos, read novel or revised whatever Vihaa and I studied together. Around seven thirty in the evening, I go inside my washroom to get fresh before dinner and once I got done with it, I go towards the dining hall and there I found my father, mother and brother sitting at dinning hall, serving food on their plates.
I go and sit on the chair where, I also follow their steps and once the plate got served I started eating it. After a minute or so, father initiated the conversation..
Father: How was your study time with Vihaa?
Siya: It was good (Still eating my food)
Father: Good, I hope this time you will pass the exam.
Siya: (I decided to tell him what Vihaa told me about the reason why I failed the exam) Actually Vihaa told me that, I had been failing the exam because I am suffering from....
And the laughter sound of father's voice cut me off in the middle of my sentence, I look at him curiously with a raise eye brow to know reason behind his laugh. Once he get sober up he started speaking again...
Father: Wow now you have come up with this another excuse where you were going to tell me that you are suffering from any kind of disease and that's the reason behind your failure. Are you mad?
Siya: Sorry (I resumed eating food)
As soon as food got over, I cleaned my plate then I leave the dining hall with water bottle in my hand. I again enter in my room and close the door then I open my dear to write my thought in it..
"sorry, yes I am really sorry but its only because I expected them to listen to me or understand me and I was so wrong but what can I say I deserve this. After all I am liar on whom no one will trust or to be with."
I put my pen down and close the diary, at this moment I hear a little voice echo in my head telling me that may be I have someone who is ready to be with me. And later I go in granny's room and call it a night with the new hope of to be with the beautiful morning Vihaa.