For those of you who have experienced how cruel the world can be, whether it being losing a loved one, getting betrayed by your closest allies, or even losing yourself. I hope that you found yourself, I hope that you found where you were going, wherever you were. I hope you got up from the trauma, the pasts and the pains the world offered you. Because I surely didn't…
Let's start at the beginning, to a time where ẉ̶́ḙ̶͗… were just a little girl.
It was December 25th, 20004, a very snowy night in Ser, Vineline, a world not like yours, very different and surreal.
Man: "Stay calm honey, we're almost there"
Woman: "Rugh~ I can't take it any longer!" "She's Coming Out!" "Ah"
Man: "Dayson, Call your grandmother and tell them we're here."
Dayson: "Yes father. Momma, we're here, please come quickly! Mother's entering a premature birth right now."
My mother hadn't even had me for 8 months till she gave birth to me. Yet when she did, she said 'it was the best decision in her entire life.' But I couldn't agree anymore.
Momma: "Nen, your life is in a dire situation. Your child is in a severe chromatosis right now due to your high affinity in N-cells, and because of this your body's taking a toll on itself trying to counteract the problem at hand… Basically right now it's either your life or the child's life…"
Nen: "Is there any way to save the both of us?"
Momma: "... No… I- I'm sorry but there's nothing I can do to save the both of you..."
Man: "The only way through this is using a hyper deceleration reactor to slow down your nen-cells. The problem being Vallen's reactor hasn't been tested..."
Vallen: "It will work."
Nen: "hun"
Vallen: "I know it will work, N, you have to trust me on This! Mom-"
"No. Vall, your technology is unstable and your research is even more unreliable. If just a sip of the tongue goes wrong you could lose your life as a whole. You'd better just-"
"It'll be okay."
"N, you know what will happen if something goes wrong, you've seen it before..."
"It'll be okay mother, I trust Vall with my soul."
"Okay, Sow, prepare the teleporter."
To save the both of us my father, Vallen, a researcher and head developer at a place called the Foundary used his `never before tested' atom reactor on his own wife and soon to be daughter. What he thought he knew about his own creation soon showed him what he didn't want to know.
"N, are you ready honey?"
"Cough~ Just hurry it up!" "Cough, Cough"
Just when everything seemed like it was going fine the world's most childish soul out of revenge, and out of pure curiosity flipped a plug that was necessary for keeping the machine stable.
Machine: TZZZ
"No something happened" Somethings Wrong!!! Turn it Off!" "Shut It Down Now!"
"It's too late Val! You have to seal the reactor to save everybody else!"
"I can't! The force of wind is pushing us too hard!"
"Then I'll do it."
Surely while crying, my father watched as his creation dissipated his wife.
Reactor: "Sha-BOOM"
Stunned by the explosion, my father kneeled on with the rubble of his facility never to be the same again.
"Search the premise. Look for any Survivors." The man said, kneeling down with my father.
"Crying… Nolan, What have I done, Oh what have I done! My wife, and my daughter… They're both… Gone! "More Crying"
Nolan: "Vall, I'm so sorry… But I… We need you to get up, we've found something alive in the reactor."
What they found was no special surprise, because it was me. Inside the reactor, what was once a premature baby became a fully developed "looking" baby ready to be born. The only problem was my N-cells were 7 times greater than the amount of power my mother and the reactor had and I was nowhere near being fully developed.
2 years later.
"The only way I could ever see my beloved again, the only being more powerful than my N, The only rightful thing to do to get back my Nen."
A voice in Vallen's head: Reap her~
"Evil Laughter" "Oh my beautiful daughter, you'll forgive me right?" "I know you'd want to see your mother again!" Looking at me with his crazily lit mind, it sends shivers down my spine till this day.
"Father! You're Wrong! You should be trying to find a way to save her, your daughter."
"SHUT UP!!!:""That's all part of the process impotent fool." "And for you to be here is just a distraction too mee~" "Guards take him away. I don't want to see him anywhere near me during my stay here."
Before the experiments ever started, I should tell you since I was born prematurely. I was born with a lack of bone marrow which made it for me to stand, let alone walk. Everything about me was a short end of the stick. And most importantly my eyes were as defective as a fly with no wings, in other words I couldn't see shi-. Anyways, for 7 years my father experimented on me day by day, and night by night while having no rest for me in the between. Taken in and out of containers and into every single experimental operation he could think of, my body became so inhuman that a normal person would faint if they saw me... Father tested my endurance to pain everyday, always saying that this research would help us get mother back. I became known as '537465616d0a' in his own research facility, not even having the honor of being given a true name.
537465616d0a: "Father.. Father…" I naively called out to him, "Please stop this madness, it's hurting me."
I would say from the inner voice of my soul. Calling for this pain to end only my mother would come to comfort me. She'd tell me stories of how beautiful the world was, she told me that my father and my family was a great one, working to save the world and protect its smiles. And though I'm in all this pain, I'd wonder what the world and its smiles need protecting from . Besides that point, mother said to believe in my father… and so I did.
5 Years after, December, 24, 20006
Perfectly hidden away from the outside world, in this small experimental container. He, my father, thought that his wife, my mother, died that day from the reactor, and he blamed it all on himself. But he was wrong, he was wrong about 3 things he would've never considered possible. I was there… throughout all the 7 years of his experiments. I felt everything, the pain I went through was unbearable. So much so that every time my father tried something new, my mothers spirit would always come over to comfort me. That was the 2nd thing my father got wrong, my mother didn't die, only her body did. She was freely living in the spirit realm, a place where only a select few could see, and fewer could enter. The last misunderstanding he got wrong was that all of what happened wasn't his fault. None of it was, yet he still blamed himself for all of it. If it wasn't for a certain someone's child who came there at just the right time, I'm sure I'd still have the perfect little family one could only imagine. But I didn't.
"This is Experiment number: 537465616d0a" "Record number: 2 5 55" "On this day 7 years ago, I lost everything. My wife, my lab and my… But on this day I gain it all back." With the use of 7 Artifacts and dozens among dozens of monster corpses I bring my wife, BACK TO THE LIVING ""Evil Laughter!"
With the help of the Artifacts, "Sword of Spirits, Shield of Faith, Nature's Seed, Sceptre of fate, Demon's Core, Adonai's summoning book, and the Fusion Artifact" The ultimate spirit weapon was forged, with its capabilities so unfathomably horrid not not even gods would wield it.
Vallen: "Enter Generators 8 through 1… Today we make history."
Man: "Yes Sir!"
Through his new technology my father found a way to further defect God's precious creations. From a fusion tank that takes 300 times more the electrical power of Texas, he was able to forge multiple atoms and bind them into one soul.
Fusion Tank: "Powering Up Sounds"
"Now my Beautiful creation! Awaken!" "And show your glorious beauty." I call upon My dead wife Nen. Ven Solitude.
The Earth shuttered in this new abomination. But like a dog following its masters every command it awakened. It wasn't me that would speak, And it surely wasn't my mother.
537465616d0a-Code Nen Ven Solitude: "My beloved…" "W̶H̶A̷T̸ ̴H̷A̷V̵E̸ ̴Y̸O̵U̴ ̷D̴O̷N̴E̷" "For you, a fool has descended a great burden upon our daughter." "For what a fool our daughter must live with the title stuck as shunned by the Earth."
Vallen: "No! This Isn't The N, That I Used To Know!"
"For our daughter you have not even named and for our son who you left behind I beseech you! LEAVE HER ALONE!"
"NOO!!!"
And with that my mother blinded my father with the power of her magic, destroying the fusion tank which allowed me to escape outside of the test room. I didn't know where to go, and neither did my mother, so we had to rely on the monsters inside of each other to fully escape his lab.
Vallen: On The Coms: "Code RED! CODE RED!" "Experiment number: 537465616d0a HAS BREACHED ALL CONTACTS AND IS HEADING OUT THE NORTHEAST SIDE OF THE FOUNDARY" " CATCH AT ALL COST! I REPEAT CATCH AT ALL COST!"
537465616d0a: Mother! I can't keep running anymore, and I don't know where to go. Please help me!
537465616d0a-N: "I can't help you sweetie, but they can… Listen to your soul honey, and follow what your heart tells you. What do you hear?"
I… "R..I..T..E" I hear it telling me to go right.
"Good then do exactly that."
"Sound of people running"
Man: "THERE IT IS! AFTER IT!!!"
Man2: "HARAA"
Right there and then running from those men was the least of my worries, before I knew it I was being shot at, and hunted down like an animal, "I thought father said to catch me. Why are they hunting me!?!?!" I thought .
"Door." Open" Reach" Out "Hand, while running away I could hear the voices of my soul calling out to me.
The sound of car engines running~ and loud bursts coming from those cars, with the voices filling my head, my mind felt like it was being eaten up. "Daughter!" Mother shouted, "You must stay focused, run my daughter Run!" The voice of my mother cleared my head, "Run!" I shouted in my head, "RUN!!!" There were now more cars chasing after me, it felt like I was cornered, but knowing that light was always at the end of the tunnel I closed my eyes and kept on running. "You shouldn't have done that." Before I knew it, I was on the ground breathing heavily as my body was split in half.
Vallen: "Oh my beautiful creation, what have I done? I've failed again-"
My mind and my body were out of tune. My body wanted to run away, far far away from this dangerous place. Yet my mind questioned why all of this happened. It wanted to beat up the people who did this to us. I was angry.
Father… Why… Why must you hurt me? I've only wanted to be loved, so why. I endured so much for you, why must I die?
In those few moments that felt like I'd die, I asked so many childish questions, today I would have laughed at such a naive person. Because what I heard from my father was not the father mother ever told me about.
Vallen: "Shut Up you wretched beast… You disgust me. So just go to hell and die for the sinn you have commented from ever being born.
Father… You're… not the father mother told me about, you… you're nothing but a wicked man… I'm sorry mother, but I guess this is how far I could get from him…. I'm sorry…
In those last few moments I accepted my fate as an abomination, and wished to die peacefully. But 'they?' wouldn't let such a fate happen.
002: Such a pity that your "Fate" turned out like this child. I will help you. So rize up and live! Run again! not to live the life of a burdened abomination, but make your own life and save your world…
004: Do you accept?
"… " "I.."
123456: S"A"y It
"I want to… Live!"
Again, before I knew it my mind, body and soul were once again completed, filled with the willpower to live. I got up and ran. jumping over the fence they threw me over, and into a forest. I ran and ran and ran and ran falling over branches, and hitting into trees until it felt I was safe. I came upon a cave on top of a mountain. Where I collapsed for who knows how long.
Mysterious Guy: "Oh? How amusing,,,"
End of Chapter 1