When I woke up, I was shaking with tears falling down my face, it felt so real. I saw Master and immediately I got off the floor and I hugged him as tears fell down my face. "What's wrong, slave?" Master asked as he petted my hair as I cried.
"I thought I lost you, Master. I had the worst nightmare and you were killed I was so scared I'm glad I woke up and that it was just a dream" I said against his chest.
"We should head back, slave, everyone is probably wondering where we are," Master said, I had a feeling of deja vu but I couldn't place why I don't remember having a conversation like this. I shrugged my shoulders brushing it off.
"May I wash up before going back, Master?" I asked.
"No slave, I want them to see what I've done to you," Master said.
"May I wash my face?" I asked.
"No slave, and if you ask one more question without permission I will punish you, I'm being nice since it's our wedding day but don't forget your rules slave" Master growled.
"I'm sorry Master, please forgive me," I said.
"Only because I love you slave, but if you break a rule again I will punish you for it," Master said.
"Yes Master," I said, and he nodded.
"Now let's go back to the party," Master said, I stood up and followed after him. I kept my eyes lowered in submission.
"Master, may I ask a question?" I asked and he nodded. "Is asking permission to do something asking a question?" I asked.
"Explain slave," Master said.
"Like if I ask for permission to hug you, can I just ask for permission or do I ask to ask a question?" I asked.
"Physical contact just ask permission, other than that ask to ask," Master said.
"Thank you, Master," I said, and he nodded. When we were outside once again, I enjoyed the sun on my body as we walked towards everyone.
"Are you okay Jess?" Jackson asked when he saw me.
"Never better," I said with a smile.
Master leaned in "be good slave" Master whispered before leaving towards Jorge.
"Was that you screaming?" Jordan asked as he joined us.
"Yes," I said simply.
"What happened to your back?" Jacob asked, coming up from behind me and touching my back, I sucked in a breath.
"I was punished, but I was asking for it and I knew it was only a matter of time before Master punished me today," I said.
"How were you asking for it? Why?" Jackson asked.
"I was being playful and bratty, with his permission, but he knew that I was doing it so he'd whip me, and because I wanted it, but once he starts I have no say on how hard or long he wishes to whip me for. I asked for it but had no control over what happened, I could beg and plead for him to stop, but it is his decision whenever he decides to stop" I said.
"I oughta go over and show him how to treat a lady" Jordan hissed, the feeling this happened before is still playing in my head but I couldn't place where it happened.
"Excuse me," I said, leaving them and heading to Master.
"Is everything okay, slave?" Master asked.
"No Master, Jordan said that he should show you how to treat a lady," I said.
"Well I know how to treat you, slave," Master said.
"I know Master but I didn't want to cause a scene so I removed myself from the situation," I said.
"Such a good slave," Master said and I smiled. I stayed by Masters' side and watched as people danced and laughed with one another, a few of the slaves were mingling and flirting with my brothers, hoping to impress them so they'd attend their auction. I noticed the slaves leave the reception and headed inside but I didn't think anything of it. I didn't move until Master went to move, and I followed after him, not wanting to be alone. When he stood in front of everyone. "If everyone is ready for food, follow Jorge into the area we will be eating," Master said, and Jorge made his way into the warehouse and everyone followed him leaving only me and Master. I looked up at him, wondering what to do.
"Master, can I speak my mind for a second?" I asked, and he nodded while I was nervous I had to get this off my chest. "I'm sorry I'm not the best slave, the other girls are better than me and they've only been here only three months at most, you should be with one of them, they'll listen and treat you well," I said, looking down as tears fell down my face, it's only a matter of time until I do something that can't be corrected and he'll realize he made a mistake and set me free.
"Don't you dare say that slave," Master said, cupping my face and making me look at him. "They mean nothing to me, they are only to earn me a profit nothing else, but you my perfect little slave, you are the most devoted slave I've come across, you are the most beautiful slave I've seen, you are the one who knows me and knows what I want before even I know it and you give it to me with the most beautiful smile as you humbly serve me like the perfect slave you are. You are the one I love, you are the one I married, and you are the slave I wish to have kneeling at my feet at all times. Don't you ever put yourself down again slave because if you do I will punish you until you realize you are wrong, I will whip you as you tell me how good of a slave you are, do you understand me, slave?" Master asked.
"Yes, Master," I said.
"Good, because if you put yourself down for not being a good slave, then you're saying that I didn't train you to serve perfectly," Master said.
"That's not true Master, and I'll refute it until the day I die, you have trained me to obey perfectly, it's on my end, not yours, you have been the best Master any slave can ask for," I said.
"Then don't bring yourself down, slave because that's what you're implying," Master said.
"I won't Master, because that's not what I wish to imply," I said, he nodded.
"Good" Master said before cupping my face and kissing me, and before I could kiss him back he pulled away but he put my hands around his neck before putting his on my waist and started to dance. I couldn't look away from him.
"Master, can I request something?" I asked.
"What slave?" Master asked.
"Promise me that you'll never free me, even if you wish to divorce me, promise you'll keep me as your slave no matter what," I said.
"I promise slave, but why would you think I wouldn't want you as my slave anymore?" Master asked.
"In the hospital, you said you'd sell me if I ever acted on my feelings, and since the proposal I have done nothing but act on them, and since the agreement with dad you can't sell me so next only you'd be able to do is free me and I don't want that, I'd rather die a slave and happy than die free and miserable. I would rather kneel at your feet and submit to my Master than wake up every day knowing what I've lost" I said, Master smiled before kissing my forehead.
"You will never be free slave, you are and can only be a slave, we both know that," Master said and I nodded.
"Thanks, Master," I said when he spun me and I laughed out. I started to fall when Master caught me.
"I will never let you go slave, you are mine and no one else's, I own you mind, body, and soul" Master said.
"And I love it, Master," I said smiling up at him when he leaned in and kissed me, I immediately started to kiss him back. When he pulled back I wrapped my arms around him "thank you Master" I said, he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me as close as he could.
"You're welcome my beautiful little slave," Master said, I didn't want this moment to end. "We have to get back to the party slave, everyone will wonder where we are again," Master said. I nodded and we walked back to the warehouse.
When we entered the warehouse, Master went down first and I followed after him. He entered our dining room and all eyes were on us as we made our way to our spot at the small table in front of everyone. Master sat in his chair and I knelt at his feet. When Tessa brought over my smoothie and Master's food, and we all started eating. I enjoyed the smoothie, and fairly often my eyes would trail to Master's face and I stared at him, enjoying the way his jaw tenses as he ate, and he caught me a few times but just smiled and patted my head. I enjoyed the little bits of affection he gave me throughout the meal. When it ended and everyone got up, congratulated us once more and left, leaving only Master, and my family, I smiled and thanked each of them.
When Jackson and Jacob came up. "You better treat her right," Jackson said.
"I'll treat her like the slave she is," Master said.
"Treat her like a queen," Jacob said.
"She loves how I treat her, don't you slave?" Master asked.
"Yes Master very much so," I said.
"And you don't need to be worried about it, do you?" Master asked.
"No Master," I said.
"Tell them why you love me, slave," Master said, and I nodded.
"I love him because I'm his slave because he keeps me in my place, I love him even knowing the danger of it, I love with every ounce of myself. I love how he treats me, how he shows me how to care for him and his gang, how he shows me what it means to be a slave, to be female and to be his. I love that I'm a slave, and I love that he is my Master, I can't see myself anywhere else, I can't see myself being treated any differently because I love how I am treated. Most importantly I love how Master treats me, he shows me every day just by keeping me as his slave that he loves me, he's doing it because he knows it's what I want, he knows being his slave makes me happy and to make me happy he makes me his slave. He knows what I need and he gives it to me and I know what he wishes and I give it to him, he really is my other half, he makes me whole, he makes me feel loved in ways I've never felt, and there's not a thing I'd change about us" I said, looking at Master smiling at him as I said why I love him.
"A slaves love for their Master is not like anything anyone other than a slave will experience, because they know we expect the best from them, that we will provide for them, and that we will give them the structure they crave, she's spent eight months being free since she was enslaved and she's hated every minute of it, so I give her what she wants because it's where she is happiest, and we both know that if she is ever freed she wouldn't survive it again, I love her too much to let her die, so I will keep her at my feet in my collar where she is happy," Master said, as he petted my hair, I nuzzled my head into his hand loving the affection he is giving me.
"Well congrats on the wedding, we'll see you later," Jacob said and they both left
When dad came up, "congrats on the wedding, but I do expect the terms to be upheld," dad said.
"They will, Sir" Master said.
"Good, I'll see you later princess" dad said, and I nodded. When Jordan came up to us.
"Can I speak to her alone?" Jordan asked Master, and Master looked down at me.
"Okay, ten minutes and you better not hurt her," Master said. When I finally understood why I've been feeling like this happened before, it was how the dream went, before I woke up.
"Yes, Master," I said.
"Good, then we should get going," Master said.
"Wait Master, stay with dad please, just in case something happens I can't lose you I've been feeling off since waking up and I don't like it," I said.
"Okay slave," Master said.
"I'll protect him for you, Jess," dad said.
"Thank you," I said, they nodded and left, leaving me and Jordan alone.
"I'm sorry," Jordan said.
And I grew angry, "you better not hurt him" I growled.
"Why would I do that?" Jordan asked.
"Just a feeling and I'm warning you if you hurt him I will hurt you" I snapped.
"Well, can I finish what I was going to say?" Jordan asked, and I nodded my head once, too tense, waiting for the gunfire that happened in my dream since almost everything was the same. "I'm sorry for how I reacted when I found out about the both of you. I know I didn't understand it then, but today I saw something that opened my eyes to it. I can see that he truly makes you happy and that you wouldn't want to be anywhere else, that even if you aren't together romantically that you'd still submit to him. I'm sorry I wasn't understanding of it" Jordan said.
"Of course, I would still submit to him, he owns me, I am his slave wholeheartedly and I wouldn't change it for the world. I can't live without him. He is the reason I'm happy. I loved him before I was freed because of dad before Master was hurt, and my love has only grown since. He has every right to treat me as he pleases and I love how I am treated because it's his way of telling me he loves me just as much as me submitting to him tells him I love him. If he died, then so would I, I can't live without him it doesn't matter if I go to his second in command or if I'm free, it wouldn't be the same, it's him who owns me, it's him who controls me and it's him who I love, and without him there is no point to live, I've tried and I can't again" I said.
"Do you know his name?" Jordan asked.
"No and I don't want to, he is Master and I am slave, there are no other names for us. I hate when he calls me my name, and I would hate it even more if I had to call him anything other than Master. His name to me is Master, and I made the mistake in the beginning asking him his name, and when he woke up the nurse asked him and he sent me out of the room, so he wants me to only know him as Master and I only wish to know him as Master, even when I think of him, who he is I call him Master in my head, and he is the main thoughts I have and that will never change" I said.
"Such a good slave," Master said, coming over and wrapping his arms around me, I smiled up at him. "She isn't to know my name, all she needs to know is that it starts with an M, and that's why I branded her with it, but she will only know me as Master," Master said.
"I didn't know that Master, I just thought the m was for Master," I said.
"Well now you know but that's all you'll ever know, slave," Master said.
"Yes Master, it's all I wish to know because to me your Master and that will be your name until I die," I said.
"Well, I have to leave," Jordan said, I nodded and he left, leaving me and Master in the dining room.
"Why were you so insistent on me staying with your father, slave?" Master asked as he walked in front of me.
"So you know how I had that bad dream earlier?" I asked and he nodded as he watched me. "Well I had a feeling of deja vu since waking up, and only after everyone left leaving us and my family down here did I realize why. It was because almost everything that happened in my dream was happening in real life, there were a few differences, but I was scared that if you were alone you'd be killed. Luckily that was just a nightmare and you're still here, my brother didn't try to have you assassinated, instead, he just wanted to apologize for how he behaved in the past and that he understands my need to submit that I'm not with you against my will and that I need you and much as he needs air" I said, Master nodded and hugged me.
"I'm sorry you had that nightmare slave, I'm not going anywhere. I'm afraid you're stuck with me until the day you die" Master said.
"And there's nowhere else I'd rather be Master," I said, smiling up at him.