Chapter 19 - He

"Do you know, where is Library?" The person asked.

The blowing air somehow playing with persons mahogany hairs. Some bangs that spread over his forehead, falling onto his eyes. Those blinks making your gaze to follow them to his cheeks. And the smile that makes you stay on those lips.

Breaking through my thought, I looked at him. It was Seungmin.

I looked into his eyes. Giving an embarrassed smile.

"Ha.....! You.....! ....Li....brary! I gue.....ss, I DON'T!"

Brushing my hair I smirked a little.

He smile and said, "follow me"

I followed him.

And following him I finally figured out why, I don't know where this Library is! Library was on third floor and, so was the teacher's room! Library was beside Teacher's room. And to get to it you have to pass by it.

Why will I ever visit there?

Third floor was really quite. Mostly the class representative or some of student who have good grades visits here. The area without noice and full of studies. Who is excited to seek out here?

As this level is always silent, no matter what! It was pin drop silence and I followed Seungmin's footsteps.

Seungmin must have visited it in daily manner. But whenever I saw him he was always with Hyunjin, and Hyunjin I am sure never visited Library. But Seungmin is class representative must be his job.

We entered Library. There sat few students at first. Seungmin nodded to them and entered.

We passed through few tables and in the corner sat Chan Hyung. Why he is always covered in a lot of sheets. Just why he have so much data?

Seungmin went silently, and so do I. He pulled chair in front of Chan Hyung motioning me to sit. I sat and he sat beside me.

"Have you come!" Chan asked.

"Yes!" Seungmin answered.

"But I only called Seoyoon." Chan Hyung looked at Seungmin.

Seungmin just gave wide smile. Showing his mischievouness with cuteness. 

I felt he changed. He changed alot. He often used to stay clam and all quite. I guess he do have this side which he never showed in first year.

But now, he just give this type of shocks and my heart melts everytime looking at him and, I smile without knowing!

I don't know how to react. Scream out that he is cute. Or just squiz his cheeks. Can I kiss you!

No! He is so cute. Everytime this happens I need to lock up my emotions.

Chan Hyung Smiled. And looked at me.

"You know your job?" He asked me.

I shook my head.

"What you want to do?" He asked.

"I don't know." I answered.

"Then why are you here?" He looked serious.

I hesitated. This time if I answered him wrong way there's no way I will be staying here.

"To get close to Chan Sunbae!" I answered with the smile that Seungmin gave. Same with cuteness and that sweetness.

Chan chuckled. And so does Seungmin.

I get it! This is trick to make Chan Seonbae to forget about his anger. Whenever he is angry just smile wide. Point noted!

"Then you should call me brother, Than sunbae!" He said.

"Brother! Is it okay?" I asked.

"Yep whatever you prefer" he said.

I looked at Seungmin. He was quite not reacting anything. Looking at sheets in front of Chan Hyung.

Why he attracts me so much? Even a little breeze can make my thoughts divert. It was wind, passing through sheets it touched his bangs again. And without knowing I was just staring at him. How could he be so handsome?

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The reason I was looking at him was, Few days ago.

A group of first year girl students came to our class. They were meant to meet Ahn for their some of Class work. And as Ahn always stays beside Seungmin, in class breaks to discuss various matters they saw them together. Discussing the matter I felt Seungmin too knew it.

Me showing I'm in great pleasure of having discussion with Hyunjin by side eye, looking at him. One of girl suddenly spoke, "Oppa!"

She said the whole sentence, but I could only listen oppa! Why I felt that way? I was wanting him to withdraw from here take him out of her sight. And how dare she call him like that.

The tone was romantic. Not a brotherhood! The aura of having crush. I felt Jealous. I didn't wanted to, but I felt! And I knew I am being Jealous.

My so called fake smile just appeared. I didn't wanted even to smile. But I made myself to ignore them. Even if I wanted to what should I do! I can not! A slightest hint of mine and I'll lose my bond with Seungmin. I left from there.

And he does look good with Ahn.

I was in great dispair for few days. The feeling of jealousy made me not to talk to Seungmin for few days as I used to.

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I chuckled!

Chan was looking at me. What made me laugh like this?

"Oppa! It's was to flirty for me! If you don't mind can I call you Hyung?" I asked him with glittering eyes.

Trying my best he should not say no.

"Sure, there's nothing to worry about!"

"Thank you Hyung-nim" I smiled.

"Just Hyung!" Chan replied.

He then handed me some sheets giving list of singers they have. Name, and their numbers!

"I want you to listen to them!" Chan Hyung said.

"If you feel they are good allow them and just text they will be informed." He explained.

"Text?" I asked.

"They will be sending there audio clips on SNS with that hashtag" he showed me on his phone.

"I can't go through that now. So it's upto you. You have to decide." He explained.

"Are they all going to be in special performance? Like I should chose them like that?" I asked.

"No, no! They will performing their own. On my list none of them will be included." He showed his small wolfie eyes.

"Okay!" I nodded.

Seungmin in meantime took a book and was reading.

He makes me fall for him day by day. He just sits there silently and making my heart beat faster every time.

I stood up and began to leave,

"Where are you going?" Chan Hyung asked.

"Next session will start soon. I should go!" I answered.

"Don't worry! Just sit!" Seungmin said.

Me looking at both of them. The feeling of blooming Sakura coming from my heart.

"Are we bunking classes?" I looked at Seungmin with glittering eyes.

And looked at Chan Hyung, my hands over bench and in excitement I really shouted.

"Hyung, are you making your junior to bunk class?" My tone was full of excitement.

"Just sit properly!" Seungmin raised his voice a little.

"We are in Library and don't forget teachers are just sitting beside this room." Looking at his book he in cold voice said it to me.

My heart sunk. He used his cold voice. But why he look so COOL. Just which side of him can make me not to fall for him. I sat quite, looking at the sheets.

It was him or my overexcited heart, was he cool or was it my heart. I was jumping inside. I was on ninth cloud!

I was bunking classes with whom? None other than our roll model Mr. Christopher Bangh! The Chan himself!! And also whom, The Kim Seungmin!

Reaching on floor, in reality. I made myself sit quite. Think of it, Just what was there to look at! My phone is in my bag. I wasn't using it in first place. How should I view them now?

And looking at name I even don't know any of them.

"Felix says you love to write too!" Seungmin closing his book and setting it beside asked me.

"Yes!" I answered.

"But it was so back then. I don't think I love it much now!"

"Why don't you?" He asked setting his hands over table.

A clear sign of showing interest. Don't do that Seungmin. Resting his head over his hand looking at me with his puppy eyes! You made me fall over little tricks. You showing interest in me will let the restrictions over my feelings let go.

And look at you, you are just making me fall harder and harder.

Is this aura of Library. Or really the person is intending to make me fall for him!

I looked at Chan Hyung. Still feeling Seungmin's gaze over me.

"I didn't tried it from long time. It was just like child play to me back then" I gave slight look to him. And his gaze the same way looking at me.

Do this gaze follow everyone's eye? Why are you looking at me like this?

For unknowing reason my heart was beating fast. In this quite library I was able to listen my own heartbeat.

Don't be like this with me Seungmin, I will be wanting to love you more.

No, don't look at others with those eyes Seungmin!

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When Eunsoo left to meet Chan Hyung

"Aren't you going with her?" BongCha said After carefully observing that Yoona left.

"Why would I go with her!" After clearing the view that Bong said to him, Hyunjin replied.

"Aren't you always with her?" Bong smiled at him mischievously.

"I guess so!" Hyunjin answered.

Ahn and Bong passed look at each other.

And Seungmin left without saying anything.

He went to stairway. Saw EunSeo standing at there just staring in space.

Not caring about the atmosphere just talking to herself with her thoughts.

He wanted to call her. But seeing her he couldn't resist to smile.

He wanted to touch her at least ruffle her hair but he couldn't. He stopped his hand in midway.

He was about to call her name she turned.

Waking up Seungmin from his lost consciousness. She got him off gaurd.

She was staring at him and he could not say anything but said, "Do you know, where is Library?"

Only sharp eyes could find that hesitation in his voice and in those eyes. He maintained himself so well that nothing of him seem to have lost composure.

Eunsoo didn't caught any of those hint. Of him in confusion a little. Or of him in love a little.

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