Words can't simply express how I am feeling right now.
Is it love?
Is it self-sabotage?
I wonder what we would look like right now.
Facing each other with our sins in our hands.
Asking each other for forgiveness.
I can't call our relation a relationship.
Was it love or sabotage?
I wonder, but for sure, I am more than certain that this is not how love is supposed to feel like or look like.
That is why, now, and for the tomorrow that will arise soon. I have to change something and act upon it. But I loved you for a moment and maybe you did?
I don't know. You are no longer here to answer me, anyways.