High school, senior year. Chaos. Chaotic, I would say.
And now even more chaos.
One week ago, things weren't this bad. But it's Monday. And I have to see her
Ryley
Ryley
Ryley
She kissed me.
She was the one that did it.
I can't help to think if it's a dream.
Am I awake?
Oh yes
She is passing by the corridor window of my class
And that look
The look I adore
It's real.
I adore everything about her.
Even if she's looking at me like that
I adore Ryley
It was always Ryley and Bella,
The two BFFs
Does this change anything?
Will we still be the chaotic, but happy duo?
Will we still sleep in the same bed?
Will she still kiss my hands and hold it tight saying I am pretty?
Will she still hold and hug me till I sleep?
...
Of course, Rick is around when we need to talk. The guy doesn't get a clue.
We are both looking at each other, sitting at the caffeteria as if nothing happened.
And Rick tries. "So... Am I the one responsible for breaking the ice? I mean…"
"What? There is no ice" Ryley responds to Rick. "If you say so, pretty." Pretty disgusting.
Pretty, that's how he calls her, and that's how she calls me "Yeah...Fun weekend right?" He is still trying to make a conversation … As no one responds he continues "I love spending time with you guys for real. You are my favorite girls. Bella, if you weren't so gay the three of us would be the perfect.. trio? Triple? I don't know…" What is this guy even talking about??
As the silence forms in the air Ryley speaks up "Ok Rick, you said you were going with me to talk with Miss Clare." He happily looks at her "Yep! Let's go" They are getting up from their table seats as I say "Wait!!" Ryley just looks at me.. so I continue "Are you leaving?" she just says " I have to talk with her, it's important... go sit with Alana and the others, don't eat by yourself here" I just say "Okay" as she goes off "See you later"
Ok, when is it later?
Ryley pushes me away when she's stressed and I can't do anything but wait. Wait till the cloudy cloud goes away
I can wait for her.