[Trisha Volkov]
I wanted nothing more than to go back to Christian when I came here, in the Vampire World.
But now after seeing Binnie passed out and beaten badly, I can barely stay on my feet.
How cruel this world can be? Beating a petite female who can barely stand against a vampire. It was not fair.
But then again, Nothing fair happened in my life. Another example is last night with Shadow. Mercilessly I told him this morning that it was a mistake.
When I know it was far from the truth. It wasn't a mistake, I would have done it again. The only reason I claimed it to be a mistake was the fact that I can't get over the thought that I cheated on Christian. And I don't even regret it.
When I have been kissed by Dominic, It felt wrong. Because I was thinking about Christian and I still do. But with Shadow, it didn't feel wrong. It was like something he deserves that I gave him.
